I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

snapping me from

they stand gathered around the table and begin singing. I

and then the children. He glances at me before I reach over and take the cake from his hand, but instead of

mend the bridges that we

biting into it. “Thank

didn’t make it,”

a bump already forming, and she looks gorgeous. Although I’m the one who asked for us to talk, I’m not sure what the outcome will be… deep down I’m not sure it will be

know if there is any hope of fixing what I broke. I destroyed her, and now I suddenly find myself wanting to rebuild her to who she once was, even if the truth is she doesn’t

kids are playing happily with Dad and the others, and despite the fact it is getting quite late

you sure you don’t want to go

a big boy now, and Sia is stronger now. So, we stay

for a day at least.” Hugh chuckles as

We deserve

big now,” she

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

ask, jerking my thumb towards the door. She stands up slowly smoothing her dress, her face unreadable as the mask that she puts on in

“Excuse me…” she says.

you go talk to Daddy. We will look at

this chess set.” Valerie compliments the set that

that after all

am actually pretty confident I would win,” Hugh

then, a match? Wouldn’t you agree, children?” Atticus remarks as he sits back,

wishing both men good luck before we both head to the garden. The wind blows through our

my nose, like a

there staring up at the moon, holding her arm in front of her. The way her hair is blowing softly distracts me and for a blissful moment I am lost in her and her alone – forgetting the reason we are even out here. All I do is stare

wasting a moment to put the question forward, almost like she can’t bear

would hand me the title of Alpha before you left… why do I feel you’re

inside of me, clawing at me like a monster trying to drag itself out of the pits of hell and grasp

don’t want her to go… even if she doesn’t accept me…

she has nothing left to give, no time, no patience, no

life, at least stay so the kids can have us both close?” 1 try, when she doesn’t

want me to do, would expect of me, but is it really that wrong to want to take time for me?” she asks softly,

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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