I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

Hugh says, snapping me from

the table and begin singing. I refuse to join in, simply

first and then the children. He glances at me before I reach over and take

mend the bridges that we

into

make it,” I say

the smallest curve of a bump already forming, and she looks gorgeous. Although I’m the one who asked for us to talk, I’m not sure

her, and now I suddenly find myself wanting to rebuild

and the

to go to bed?”

a big boy now, and Sia is stronger now. So, we

routine for a day at least.” Hugh chuckles as Zion

deserve this,” he protests

big

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

dress, her face unreadable as the mask that she puts on in front of me slips

“Excuse me…” she says.

talk to Daddy. We will

this chess set.” Valerie compliments the set

if Hugh actually thinks that after all these years, he can somehow beat me. I have not gotten

I am actually pretty confident I would win,” Hugh

then, a match? Wouldn’t you agree, children?” Atticus remarks as he

garden. The wind blows through our hair the

is intoxicatingly addictive as it wafts into my nose, like a bout of nicotine or something that I

distracts me and for a blissful moment I am lost in her

want to say?” she turns to me, not wasting a moment to put the question forward, almost like she can’t bear to

before you left… why do I feel you’re thinking of leaving soon?” I ask, my voice

deep inside of me, clawing at me like a monster trying to drag itself

me… I can’t live with myself knowing I am who chased her

left to give, no time, no patience, no love, nor mercy or forgiveness, I’ve

life, at least stay so the kids can have

she asks softly, as she turns, her eyes filled with pain that mirrors my own – but it’s her words that hit a chord, guilt

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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