Lost Me Gained Regret

Chapter 21

All the anticipation just drained away in an instant, leaving me feeling bone-chillingly cold all over. Utter despair must be what I’m feeling right then.

Holding the phone, I was unable to speak for a long while. I wanted to ask something, but it seemed utterly pointless.

Where he had gone was obvious without saying. I had made it clear to him there wouldn’t be a next time. So, that was his choice, right?

After all, adults understand the art of choice, weighing the pros and cons.

After his deliberation, I was the one left behind Subconsciously, my hand drifted to my stomach, and suddenly, I wondered if I should keep this child.

Once decided, cutting ties with him would become nearly impossible, even if I wanted to. The custody of the child would be a huge issue.

On the other end, he called out, “Jane?”

“Yeah.” I didn’t say much more. Or rather, I didn’t want to exchange another unnecessary word with him at that moment.

After breakfast, I drove to the hospital & had wanted Bryant to accompany me, thinking it would be a happy surprise.

I didn’t bother Emma. It was not like I was already heavily pregnant and couldn’t move. Maybe it was the turmoil in my thoughts, but I didn’t react in time when a car unexpectedly cut in front of me. There was a loud crash.

After I regained my senses, I felt the world spinning, and I dialed Bryant’s number with the remaining strength.

After we got married, the first thing I did was set him as my emergency o

contact.

“Bryant was my husband now.’ The thought alone was enough to keep me overjoyed for a long time, eager to do something to manifest dur relationship.

But after much thought, all I could come up with was setting the emergency contact. And Bryant didn’t even know about it. It was a celebration for me only.

phone rang for what seemed

started to radiate from my stomach, and when thinking of the child, panic seized

the phone!’ I prayed in

call

Finally,

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Chapter 21

Chapter 21

the anticipation just drained away in an instant, leaving me feeling bone-chillingly cold all over. Utter despair must be what I’m feeling

unable to speak for a long while. I wanted to ask something,

clear to him there wouldn’t be

all, adults understand the art of choice,

left behind. Subconsciously, my hand drifted to my stomach,

with him would become nearly impossible, even if I wanted to. The custody of the child would be a huge

he

say much more. Or rather, I didn’t want to exchange another unnecessary

wanted Bryant to accompany me, thinking

Emma. It was not like I was already heavily pregnant

turmoil in my thoughts, but i didn’t react in time when

the world spinning, and I dialed Bryant’s

the first thing I did was set him

thought alone was enough to keep me overjoyed long time, eager to do something to

the emergency contact. An Bryant didn’t

the phone rang for what seemed like an eternity, but

answer.

to radiate from my stomach, and when

please pick up the phone!’ I prayed