I Am The Luna

Chapter 134

56. A Heartbreaking Decision or I Am The Luna Chapter 134 By Moonlight Muse

SEBASTIAN.

Ever since I spoke to her in the kitchen, she’s been quieter, although she’s smiling, which lights up those gorgeous eyes of hers. I wish I could change the past, change the decisions I made.

Seeing Sia sick was the last straw. The promise that Gerard had the antidote drove me to get it for her, no matter what.

Watching Zaia crouch down gracefully, yet looking so fucking sexy as she talks to Sia makes me wish I could be the reason behind her smiles…

But instead, I’m the reason behind her tears.

The pain that comes with love is often never spoken of. Two people may love one another immensely, but there are still so many hurdles that they have to overcome… but I think I hurt Zaia one time too many…

And that thought agonises me, torments me.

“Time to cut the cake!” Sia exclaims as Zaia passes Dad the knife.

“Everyone gather around,” Valerie says with a small smile that doesn’t reach her eyes which still hold sadness.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Heartbreak.

So much suffering.

These emotions come in different forms for every person, but we all feel it. The emotions that will bring us to our knees, steal the air from our lungs, the sort of emotions where every part of you aches, yearns and screams for its end. It’s brutal and blinding in its pain. It bashes your soul harder and quicker than the most powerful of storms.

I ruined this for us. I understand her point. I fucking see her reason. I just wish it wasn’t like this. I ruined what love and trust meant to her.

I’ve tainted it with heartbreak and betrayal. Now I wish I could protect her heart just to make sure no one else dares hurt it, yet are my hands the place for it because I broke it to begin with?

Hugh says, snapping me from my

I step up next to Hugh as they stand gathered around the table and begin singing. I refuse

and then the children. He glances at me before I reach over and take the cake from his hand, but

mend the bridges that we are

faintly, biting into

me, I didn’t make it,” I say quietly, glancing at

already forming, and she looks gorgeous. Although I’m the one who asked for us to talk, I’m not sure what the outcome will be…

hope of fixing what I broke. I destroyed her, and now I suddenly find myself wanting to rebuild her to who she once was, even if the truth is she doesn’t need

and the others, and despite

to go to bed?”

is stronger now. So, we stay awake,” Zion

to get to break their routine for a day

We deserve this,” he protests as

big now,”

“Ok then,” Zaia says.

the door. She stands up slowly smoothing her dress,

“Excuse me…” she says.

to Daddy. We will look at

love this chess set.” Valerie compliments the set that

actually thinks that after

confident I would win,” Hugh

a match? Wouldn’t you agree, children?” Atticus remarks as

we both head to the garden. The wind blows through our hair the moment I open the door, holding it

into my nose, like a bout of nicotine or something

in front of her. The way her hair is blowing softly distracts me and for a blissful moment I am lost in her and her alone – forgetting the reason we

want to say?” she turns to me, not wasting a moment to put the

the title of Alpha before you left… why do

trying to drag itself out

if she doesn’t accept me… I can’t live with myself knowing I

reserves depleted, and she has nothing left to give, no time, no patience, no love, nor mercy or forgiveness, I’ve

you don’t want to accept me into your life, at least stay so the kids can have us both close?” 1 try, when she doesn’t

do, would expect of me, but is it really that wrong to want to take time for me?” she asks softly, as she turns, her eyes filled with pain that mirrors my own – but it’s her words

“No, it’s not wrong.”

Fuck, I hate this.

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