I Am The Luna

30 A Deal’s Cost or I Am The Luna Chapter 108 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

The good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the pack.

It was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust anyone.

She’s incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true Alpha…

But how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once more.

If anything happens to her, I’ll-

“Eat, then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box. 3

“And why would he want me to do that?” I ask, cocking

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

to control my anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

They have

been a great help to Zaia, is that

see him as family,”

30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

will, but there is no way for me

do we have someone

is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.” He smirks,

reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as

So that’s his reason…

to say, since

says as he

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him

to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with

I fucking hate you both,” I say, ripping

mutual,” Gaultier

something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently

with the knife in

to submit to

turn to keep Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s

I don’t respond.

to get the antidote and leave… I thought I had it all fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote, kill them and end this all, but Gerard was

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to be in a coma for

his son, had snuck into the pack and given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me

younger. brother.” He smirks as me and the bastard exchange

no humanity in his eyes and he’s staring at me

you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote

poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find that

watch my back too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double

continue.

in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead, making

cardiac arrest,

life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this

understand what

I reply, trying to control the rage that

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this ‘test’ than they’re letting on and it

me uneasy…

follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make sure they succeed in taking

Zaia can’t lose him.

passed, and it’s confirmed

Zaia and Atticus.

wolf is stunning, dark

as deadly as she

have been watching Hugh through the cameras. He’s been hurt, but he’s