Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future

Kas's POV

It's my birthday. It's the summer solstice. It's also my freaking wedding day. I can't believe it.

"One year together with you, Kas! It's been an exciting one!" Lex sings in my head.

"Tell me about it. I'm so glad you're you, Lex," I smile at her.

"I'm glad you're you too, Kas,” she purrs. “What do you think today will be like, Lex? I've never celebrated my birthday before. I’ve never gotten married before either,” I wonder.

“Well, I imagine people will be wishing you a happy birthday all day. You will probably get gifts too. It will be rude to decline them, so just smile and say thank you,” she advises, “but now that you're eighteen, your scent is going tobe stronger. To Bronx and to other wolves. Bronx may be a little more protective, but he is also going to fall so much morte in love with you too.” *

“Oh yeah, I remember them teaching us about that in health class,” I recall.

I look out the living room window and see the hustle and bustle of the lawn being transformed for the ceremonies tonight. Delilah lets Mrs. Miller anda couple of omegas in who have brought us a huge breakfast. Mrs. Miller has been telling me for the past week how important it is to eat a big breakfast on your wedding day. She says once your makeup is on, you can’t eat until the reception. Sandy and Henr1's mate, Sophia, come to the apartment and relax with Lenora, Ashley, Delila and I while we eat.

The breakfast is amazing. Mrs. Miller and her staff have stepped up their game for the weekend. I give hera thumbs-up as she finishes up wiping down the kitchen counter. She winks back with a smile. How did I end up so lucky in my life to have so many people who care about me the way they do?

It's still early, so I excuse myself to my bedroom for an hour so I can meditate. Yeah, even today. I think more than ever, I need a sense of calm to get today started. Lex does too. She is so excited it is difficult to keep her from overtaking my thoughts when I need to focus on everything I need to do. Not that my bridesmaids would let me forget anything, but you get the idea.

I close my eyes and let my mind relax. I reach out into the universe and search, not for anything particular, just looking around to see what or who! can find. I can sense Bronx. He is down at the training grounds. I remember that he, Milo, and Reggie are giving aclass to trainers from other packs this morning. I gently reach out and touch him fora moment. I imagine a little whisper a few words just for him in his ear, then pull back and continue to search some more. It’s pleasant and peaceful, but I need to get back to reality. When my eyes open, I feel like a million bucks. Any nerves I woke up with this morning are gone and now all I feel is happy and calm. Lex too, thank the Goddess.

I take my time in the shower and come back out into the living room. I’m shocked to see it has been converted into a salon complete with hair and nail stations. The stylist is ready to blow dry my hair, but before she does, Carly comes to the apartment, right on time. I hand her the little box for Bronx. She lifts it open and peeks inside with a smile.

“It's going to look great on him, Luna,” she nods.

“IT hope so,” I smile and give her arma squeeze before she leaves to see Bronx. Everyone is getting their hair and nails done when Lenora quiets the room to make an announcement. We all turn to look at her.

“Ladies, we all know what a big day this is, but it is also Kas’s birthday. She asked us all to not get her any gifts, which was a difficult promise to keep, but this gift is not from me, it is from my brother, Bronx. My only part of this gift is keeping it a surprise,” she gives me a devilish grin.

the size of a computer mouse. While l am unwrapping it, she turns on the TV and syncs her tablet so it displays on the big screen. I open the box

there on your honeymoon. Well, after the honeymoon you will be able to go anytime you want because Bronx bought you a vacation home in Paris. Well, apartment, but you know what!

feel my mouth drop open but I can't close

up a slide show of a beautiful two-level apartment. It has a very modern style with huge windows

of Paris, on Avenue Montaigne in the prestigious Haussmannian building. Four bedrooms, air-conditioned, recently renovated with new marble countertops,” Lenora reads of the information with a game

at it like it's the most wonderous thing in the world, and murmur out loud, “H-he got me

last week. Happy Birthday, Kas!” Lenora

glad my makeup isn’t done yet

stop crying! Because there's

Sandy comes over and rubs my back to soothe me. "Yes, Bronx also embraces your love of knowledge, but he said you told him not to spend money on a wedding gift. So, if you look in that box, you will also finda piece of paper with

of the packhouse that survived the fire because of all the

me on the back. Delilah takes my hand and nods her head asking permission to help me with magic before I have a full-blown

say quietly as I rub the key and key code in my fingers, “ The code is one

and gives me a reassuring look, "Kas, you have no idea how much you have changed my son. All for the better. He has always been driven by duty to the military and this pack, never by someone he calls his own. Not to a person who loves him unconditionally, until you came into his life. You will never

pictures of my new apartment while I get my hair finished. Lenora tells me I will be able to see the apartment on my honeymoon, but it's not ready

to help me clean the tears away from my face before

wondering something. Have you and Bronx ever discussed finances?” she asks witha questioning look as she wipes my

opening the bakery and we have started to talk a little bit about pack finances and the budget but he wants to wait until Iam finished with school before I get too deep into

little confused, “That’s interesting.

seat, “Kas, I'm not telling you this to prove a point or to try to intimidate you or anything. I

she sounds so serious

that's not his style. He lives a comfortable life,

questioning look, “Kas, you

that it is international and everyone works hard

if I just told her the Titanic was

“Kas, Bronx is worth a lot

and look at her with knit brows, still kind of

billion dollars,” she