I Am The Luna

A Lead or I Am The Luna Chapter 112 By Moonlight Muse
ZAIA.

A week has passed, and I feel… empty.

The moment Atticus mentioned it, there were so many emotions that I was left to deal with.

Anger, betrayal, regret, pain, guilt and sadness.

My emotions became an ocean I was drowning in, struggling to stay afloat… but I let go, allowing the emotions to consume me… until I no longer felt anything.

When your emotions are no longer blinding you, things become clearer. Just as I now paid attention to what Sebastian had said before he left. That he had something to do. If I paid.

enough attention, I would have realised before I overrode security. He had already locked himself out of the pack.

He had warned us too about the rogues, just as Atticus had mentioned. The cryptic remarks, the way he looked at me, the fear that something would happen it was all valid.

And then, our little Sia, I should have realised he’d do anything for her. I just wish he told me so I would understand. Did breaking my heart help him?

But I can’t be selfish. My feelings are not important in comparison to our daughter’s health. I would do anything for her and if he succeeds in getting that cure, I will be forever in his debt.

Sebastian’s and my trust have never been perfect and I realise that we are just not compatible. Our relationship just isn’t at that level where we could not live without one another.

Perhaps I was too stupid, but to Sebastian, this was just a relationship, not his world. I thought this time around I wasn’t so clingy, but I clearly don’t love right.

Where do I lack?

That is a question I’ll always ask myself, but never voice.

For our children, I hope he makes it and that he accomplishes what I have never been able to do. Heal Sia… that thought brings me hope.

Even the moon cannot heal things that are man made. I glance up as a sharp wind blows and observe Dad, who now turns away from Mom’s grave.

Mom’s funeral was held a few days ago and seeing Dad’s state, the way he’s hiding what he’s truly feeling breaks me a little more.

He was cheated on by Mom… but he still loved her, just as Sebastian has hurt me, yet I can’t help but love him. But that doesn’t mean I can’t forgive him, it just means I will never be able to accept him back into my life.

But I can relate to Dad in a way. The pain our mates caused us would always remain, despite the love we feel too.

If we make it out of this alive…

“Dad… come,” I say gently, holding my hand out to him.

He looks at me and once again I’m hit with the painful reminder that he looks aged.

I need you, Dad…

I can’t lose him.

“Do you think burying her here was ideal?” he asks, glancing around the graveyard of The Dark Hollow Falls Pack.

“She lived here for some years. I think she’ll be fine… besides, she’s closest to the children here …she wanted that.” I say quietly.

from The Crystal Shadow Pack. That she refuses to be buried in a pack where her mate’s

what stood any longer, but I couldn’t ignore that order of hers

nods. “Well, what

a way that the Sable are listening in on our conversations. We have been intercepted

found something, and I am going to meet him later

over the phone.

hate to admit it, but I barely trust

rest, and head to the

yummy strew. I have some

me as if

smile and shake

take care of your mental and physical health.” I

are you doing that?” Dad asks

I motion for my guards to take

have been training with Justin, Jai and Atticus depending on who was available and although I am getting better,

brother made her warm up to him a little

can’t tell anyone

know he’s alive. He wouldn’t die so easily, not when he had a mission to accomplish. I hope he’s safe and that we havé not

to the Toussaint business headquarters as I need to

mine is a painful reminder that the world carries on even

the final draft and wants to give us the go-ahead. Yet again another reminder that I have to

the file after we have both signed the papers, and he’s ready

happy that I gave this project to you, Ms Toussaint, and I will look forward to the

do appreciate it. We will not disappoint.” I reply gracefully, as we both

is what I call the hard part. Bringing the project

that we have all the details finalised, I think this part will be fairly smooth and if there are any blips, then that

like your confidence! Ah, before I forget, the files… Here.”

didn’t need to give me

of his suit jacket and slips out of the

it would be the safest place for a meeting considering

walk back to the

old proposal for this project.

uneasy, I

How strange…

stare down at the file, thinking there has to be more

there poison on the

it but

Is it a warning?

there’s a

standing there, briefcase in hand. “Ah, perfect.” My secretary knew to

smug expression on his face, I am certain that the briefcase

“Afternoon Ms Toussaint.”

I reply as I

that.” He says, sauntering over to my desk as the door

that and people

bad thing.” He

me these and I don’t know what to make of them. It’s Sebastian’s plan for Mr Harrison’s project. Why would Mr Harrison give it to

someone told him to give it to you…

“Yeah…”

wash your hands and I need some gloves. It