I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

snapping

Hugh as they stand gathered around the table and begin singing. I refuse to join in,

feeding Zaia first and then the children. He glances at me before I reach over and take the cake from his hand, but instead of eating it; I

mend the bridges that we

smiles faintly, biting into it. “Thank you,

it,” I say quietly,

gorgeous. Although I’m the one who asked for us to talk, I’m not sure what the outcome will be… deep down I’m not sure it will be in my favour, but still,

I suddenly find myself wanting to rebuild her to who she once was, even if the

later and the kids are playing happily with Dad and the others, and despite the fact

want to go to

big boy now, and Sia is stronger now. So,

deserve to get to break their routine for a day at least.” Hugh chuckles as

deserve this,” he

big now,” she

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

dress, her face unreadable as the mask that she puts

“Excuse me…” she says.

We will look at Grandad’s gifts!”

Valerie compliments the set that Hugh got

a fine set, but I wonder if Hugh actually thinks that after all these years, he can somehow

I am actually pretty confident

there’s only one solution then, a match? Wouldn’t you agree, children?” Atticus remarks as he sits back, his arm around Valerie, who nods along with

wind blows through our hair the moment I open the door, holding it for Zaia to step out under

like a bout of nicotine or something that I need

way her hair is blowing softly distracts me and for a blissful moment I

did you want to say?” she turns to me, not wasting a moment to put the

you left… why do I feel you’re thinking of leaving soon?” I ask, my voice sounding harsher than

me, clawing at me like a monster trying to drag itself out of the pits of hell and grasp on as

to go… even if she doesn’t accept me… I can’t live with

that holds a lot of weight behind it. Like she is exhausted, her reserves depleted, and she has nothing left to give, no time, no patience, no love, nor mercy or

you don’t want to accept me into your life, at least stay so the kids can have

me?” she asks softly, as she turns, her eyes filled with pain that mirrors my own – but it’s her words

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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