I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

snapping me from my

around the table and begin singing. I

children. He glances at me before I reach over and take the cake from his hand, but instead of eating it; I hold it

to mend the bridges that

biting into

me, I didn’t make it,” I say quietly,

to talk, I’m not sure what the outcome will be… deep down I’m not sure it will be in my favour, but still,

to rebuild her to who she once was, even if the truth is she doesn’t need me to rebuild her because she’s truly capable

the

don’t want to go to bed?”

is stronger now. So, we stay awake,” Zion

for a

We deserve this,” he protests as Sia

we big

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

ask, jerking my thumb towards the door. She stands up slowly smoothing her dress, her face unreadable as the mask that she puts on in front of

“Excuse me…” she says.

go talk to Daddy. We will look at Grandad’s gifts!” Zion

this chess set.” Valerie compliments the set that Hugh got for

I wonder if Hugh actually thinks that after all these years, he can somehow beat me. I have not gotten

I am actually pretty confident I would

there’s only one solution then, a match? Wouldn’t you agree, children?” Atticus remarks as he sits back, his arm around

The wind blows through our hair the moment

intoxicatingly addictive as it wafts into my nose, like a bout of nicotine

is blowing softly distracts me and for a blissful moment I am lost in her and her alone – forgetting the reason we are even out here. All I do

a moment to put the question forward, almost like she can’t bear to be

Alpha before you left… why do I feel you’re thinking of leaving soon?” I ask, my voice sounding harsher than I mean

clawing at me like a monster trying to drag itself out of the pits

to go… even if she doesn’t accept me… I can’t live with myself knowing

of weight behind it. Like she is exhausted, her reserves depleted, and she has nothing left to give, no time, no patience, no love, nor mercy or forgiveness, I’ve used it all up, and it kills me to know I am the reason for

not stay, even if you don’t want to accept me into your life, at least stay so

that wrong to want to take time for me?” she asks softly, as she turns, her eyes filled with pain that mirrors my own – but it’s her

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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