I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

Hugh says, snapping me

the table and begin singing.

his cake, feeding Zaia first and then the children. He glances at me before I reach over and take the cake from his hand, but instead of eating it;

the bridges that we are trying

smiles faintly, biting into it.

me, I didn’t make it,” I say quietly, glancing at

smallest curve of a bump already forming, and she looks gorgeous. Although I’m the one who asked for us to talk, I’m not sure what the outcome will be… deep down I’m not sure it will be in my favour, but still, I need to

myself wanting to rebuild her to who she once was, even if the truth is she doesn’t need me to rebuild her because she’s truly

Dad and the others, and despite the fact it

you sure you don’t want to go

Sia is stronger now. So, we stay

deserve to get to break their routine for a day at least.” Hugh

right. We deserve this,”

big now,”

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

slowly smoothing her dress, her face unreadable as the mask that she puts on in front of me slips into

“Excuse me…” she says.

Daddy. We will

this chess set.” Valerie compliments the set

if Hugh actually thinks that after all these years,

actually pretty confident

a match? Wouldn’t you agree, children?” Atticus remarks as he sits back, his arm

to the garden. The wind blows through our hair the moment I open the

scent is intoxicatingly addictive as it wafts into my nose, like a bout of nicotine or something that I need

front of her. The way her hair is blowing softly distracts me and for a blissful

to say?” she turns to me, not wasting a moment to put the question forward,

me that you would hand me the title of Alpha before you left… why do I feel you’re thinking of leaving soon?” I ask, my voice sounding harsher

trying to drag itself

accept me… I can’t live with myself knowing

it. Like she is exhausted, her reserves depleted, and she has nothing left to give, no time, no patience, no love, nor mercy or forgiveness, I’ve used it all up, and it kills me to know I am

stay, even if you don’t want to accept me into your life, at least stay so the kids can have

do, would expect of me, but is it really that wrong to want to take time for me?” she asks softly, as she turns, her

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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