How to Get My Husband on My Side

Chapter 111

 

“Because of him, you were able to smile, like it’s normal…… I even thought his appearance was a blessing for you. But I was wrong. I’m so messed up. Even though you acted excited… you weren’t actually…….”

 

His voice cracked midway.

 

The veins on the back of his hand protruded as he clenched his fist tightly.

 

I barely gathered my senses back and gently put my hand on top of his hand.

 

Ah, this fool…….

 

No, I am the fool.

 

We were truly a match made in heaven.

 

“Don’t say that. You gave me the flower of glory. You knew about everything, and could have misunderstood me, especially when I lied to you.”

 

Indeed.

 

What I had wasn’t just the flower of glory.

 

The golden wreath held so much meaning to him, it was the reason why he decided to participate in the game, and a proof of all he had gone through.

 

“I’ve… believed that no one ever wanted me. And if something good happens, there would be bad things that follow suit. Because I’ve been living like that all my life…… Would you believe it if I say that I have lived with a mask all this time?”

 

While talking, I felt like my tongue was moving on its own.

 

I wasn’t even thinking of expressing my emotions in words, but it felt like the thoughts I’d buried deep inside were overflowing out today.
“I’m selfish because I always doubt everyone, and can’t help but be full of prejudice. I don’t have the will– misunderstandings never get cleared because I believe that no one would trust me. There’s nothing more I’m afraid of than being abandoned, but I’m selfish enough to push that fear back, and try my best to survive.”

 

“…….”

 

“I’m the one who is really messed up, Iz. Even if you did everything to prove yourself to me… I couldn’t trust you until the end. As a result, I hurt you.”

 

Izek finally dropped the hand covering his face and looked at me again.

 

Perhaps I was just imagining things, but it seemed that his glowing sharp eyes had gotten slightly wet.

 

Tears also welled up in my eyes.

 

“I… I really wanted to see you smile.”

 

“Iz…….”

 

“I wanted to see you happy……. I believed that one day, you wouldn’t cry anymore and only have a smile on your face… ”

 

His rough palm gently stroked my cheek.

 

As I leaned on him, clutching his arms tightly with both my hands, the sound of something cracking rang faintly.

 

the walls that I built up. And I’m the only one who is able

 

“…….”

 

the villain in the fairy tale who killed all of his wives could become a knight. There are two sides

 

“…….”

 

one who made me realize that waiting won’t lead me anywhere. I have to break my walls and get out now. You made me feel like I

 

mine, his arms

 

movements were careful, almost hesitant, but I

 

the thought that I would

 

myself

 

to myself, ‘I’m stuck with

 

were exchanged between

 

just hugged each other closely and looked at

 

until my eyelids felt heavy again and my body drooped down like wet

* * *

one person that the Longinus Knights, who could even battle the dead, were scared of, it would be none other than the Knight Commander whose whole body was screaming ‘I’m about

 

doubled as the Kingwatched

former comrade, noble general, and the brother-in-law of the King,

 

long have you

the Commander to

 

he was raising his

 

that posture that brought

 

wrong answer, they would see something as

 

situation they were in,

 

atmosphere naturally grew even more chilly because none of the men, who had committed mistakes,

 

“Sir Ivan.”

 

“Yes, Commander.”

 

you think you are doing by pouting like

 

I never

 

back in the presence of His Majesty without any proper manners! It’s all about reflecting on your irrational

 

Ka-boom!

 

the end, the lightning

 

elite, who might not be entitled as minority elite anymore, were surprised and hurriedly straightened

 

a brown bear that resembled an angry bull, a seemingly haggard

 

the shameless one, who was also the culprit of this entire situation, stood comfortably in his spot while appreciating the unseemly sights of

 

like he was having fun in this

 

no person who had a brass

 

was impossible for them to swear at the King’s beloved

 

felt sad due to being unjustly scolded for nothing, sent thousands of swear words by just glaring resentfully at

 

gave him

 

the respectable noble decided to step up as he couldn’t stand seeing this

 

sternly to his son, taking an equivocal attitude toward the rest

 

subjugation for the

 

“Who says that?”

 

as if he had been waiting,

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