I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

Hugh says, snapping

they stand gathered around the table and begin singing. I refuse to join in, simply strumming my fingers

children. He glances at me before I reach over and take

the

smiles faintly, biting into it. “Thank

I didn’t make it,” I

us to talk, I’m not sure what the outcome will be… deep

is any hope of fixing what I broke. I destroyed her, and now I suddenly find myself wanting to rebuild her to who she once was, even if the truth is she doesn’t need me

kids are playing happily with Dad and the others, and despite the fact it

want to go to bed?” Zaia is asking

and Sia is stronger now. So, we stay awake,” Zion says

break their routine for a day at least.” Hugh chuckles as Zion nods

deserve this,” he protests

big

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

slowly smoothing her dress, her face unreadable as the mask that she puts on in front of me slips into

“Excuse me…” she says.

go talk to Daddy. We will look at

love this chess set.” Valerie compliments the set that Hugh got for

set, but I wonder if Hugh actually thinks that after all these years, he can somehow

actually pretty confident I

then, a match? Wouldn’t you agree, children?” Atticus remarks as he sits back, his arm around Valerie, who nods

garden. The wind blows through our hair the moment I open the door, holding it for Zaia to step out under

intoxicatingly addictive as it wafts into my nose, like a bout

is blowing softly distracts me and for a blissful moment I am lost in her and her alone – forgetting the reason we are even out here. All

want to say?” she turns to me, not wasting a moment to put

said to me that you would hand me the title of Alpha before you left… why do I feel you’re thinking of

deep inside of me, clawing at me like a monster trying to

to go… even if she doesn’t accept me… I

behind it. Like she is exhausted, her reserves depleted, and she has nothing left to give, no time,

want to accept me into your life, at least stay

guess that’s what everyone would want me to do, would expect of me, but is it really that wrong to want to take time for me?” she asks

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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