I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

Hugh says, snapping me from my

around the table and

at me before I reach over and take the cake from his hand, but instead of eating it; I hold it out to

to mend the bridges

smiles faintly, biting into it. “Thank

thank me, I didn’t make it,” I say quietly, glancing at

the one who asked for us to talk, I’m not sure what the outcome will be… deep down I’m not sure it will be in my favour, but still, I need

broke. I destroyed her, and now I suddenly find myself wanting to rebuild her to who

playing happily with Dad and the others, and despite the

you don’t want to go to bed?”

is stronger

a day at least.” Hugh chuckles as

Granddad is right. We deserve this,”

we big now,”

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

the door. She stands up slowly smoothing her dress, her face unreadable as the mask that she puts on in front of me slips into

“Excuse me…” she says.

go talk to Daddy. We

this chess set.” Valerie compliments the set that Hugh got

that after all

pretty confident

there’s only one solution then, a match? Wouldn’t you agree, children?” Atticus remarks as he sits back, his arm around Valerie, who nods along with

wishing both men good luck before we both head to the garden. The wind blows through our hair the

into my nose, like a bout of nicotine

front of her. The way her hair is blowing softly distracts me and for a blissful moment I am lost in her and her alone – forgetting the reason we are even out here.

wasting a moment

would hand me the title of Alpha before you left… why do I feel you’re thinking of leaving soon?” I ask,

like a monster trying to drag itself out of the pits of

want her to go… even if she doesn’t accept me… I can’t

a lot of weight behind it. Like she is exhausted, her reserves depleted, and she has nothing left to give, no time, no patience, no love, nor mercy or forgiveness, I’ve used it all up, and

even if you don’t want to accept me into your life, at least stay

for me?” she asks softly, as she turns, her eyes filled

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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