I Am The Luna

33 A Thought or I Am The Luna Chapter 111 By Moonlight Muse

ATTICUS.

It’s hard to stomach, but I also know that it isn’t a lie…

Over a decade ago I once learned that my blood type didn’t match either Dad or Mom’s but when that niggling thought that perhaps Mom cheated on Dad crept into my mind, I shut the entire situation out not wanting to be the reason for their marriage to break up by questioning them on it.

But this wasn’t something I ever considered.

Valerie is my sister. It’s like I’m seeing her in an entirely new light.

As she bandages Hugh and tends to his injuries, I notice she has the same eye shape and colour, even her hair colour is the same as mine.

We’ve just returned and she’s tending to Hugh in the safe house.

He’s been quiet since he asked Zaia if what she she really is gone. When Zaia nodded, he simply fell silent… but I wonder how he must be feeling inside.

Zaia is now filling the others in.

“And then… I shot him.” Zaia turns away and I hate that the pain in her voice crushes me too.

I’m stunned at her revelation, and so are Valerie and Jai.

Did she shoot Sebastian? How did she manage that? He’s fucking fast and powerful.

Jai looks pale. Obviously, his loyalty is to his alpha and friend. I can’t blame Zaia for losing her patience with him.

Zaia hugs herself and I hate seeing her in pain and no matter what anyone else says, I move towards her, placing my arms around her, ignoring Jai’s frown.

I love her, and nothing can change that.

I give her a gentle squeeze.

“You shot him?” Valerie whispers. Her heart is thundering and there’s fear and horror in her eyes, as if Zaia has made a mistake.

Why?

“You had no choice,” I say quietly. “What’s done is done.”

“Of course you will say that, you hate the guy, anyway,” Jai says coldly, but I choose to ignore him.

No, I don’t hate Sebastian. I saw him as a rival, but hate is not the right word. But I’m fucking angry at him for hurting her all over again.

I know that father always said to keep an eye on her and keep her safe, but then I genuinely fell hard… back when I would sneak into her pack. I wish they told me more, and I wonder if Mom knew my connection to the Blood Born and all of this.

After all, I have told them about the Sable and Sublime, but not once have I got the impression that she’s known something.

“Enough Jai,” Zaia says quietly as she steps away and brushes her father’s hair back,

sadness in her eyes. “I don’t know what to think

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when it comes to Sebastian. As for Gerard, he isn’t even the true mastermind. I can’t believe we never knew that.”

“Then who?” Valerie asks.

“My grandfather, Lawrence Walton.” Zaia sighs.

Valerie and Jai look stunned as they exchange looks, and Hugh takes over.

He covered everything that happened, leaving out the part about me and Valerie, but he now looks at me as Zaia helps him put a clean shirt

his own terms.” He says with a nod, and I notice that dullness

I’ll show you to a room,”

to see your mother’s body first… if possible. I need to…”

“Tomorrow?” She whispers gently.

hugs him gently. There’s a pain in his eyes

her back, and his eyes are empty as he gazes

To lose a mate…

that you need it on your own terms?” Jai asks the

that I feel the need to tell you, actually it has nothing to do

annoyance.

that again,

seems pale ever since she learned Sebastian was shot, which makes me wonder why has

aren’t related, and this is a game that Lawrence is playing to

not leaving you

mutters.

I almost forgot

dating or something.

know, you never listen, but I

what’s going on.” She says, smiling up

I need to? Now that it’s before

to go about it. I

mentioned that Blood

three families. As in how

two triquetras. Zaia and her brother Zade.”

and his brother Gaultier and I

you because mine never told me, but I was

are siblings.”

not knowing how else to do it or what else

I know it’s clicked. She just doesn’t know

Jai seems to believe what I just said. “No,

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I was told when I was little

looking up at me.

Her eyes are

with unshed tears

and almost

she should run

it doesn’t matter. We were lucky to

head home. It’s been a long night. The remainder of assigning everyone their roles. should be done

too. Why was I never

be out there alone. You should stay until morning,

Valerie looks between us before she walks

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I?” I ask, smiling slightly at

annoyance.

me and gives me a small smile. I’ve always known

think I wouldn’t mind,

great… you can share a room with

I’m coming to yours then.”

course, that’s what

showing how she’s truly feeling, but I’m sure she could use someone’s comfort

speak to Mom, but I need to do it with a clear mind. Maybe staying and

my head will help.

lived a lie my

sleep. I glance over at the digital alarm

heavily as I sit up and stare at the far wall, a thought had crept into my mind not long

Is Zaia awake?

my

ATTICUS: Hey, you awake?

phone and I’m about to

can’t sleep. Why

but not exactly. Mind if I come over?