I Am The Luna

30 A Deal’s Cost or I Am The Luna Chapter 108 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

The good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the pack.

It was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust anyone.

She’s incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true Alpha…

But how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once more.

If anything happens to her, I’ll-

“Eat, then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box. 3

up at him, snapping out of my reverie and catch it. “And why would he want me to do that?”

we have

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

have Hugh,

help to

I don’t see him as

sent us 30 miles south and I

I will, but there is no way for me to do so without risking Sia’s

we have someone who is worthless?” I ask

ain’t your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

unphased. “Ldon’t fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since

says as he

Gerard himself. And I hate to

look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted

hate you both,” I

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says, scoffing

changes his accent so efficiently

the knife in his

have to submit to the fact

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope you don’t feel sorry for

I don’t respond.

leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended

had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

brother.” He smirks

and he’s staring at me with hatred that he

here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for my little

the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack,

him to continue. Once again, he’s trying

a cloth off a large box that sits on the table beside him, and I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put

into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making my stomach

It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

so fast, realising that he would not make

you understand what

reply, trying to control the

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than

me uneasy…

for him, then I somehow. need to make sure

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed that

Zaia and Atticus.

stunning, dark red,

as deadly as she

the cameras. He’s been hurt, but he’s coping well enough. He