My Alpha’s Betrayal: Burning In The Flames Of His Vengeance

Chapter 32

32. Limits YILEYNA 

‘Obviously. There’s no way a wolf-less female would be worth anything more to me than to be an object to use and discard when I’m done.’

His words rang in my mind, and I sighed as I locked the door quietly behind me. I looked around my cabin, feeling exhausted, and dropped onto the bed. His scent still lingered. I closed my eyes, not wanting to think about anything, but I couldn’t stop the thoughts from swirling in my mind. At times, it was as if he cared… and then at others… I curled into a ball, taking deep, steady breaths.

I would not let it affect me.

A light knock on the door made me sigh.

“I’m trying to get some sleep. What is it?” I called out, really not wanting to talk to anyone, but I knew it was Charlene.

“Open up darling.” Her soft voice came.

Sighing, I got up, unlocking the door and getting back into bed. I heard the door open and Charlene sigh softly as she locked the door, then sat down on the bed. “I’m angry at you, Leyna.” Her soft voice came. I sighed, pulling the blanket down from my face and looked over at her, feeling guilty. “I know.” “Theon, want to share?” I sighed and sat up; this was a conversation I knew was going to happen at some point. “Not really.” I mumbled, keeping my arms hidden under the blanket. I didn’t need her worrying over my injuries. “Since when?” She asked quietly. “Since the festival.” I muttered, staring down at the blanket. I heard her gasp, and I looked up to see the wave of sadness in her eyes. “Since then and you didn’t tell me?”

“He didn’t want anyone to know,” I whispered, feeling ever so guilty. “But… not even me?” She asked, I don’t think I had ever felt worse. “I’m sorry, I truly am my queen.” I whispered. “When I told you he was interested in you, you vehemently denied it!” She exclaimed, as if suddenly remembering that and frowning at me.

“I know! But I’m sorry… Are you… Umm, are you ok with it?” I asked, knowing that she had liked Theon for ages too. “I know it’s stupid that I’m asking this now... After stuff happened…”

I felt awful.

“I want to say I am, I mean, I’m jealous too! But I’m just a bit concerned… Are you sure he’s serious? I don’t want you to get hurt.” She replied, ending hesitantly.

His words rang in my mind, and I lay back down. “We have an agreement, it’s just physical.” I replied quietly. Her eyes softened, and she sighed.

“You know, I would say go get it girl, and enjoy that piece of sexiness while you can, but why do I feel like you will get hurt?” She asked softly.

“I won’t, I know he considers me nothing more than trash.” I said, feeling my stomach twist at those words.

Then why was I allowing him to have me, when he couldn’t even respect me? I remembered our moment from down in the hold, the way he playfully tickled me and licked my foot. Do you do that to someone you consider trash? Maybe? I didn’t know.

Charlene moved over and wrapped her arms around me tightly as she slipped under the blanket beside me.

“Goddess, this bed smells of him!” She yelped.

I couldn’t resist the smile that cross my lips as I rested my head on her shoulder.

“Well, he did sleep here for a bit.” I giggled.

“Wait, did you do the deed in here?!”

“No, relax! We’ve only done it once.”

We didn’t do much on this bed, and what we did do, she didn’t need to know.

“Once? On the night of the festival?”

I nodded.

“Yeah…”

“So is he good? He seems rough if your neck is anything to go by.” She teased. “I can’t believe you have actually kissed Theon!” “He is rough.” I admitted, staring at the ceiling. “Well, details! Since he is now claimed by my friend, the least you can do is share the details. Wait! Wait… is he big?” She whispered, I blushed and nodded. “Yes, although I haven’t really seen it much, it was all just so fast…” I frowned, thinking we had actually only fucked once… For someone who wanted to simply use me, he sure hadn’t taken advantage of that. “Well, next time then.” She replied with a gentle smile, brushing my hair off my face before

we both snuggled down, letting sleep come to us.

She fell asleep first, whilst I couldn’t help but mull over everything that had happened…

had fallen and I had stayed in bed, saying I wasn’t feeling too great. Ailema had delivered some food, but aside from that, I had decided to stay in my room. I just needed a little space, if Patrick and Valentin knew about us, then I was sure the rest of those from

but I knew I needed to get up and make sure there were no splinters from the wooden crates stuck in my arms. Charlene had spent most of the afternoon with me, but I had lied that I was feeling a little under the weather, and she had left me when night had come. Raiden had popped in earlier to ask how

hung in a bracket, the slight sway of the ship was lulling me to sleep when

and I sat up sharply. My eyebrows furrowed when I saw it was none other than Theon. “I’m not feeling great, I don’t have time to entertain you.” I said, trying to keep my voice level. “Then don’t.” Came his short reply.

of what smelled like coffee he was holding on a small

Don’t fall for it.

that in my head. He placed the two mugs down and crossed

saying you’re not well. What’s wrong with you?

him a withering

care about.” I hissed, raising my arms and showing my arms that were still not fully healed from when

eyes were on my arms, and to my irritation, he took hold of them, twisting my arms in front of him so he could get a look at the injuries. He brushed his

Not this time.

yanked free

I commanded coldly, glaring into his

that were such

“No.”

this one was worse. “Why didn’t you get these checked?” “Theon, you can stop pretending to care.” I whispered, pulling out

but I wanted him gone. I heard the door open and shut. I kicked the blanket off, rushing to lock the door, only to see he had taken

go get it back, or is that what

a small box. He shut and locked the door, slipping the key into his pocket, only making me even angrier. He placed the box on the bed,

I hissed, feeling

one of the bottles. Pouring some of the disinfectant or whatever it was onto the gauze, he dabbed it surprisingly gently over my

you don’t care if it hurts or not. Why be so gentle when you are rather brutal in general, aren’t you?” I snatched the gauze from his

I was clenching my jaw to stop myself from crying out, but I just needed to get this

wrist, stopping me from doing further damage to my arm. A flicker of surprise was clear

done

never felt so angry at him as I did

I said earlier-”

like to hurt me on a daily basis, Theon, and we both know that I’m stupid enough to still put up with you, but to insult me like that to someone else? That, I won’t tolerate. I may have agreed to give myself to you, but I have not agreed for you to ruin my reputation. Now get the fuck out, seriously, I think I

eyes flashed and

the gauze on the bed and stood up.

behind him with a snap. I cradled my sore arm, trying my best to control

to help me… He was

also being a

he had his hot and cold moments, but I couldn’t deal with it.

brought in onto the floor, not caring as its contents spilt

the bed, refusing to cry. I turned on my side, my eyes falling

For us…

closed my eyes, trying to make sense of the havoc of emotions inside of

don’t know what I’m doing, I honestly

Advice

avoiding silver and wolfsbane. I stayed with Charlene when I could, or locked myself away in my room after having to ask Ailema for

would train Charlene in the mornings, but I asked Raiden or Ryan to accompany me to watch as well. Theon

his intense gaze upon me, but I didn’t entertain him. However, even

tried, the chances that he would break my walls once more were high, and

to sing along to his sea shanty, I refused. Mom said my voice was beautiful, and

others. It wasn’t that I didn’t enjoy singing, but it reminded me of Mom, and I didn’t want Theon to get

dangerous waters, apart from the occasional moments when she

enjoyed this, she spent a lot more time trying to talk to Theon. He would reply, but by the end

the sun was shining and, despite the dark waters beneath us, it felt good to not have to layer so many pieces

gone through more brutal training at the hands of Theon. I did see what she meant, that sometimes he seemed to

do believe he was just venting all his anger out on

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