I Am The Luna

A Lead or I Am The Luna Chapter 112 By Moonlight Muse
ZAIA.

A week has passed, and I feel… empty.

The moment Atticus mentioned it, there were so many emotions that I was left to deal with.

Anger, betrayal, regret, pain, guilt and sadness.

My emotions became an ocean I was drowning in, struggling to stay afloat… but I let go, allowing the emotions to consume me… until I no longer felt anything.

When your emotions are no longer blinding you, things become clearer. Just as I now paid attention to what Sebastian had said before he left. That he had something to do. If I paid.

enough attention, I would have realised before I overrode security. He had already locked himself out of the pack.

He had warned us too about the rogues, just as Atticus had mentioned. The cryptic remarks, the way he looked at me, the fear that something would happen it was all valid.

And then, our little Sia, I should have realised he’d do anything for her. I just wish he told me so I would understand. Did breaking my heart help him?

But I can’t be selfish. My feelings are not important in comparison to our daughter’s health. I would do anything for her and if he succeeds in getting that cure, I will be forever in his debt.

Sebastian’s and my trust have never been perfect and I realise that we are just not compatible. Our relationship just isn’t at that level where we could not live without one another.

Perhaps I was too stupid, but to Sebastian, this was just a relationship, not his world. I thought this time around I wasn’t so clingy, but I clearly don’t love right.

Where do I lack?

That is a question I’ll always ask myself, but never voice.

For our children, I hope he makes it and that he accomplishes what I have never been able to do. Heal Sia… that thought brings me hope.

Even the moon cannot heal things that are man made. I glance up as a sharp wind blows and observe Dad, who now turns away from Mom’s grave.

Mom’s funeral was held a few days ago and seeing Dad’s state, the way he’s hiding what he’s truly feeling breaks me a little more.

He was cheated on by Mom… but he still loved her, just as Sebastian has hurt me, yet I can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean I can’t forgive him, it just means I will never be able to accept him back into my life.

But I can relate to Dad in a way. The pain our mates caused us would always remain, despite the love we feel too.

If we make it out of this alive…

“Dad… come,” I say gently, holding my hand out to him.

He looks at me and once again I’m hit with the painful reminder that he looks aged.

I need you, Dad…

I can’t lose him.

“Do you think burying her here was ideal?” he asks, glancing around the graveyard of The Dark Hollow Falls Pack.

“She lived here for some years. I think she’ll be fine… besides, she’s closest to the children here …she wanted that.” I say quietly.

Mom once told me, she wished to be buried away from The Crystal Shadow

what stood any longer, but I couldn’t ignore

nods. “Well, what

way that the Sable are listening in on

and I am

over the phone.

admit it, but

should rest, and head

yummy strew. I have some work to attend

me as if I’m

smile and shake my

care of your mental and

are you doing that?” Dad

no answer to that, and I motion for my guards

have been training with Justin, Jai and Atticus depending on who was available and although I am getting better, I also know it’s not enough time to become a master of the arts, but every

is her brother made her warm up to him a little more, much to Jai’s

still haven’t told them about Sebastian, but I also can’t tell anyone

Sebastian is alive- no I know he’s alive. He wouldn’t die so easily, not when he had a mission to accomplish. I hope he’s safe and that

car telling my driver to take me to the Toussaint business headquarters as I need to attend

talking politely to Harrison. This act of mine is a painful reminder that the world carries on even when things are rough. For those on the outside,

the go-ahead. Yet again another reminder that

close the file after we have both signed the papers,

to you, Ms Toussaint, and I will look forward

We will not disappoint.” I reply gracefully, as we both stand

the

the details finalised, I think this part will be fairly smooth and if there are any blips, then that

forget, the files… Here.”

need to give

day Ms Toussaint!” He fastens the button of his suit jacket and

would be

I walk back to the desk and open the

this project.

I flip through

How strange…

the file, thinking there has to be more to it.

poison

it but there’s

Is it a warning?

a knock on

to reveal Atticus standing there, briefcase in hand. “Ah, perfect.” My secretary knew to let

his face, I am certain that the briefcase he

“Afternoon Ms Toussaint.”

reply as I

says, sauntering over to my desk

at that and people will think we

thing.” He winks

stand up. “Mr Harrsion gave me these and I don’t know what to make of them. It’s Sebastian’s plan for Mr

to you… have you handled these

“Yeah…”

and I need some gloves. It could