I Am The Luna

A Lead or I Am The Luna Chapter 112 By Moonlight Muse
ZAIA.

A week has passed, and I feel… empty.

The moment Atticus mentioned it, there were so many emotions that I was left to deal with.

Anger, betrayal, regret, pain, guilt and sadness.

My emotions became an ocean I was drowning in, struggling to stay afloat… but I let go, allowing the emotions to consume me… until I no longer felt anything.

When your emotions are no longer blinding you, things become clearer. Just as I now paid attention to what Sebastian had said before he left. That he had something to do. If I paid.

enough attention, I would have realised before I overrode security. He had already locked himself out of the pack.

He had warned us too about the rogues, just as Atticus had mentioned. The cryptic remarks, the way he looked at me, the fear that something would happen it was all valid.

And then, our little Sia, I should have realised he’d do anything for her. I just wish he told me so I would understand. Did breaking my heart help him?

But I can’t be selfish. My feelings are not important in comparison to our daughter’s health. I would do anything for her and if he succeeds in getting that cure, I will be forever in his debt.

Sebastian’s and my trust have never been perfect and I realise that we are just not compatible. Our relationship just isn’t at that level where we could not live without one another.

Perhaps I was too stupid, but to Sebastian, this was just a relationship, not his world. I thought this time around I wasn’t so clingy, but I clearly don’t love right.

Where do I lack?

That is a question I’ll always ask myself, but never voice.

For our children, I hope he makes it and that he accomplishes what I have never been able to do. Heal Sia… that thought brings me hope.

Even the moon cannot heal things that are man made. I glance up as a sharp wind blows and observe Dad, who now turns away from Mom’s grave.

Mom’s funeral was held a few days ago and seeing Dad’s state, the way he’s hiding what he’s truly feeling breaks me a little more.

He was cheated on by Mom… but he still loved her, just as Sebastian has hurt me, yet I can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean I can’t forgive him, it just means I will never be able to accept him back into my life.

But I can relate to Dad in a way. The pain our mates caused us would always remain, despite the love we feel too.

If we make it out of this alive…

“Dad… come,” I say gently, holding my hand out to him.

He looks at me and once again I’m hit with the painful reminder that he looks aged.

I need you, Dad…

I can’t lose him.

“Do you think burying her here was ideal?” he asks, glancing around the graveyard of The Dark Hollow Falls Pack.

“She lived here for some years. I think she’ll be fine… besides, she’s closest to the children here …she wanted that.” I say quietly.

telling him that Mom once told me, she wished to be buried away from The Crystal Shadow

stood any longer, but I couldn’t ignore that order

nods. “Well,

in on our conversations. We have been intercepted twice on trips and I’ve grown tired of watching my

all a disappointment. Atticus has found something, and I am going to meet him later since neither

over the phone.

it, but I barely trust

rest, and head to

have some work to attend to.” I

treating me as if

and

take care of your mental and

are you doing

have no answer to that, and I motion

better, I also know it’s not

out that Atticus is her brother made her warm up

still haven’t told them about Sebastian, but I also can’t tell anyone openly

I hope Sebastian is alive- no I know he’s alive. He wouldn’t die so easily, not when he had a mission to accomplish. I hope

me to the Toussaint business headquarters as I need to

a painful reminder that the world carries on even when things are rough.

happy with the final draft and wants to give us the go-ahead.

close the file after we have both signed the papers, and

you, Ms Toussaint, and I will

do appreciate it. We will not disappoint.” I reply

the hard part. Bringing the

be fairly smooth and if there are any blips, then that is my job to handle,” I say as I walk him to

files… Here.” He rummages

to give me

jacket and slips out of the room before I can ask him, leaving me with

we all agreed it would be the safest place for a meeting considering all that has happened before,

door, I walk back to the desk and open the file, scanning

this project. Why would he

I flip

How strange…

to be more to it. Did

there poison on the

it but

Is it a warning?

then, there’s a knock on

say, looking up to see the door open to reveal Atticus standing there, briefcase in hand. “Ah, perfect.” My secretary

am certain that

“Afternoon Ms Toussaint.”

I reply as

me that.” He says, sauntering over

at that and people will think we are

a bad thing.” He

up. “Mr Harrsion gave me these and I don’t know what to make of them. It’s Sebastian’s plan for Mr Harrison’s

to give it to you… have you handled these with

“Yeah…”

hands and I need some