I Am The Luna

33 A Thought or I Am The Luna Chapter 111 By Moonlight Muse

ATTICUS.

It’s hard to stomach, but I also know that it isn’t a lie…

Over a decade ago I once learned that my blood type didn’t match either Dad or Mom’s but when that niggling thought that perhaps Mom cheated on Dad crept into my mind, I shut the entire situation out not wanting to be the reason for their marriage to break up by questioning them on it.

But this wasn’t something I ever considered.

Valerie is my sister. It’s like I’m seeing her in an entirely new light.

As she bandages Hugh and tends to his injuries, I notice she has the same eye shape and colour, even her hair colour is the same as mine.

We’ve just returned and she’s tending to Hugh in the safe house.

He’s been quiet since he asked Zaia if what she she really is gone. When Zaia nodded, he simply fell silent… but I wonder how he must be feeling inside.

Zaia is now filling the others in.

“And then… I shot him.” Zaia turns away and I hate that the pain in her voice crushes me too.

I’m stunned at her revelation, and so are Valerie and Jai.

Did she shoot Sebastian? How did she manage that? He’s fucking fast and powerful.

Jai looks pale. Obviously, his loyalty is to his alpha and friend. I can’t blame Zaia for losing her patience with him.

Zaia hugs herself and I hate seeing her in pain and no matter what anyone else says, I move towards her, placing my arms around her, ignoring Jai’s frown.

I love her, and nothing can change that.

I give her a gentle squeeze.

“You shot him?” Valerie whispers. Her heart is thundering and there’s fear and horror in her eyes, as if Zaia has made a mistake.

Why?

“You had no choice,” I say quietly. “What’s done is done.”

“Of course you will say that, you hate the guy, anyway,” Jai says coldly, but I choose to ignore him.

No, I don’t hate Sebastian. I saw him as a rival, but hate is not the right word. But I’m fucking angry at him for hurting her all over again.

I know that father always said to keep an eye on her and keep her safe, but then I genuinely fell hard… back when I would sneak into her pack. I wish they told me more, and I wonder if Mom knew my connection to the Blood Born and all of this.

After all, I have told them about the Sable and Sublime, but not once have I got the impression that she’s known something.

“Enough Jai,” Zaia says quietly as she steps away and brushes her father’s hair back,

sadness in her eyes. “I don’t know what to think

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when it comes to Sebastian. As for Gerard, he isn’t even the true mastermind. I can’t believe we never knew that.”

“Then who?” Valerie asks.

“My grandfather, Lawrence Walton.” Zaia sighs.

Valerie and Jai look stunned as they exchange looks, and Hugh takes over.

He covered everything that happened, leaving out the part about me and Valerie, but he now looks at me as Zaia helps him put a clean shirt

think Atticus can share the final part that we learned on his own terms.” He says with a nod, and I notice that dullness

I’ll show you to

body first… if possible. I need to…” He says

“Tomorrow?” She whispers gently.

to debate it before he nods, and she hugs him gently. There’s

her back, and his eyes are empty as he

To lose a mate…

you need it on your own terms?” Jai

feel the need to tell you, actually it has nothing to do with

annoyance.

that again, I’m

quit this. We are one team guys.” Valerie says, but she still seems pale ever since she learned Sebastian was shot, which makes me wonder why has it affected her so much.

related, and this is a game that Lawrence is

leaving you

mutters.

forgot that

dating or something.

you never listen,

to know what’s going on.”

Now that it’s

to go about it. I run my fingers

Walton mentioned that Blood

families. As in

two triquetras. Zaia and her

brother

family ever told you because mine never told me,

are siblings.” I

else to do it or what else

at me, but I know it’s clicked. She just doesn’t know how

expecting him to scoff about it, but Jai seems

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down. “I know… I knew… I was told when I was little before

looking up at me.

Her eyes are

unshed

turns and almost hesitates, as if

whether she should run or

were lucky

“Well, I’m going to head home. It’s been a long night. The remainder of assigning everyone their roles. should

too. Why was

be out there alone. You should stay until morning, even

a brow as Valerie looks between us before she walks over

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ask, smiling

annoyance.

looks up at me and gives me a small smile. I’ve always known she’s been a no-nonsense

think I

you can share a room with Jai.” She says.

to

course, that’s what

she’s truly feeling, but I’m sure she could

to do it

my head will help.

lived a lie my entire

and I can’t sleep. I glance over

had crept into my mind not long ago but

Is Zaia awake?

up my phone and

ATTICUS: Hey, you awake?

phone and I’m about to

sleep. Why are

not exactly. Mind if I come over? There’s something I wanted