I Am The Luna

30 A Deal’s Cost or I Am The Luna Chapter 108 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

The good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the pack.

It was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust anyone.

She’s incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true Alpha…

But how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once more.

If anything happens to her, I’ll-

“Eat, then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box. 3

“And

bastard here who we have held hostage.

at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the

have

help to Zaia, is that

isn’t. I don’t see

sent us 30 miles south and I had no fucking clue as to

can free him I will, but there is no

have someone

your business, is it? We heard that someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your loyalty.”

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the deal as long as he

So that’s his reason…

that isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be on

as he

spitting image of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it but that would make him

to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it, I highly doubt that. Same with the person who

I fucking hate you both,”

mutual,” Gaultier says,

but there is something extremely unhinged about Gaultier… Although he’s apparently born and raised in France, he changes

in

they both have to submit to the fact that I

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning away. “Let’s hope

I don’t respond.

fucking figured out. Get in, get the antidote,

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended to

keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how they were getting into the pack so easily… I still don’t know who

brother.” He smirks as me

his eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the

apart consumes me, but there is nothing I can do right now until I find

antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you plan to double cross me… they will release a

don’t react, waiting for him to continue. Once again,

I find myself staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your poor little princess’s body… now if we put

glass case and instantly the hamster begins

will send her into cardiac

Hamster whose life was ripped from him so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand

I reply, trying to control

(END OF FLASHBACK)

until then, I have

Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to

me uneasy…

get up and follow them out of there. If someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to

Zaia can’t lose him.

have passed, and it’s confirmed

Zaia and Atticus.

is stunning, dark red, big and

deadly as she

hurt, but he’s coping well enough. He is a strong Alpha,