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Josh was apologizing for things I didn't understand, but I let him.

His voice was raw, cracking under the weight of something I couldn't quite grasp, and yet-his words barely made sense to me. If it had been three years... how could I blame him for anything?

If I could have spoken, if I had known what was happening to me, I would have told him to be happy.

He couldn't have known I would wake up.

Hell, I defied all logic by being here right now. The way my body felt-the sheer weakness, the heaviness in my limbs, the foreign weight of tubes and wires attached to me-was proof that my survival wasn't something anyone had expected. Whatever Josh had done, whatever choices he had made, I'd already forgiven him.

I knew I had.

Because if I had been in his place, I didn't know if I would have been strong enough to hold on, either.

The doctors had to pull him away eventually, muttering about assessments, checking my line for feeds, and ordering imaging to see if they could reverse the stoma and other attachments I 0.00%

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had apparently gained over the years.

I hated it.

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I hated the way I felt-like I wasn't even a person anymore but a project they had to fix, a problem to solve.

wanted to be

wanted to

everything yet the extent of what three years had done to me. And for now, I didn't want

look at

wasn't who

www.

memories of me to be from

www

I got back to normal-if I got back to normal-we could make new

But not now.

www

closing my eyes for a moment, letting the silence settle over me like a

It didn't last.

The door creaked open.

it was just another nurse coming to poke and

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choked, muffled sound

shifting slightly, just enough to see a familiar figure

Jess.

eyes were red-rimmed, her lips trembling, and for a moment, she just stood there, staring at me like she wasn't sure if I

without a word, she crossed the room in a few hurried steps,

I felt the warm, damp press of

to say something-to tell her I'm okay, I'm here-but nothing would come out, the damn tube in my throat

squeezed her back as hard as my frail body would

back, swiping furiously at her tears,

there, lingering near the entrance, hands shoved deep into his pockets. He was stiff, his face unreadable, his body half-turned like he wasn't sure if he should even be here. Jess glared

a damn

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down his face, muttering something under his breath. But he moved, crossing the room, hesitating only for a second before leaning down to wrap his arms

as

But it was real.

them hold me up because I

This was home.