I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

snapping me from my

next to Hugh as they stand gathered around the table and begin singing. I refuse to join in, simply strumming my

and then the children. He glances at me before I reach over and

mend the bridges that we are trying to

biting into it.

it,” I say quietly, glancing

asked for us to talk, I’m not sure what the outcome will be… deep down I’m

I destroyed her, and now I suddenly find myself wanting to rebuild her to who she

playing happily with Dad and the others, and despite the fact it is getting

sure you don’t want to go to bed?” Zaia is

boy now, and Sia is stronger now. So,

routine for a day

Granddad is right. We deserve this,” he

big now,” she

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

my thumb towards the door. She stands up slowly smoothing her dress, her face unreadable

“Excuse me…” she says.

talk to Daddy. We will look at Grandad’s gifts!” Zion

love this chess set.” Valerie compliments the set that

but I wonder if Hugh actually thinks that after all these years, he can somehow beat me. I have not gotten

pretty confident I would

only one solution then, a match? Wouldn’t you agree, children?” Atticus remarks as he sits back,

men good luck before we both head to the garden. The wind blows through our hair the

a bout of nicotine or something that I need to satiate my

her hair is blowing softly distracts me and for a blissful moment I am lost in her and her alone – forgetting the reason we are even out here. All I do is stare

wasting a moment to put the question forward, almost like she

me that you would hand me the title of Alpha before you left… why do I feel you’re thinking of leaving soon?”

deep inside of me, clawing at me like a monster trying to drag itself out of the pits of hell and grasp on as tight as

even if she doesn’t accept me… I can’t live with myself knowing I am who

to give, no time, no patience, no love, nor mercy or forgiveness,

least stay so the kids can have us both close?” 1 try,

take time for me?” she asks softly, as she turns, her

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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