I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

Hugh says, snapping

step up next to Hugh as they stand gathered around the table and begin singing. I refuse to join in, simply strumming

reach over and take the cake from his hand, but instead of eating it; I hold it out to

silent peace offering to mend the bridges

smiles faintly, biting into it. “Thank you,

me, I didn’t make it,” I

who asked for us to talk, I’m not sure what the

know if there is any hope of fixing what I broke. I destroyed her, and now I suddenly find myself wanting to rebuild her to who she once was, even if the truth is she doesn’t need me to rebuild her because she’s

later and the kids are playing happily with Dad and the others, and despite the fact it is

to go to bed?”

I’m a big boy now, and Sia is stronger now.

a

right. We deserve this,” he protests as

we big now,”

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

the door. She stands up slowly smoothing her dress, her face unreadable as the mask that she puts on in front of me

“Excuse me…” she says.

to Daddy. We will look at Grandad’s

set.” Valerie compliments the

Hugh actually thinks that after all these years, he can somehow beat me.

am actually pretty confident I would

you agree, children?” Atticus remarks

wishing both men good luck before we both head to the garden. The wind blows through our hair the moment I open the door, holding it for Zaia to

intoxicatingly addictive as it wafts into my nose, like a bout of nicotine or something that I need to

holding her arm in front of her. The way her hair is blowing softly distracts me and

not wasting a moment to put the question forward, almost like she

left… why do I feel you’re thinking of

monster trying to drag itself out of the

don’t want her to go… even if she doesn’t accept me… I can’t live with myself knowing I am

give, no time, no patience, no love,

your life, at least stay so the kids can have

is it really that wrong to want to take time for me?” she

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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