I Am The Luna

30 A Deal’s Cost or I Am The Luna Chapter 108 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Every day that passes is excruciating. From the moment I left her, turning my back on her, I have been unable to sleep knowing that I betrayed her once again.

How does one recover from such pain? I know this time I won’t have another chance because no one deserves more than a second…

I’ve not only broken her trust, but I’ve also shattered it beyond repair.

But despite it all, I know I’ve made the right decision and don’t regret it.

Being on the outside makes me realise that there is more danger around Zaia, and I will find a way to let Valerie know.

There is someone extremely close to us who is watching everything. I myself have seen the footage of secret cameras within the pack seeing Zaia channel her pain into hatred and rage.

It’s chilling to know that there were always cameras all over my pack grounds without my knowledge… someone who has been able to put those cameras everywhere without being caught.

Which makes it obvious there’s a traitor amongst them, one who is in a place of power.

What irks me is there’s a camera inside my safe house. 1

A place that only a select few have entered… but something that means the enemy is close to us. 2

I hate that my mind flits between Jai, Justin and Atticus… I know it’s not Valerie, but I also hate that I am not trusting even my own friend. 5

Without her by my side, it’s hard. Fucking living is hard and trying to focus on what I need to do…

I want to warn them, but who can I truly trust?

Who was the one who put the cameras there?

They are the reason the Sable has always known our location from the very beginning. There are several areas of the pack that are also equipped with voice recorders.

Like earlier, two guards were discussing the latest security regime put in place. Zaia and her team made some smart choices but with the

Sable knowing everything, how is she to get a win if they already know so much? 1

My only relief is I shut myself out of every access to the pack before I left. When Gerard questioned it, I told him Zaia must have pushed me out. They had wanted me to access the CCTV from within the pack, but my biometrics and my passwords were useless.

The good thing is, she’s the only one who can now access everything in regards to the security of the pack.

It was a smart move and one that pissed Gerard off even more, but it also shows she no longer trusts anyone and that fucking hurt knowing I’m the reason that she’s no longer able to trust anyone.

She’s incredibly strong and although I know that the impact of my actions upon her have hurt her, she’s surviving because she’s a fighter and a true Alpha…

But how much can one person take? The dark voice inside of me that eats at me surfaces once more.

If anything happens to her, I’ll-

“Eat, then Gerard wants you to stay here whilst we head back… not sure why he’s trusting you.” Zade, Zaia’s twin, who I detest, says as he tosses me a sandwich box. 3

catch it. “And why would he

bastard here who we have held hostage. Hugh Toussaint, that bitch’s

anger at his insult towards Zaia that overrides the shock that I feel

have

help to Zaia,

isn’t. I don’t see him

sent us 30 miles south and I had no

will, but there is no way for me to

someone who is

someone is coming for him. I guess he wants to test your

fucking have anything to prove. He knows I agreed for a reason, and I’ll stick to my side of the

So that’s his reason…

isn’t a nice thing to say, since we’re supposed to be

as he

of Gerard himself. And I hate to admit it

glare back at him, refusing to look away first. I’m certain he was the shooter who hurt Zaia… even though Gerard admitted to it,

you both,” I say, ripping open

feeling is mutual,” Gaultier says,

apparently born and raised in France, he changes his accent so efficiently

knife in his hand as if he’s extremely

they both have to submit to the fact that I

Toussaint company,’ Zade says, turning

I don’t respond.

I had it all fucking figured out. Get

(FLASHBACK)

He’s awakened.

now sits, all dressed in a suit, as if he hadn’t just pretended

given him something to keep him in a coma- like state. It irks me how

Gaultier, your younger. brother.” He smirks

eyes and he’s staring at me with hatred that he doesn’t

are not my father. I’m here as you wanted, and in return, you give me the antidote for

is the man who poisoned her. The urge to rip him apart consumes me, but there is nothing I

too. So, if you think you can simply take the antidote and disappear into the night, it won’t happen. I have people, Sebastian, inside that pack, around… everywhere and the moment you

him to continue.

staring at a hamster in a glass box. “This hamster has been given the same poison that is plaguing your

watch as Gaultier releases something into the glass case and instantly the hamster begins writhing before it suddenly drops dead,

trigger. It will send her into cardiac arrest, and she

so fast, realising that he would not make this easy for

you understand

I reply, trying to control the rage that is threatening

(END OF FLASHBACK)

have to do as they

be the one with Hugh, but something tells me there’s more to this

me uneasy…

someone is coming for him, then I somehow. need to make

Zaia can’t lose him.

few hours have passed, and it’s confirmed that the one approaching is none

Zaia and Atticus.

wolf is stunning, dark red,

looks as deadly as

watching Hugh through the cameras. He’s been hurt, but he’s coping well enough. He is a strong