I Am The Luna

30 A Deal’s Cost or I Am The Luna Chapter 108 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

The good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the pack.

It was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust anyone.

She’s incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true Alpha…

But how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once more.

If anything happens to her, I’ll-

“Eat, then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box. 3

at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?” I

there’s that bastard here who we have held hostage.

trying to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have Hugh,

help to

he isn’t. I don’t see him

why Gerard had sent us 30 miles south and I had

free him I will, but there is no

do we have someone who

that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test

to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

as he walks

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit

back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who attacked

you both,” I say,

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent

knife in

to submit to the

your turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t

brother.” He smirks as

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for

apart consumes me,

course, and you will get it, however, you have to understand that I need to watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again, he’s

on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we

releases something into the glass case and instantly the

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she will die.” Gerard

so fast, realising that he would not make this easy

you understand

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening to explode

(END OF FLASHBACK)

I have to do

be watching even if I’ll be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none other

Zaia and Atticus.

wolf is stunning, dark red, big and

looks as deadly as

have been watching Hugh through the cameras. He’s been hurt, but he’s coping well enough. He is a