My Alpha’s Betrayal: Burning In The Flames Of His Vengeance

Chapter 32

32. Limits YILEYNA 

‘Obviously. There’s no way a wolf-less female would be worth anything more to me than to be an object to use and discard when I’m done.’

His words rang in my mind, and I sighed as I locked the door quietly behind me. I looked around my cabin, feeling exhausted, and dropped onto the bed. His scent still lingered. I closed my eyes, not wanting to think about anything, but I couldn’t stop the thoughts from swirling in my mind. At times, it was as if he cared… and then at others… I curled into a ball, taking deep, steady breaths.

I would not let it affect me.

A light knock on the door made me sigh.

“I’m trying to get some sleep. What is it?” I called out, really not wanting to talk to anyone, but I knew it was Charlene.

“Open up darling.” Her soft voice came.

Sighing, I got up, unlocking the door and getting back into bed. I heard the door open and Charlene sigh softly as she locked the door, then sat down on the bed. “I’m angry at you, Leyna.” Her soft voice came. I sighed, pulling the blanket down from my face and looked over at her, feeling guilty. “I know.” “Theon, want to share?” I sighed and sat up; this was a conversation I knew was going to happen at some point. “Not really.” I mumbled, keeping my arms hidden under the blanket. I didn’t need her worrying over my injuries. “Since when?” She asked quietly. “Since the festival.” I muttered, staring down at the blanket. I heard her gasp, and I looked up to see the wave of sadness in her eyes. “Since then and you didn’t tell me?”

“He didn’t want anyone to know,” I whispered, feeling ever so guilty. “But… not even me?” She asked, I don’t think I had ever felt worse. “I’m sorry, I truly am my queen.” I whispered. “When I told you he was interested in you, you vehemently denied it!” She exclaimed, as if suddenly remembering that and frowning at me.

“I know! But I’m sorry… Are you… Umm, are you ok with it?” I asked, knowing that she had liked Theon for ages too. “I know it’s stupid that I’m asking this now... After stuff happened…”

I felt awful.

“I want to say I am, I mean, I’m jealous too! But I’m just a bit concerned… Are you sure he’s serious? I don’t want you to get hurt.” She replied, ending hesitantly.

His words rang in my mind, and I lay back down. “We have an agreement, it’s just physical.” I replied quietly. Her eyes softened, and she sighed.

“You know, I would say go get it girl, and enjoy that piece of sexiness while you can, but why do I feel like you will get hurt?” She asked softly.

“I won’t, I know he considers me nothing more than trash.” I said, feeling my stomach twist at those words.

Then why was I allowing him to have me, when he couldn’t even respect me? I remembered our moment from down in the hold, the way he playfully tickled me and licked my foot. Do you do that to someone you consider trash? Maybe? I didn’t know.

Charlene moved over and wrapped her arms around me tightly as she slipped under the blanket beside me.

“Goddess, this bed smells of him!” She yelped.

I couldn’t resist the smile that cross my lips as I rested my head on her shoulder.

“Well, he did sleep here for a bit.” I giggled.

“Wait, did you do the deed in here?!”

“No, relax! We’ve only done it once.”

We didn’t do much on this bed, and what we did do, she didn’t need to know.

“Once? On the night of the festival?”

I nodded.

“Yeah…”

“So is he good? He seems rough if your neck is anything to go by.” She teased. “I can’t believe you have actually kissed Theon!” “He is rough.” I admitted, staring at the ceiling. “Well, details! Since he is now claimed by my friend, the least you can do is share the details. Wait! Wait… is he big?” She whispered, I blushed and nodded. “Yes, although I haven’t really seen it much, it was all just so fast…” I frowned, thinking we had actually only fucked once… For someone who wanted to simply use me, he sure hadn’t taken advantage of that. “Well, next time then.” She replied with a gentle smile, brushing my hair off my face before

we both snuggled down, letting sleep come to us.

She fell asleep first, whilst I couldn’t help but mull over everything that had happened…

some food, but aside from that, I had decided to stay in my

to get up and make sure there were no splinters from the wooden crates stuck in my arms. Charlene had spent most of the afternoon with me, but I had lied that I was feeling a little under the weather,

on the wall from where it hung in a bracket, the slight sway of the ship was lulling me to sleep when I heard the

I sat up sharply. My eyebrows furrowed when I saw it was none other than Theon. “I’m not feeling great,

the two mugs of what smelled like coffee he was holding on

Don’t fall for it.

He placed the two mugs down and crossed his

well. What’s wrong

him a

my arms and showing my arms that were still

he could get a look at the injuries. He brushed his thumb gently

Not this time.

yanked free from

coldly, glaring into

were such

“No.”

this one was worse. “Why didn’t you get these checked?” “Theon, you can stop pretending to care.” I whispered, pulling out of his hold. His eyes met mine, but I looked away, trying to mask my emotions the best

pulling the blanket over my head. The hollow emptiness in my chest was excruciating, but I wanted him gone. I heard the door open and shut. I kicked the blanket off, rushing to lock the door, only to see he had taken the key. I

get it back, or is

locked the door, slipping the key into his pocket, only making me even angrier. He

I hissed, feeling my anger

opened the box and took out one of the bottles. Pouring some of the disinfectant or whatever it was onto the gauze, he dabbed it surprisingly gently over my partially

if waiting for permission to continue. “Don’t worry, I’m used to pain, I’m sure you don’t care if it hurts or not. Why be so gentle when you are rather brutal in general, aren’t you?” I snatched the gauze from his hand and roughly scrubbed it down my

were partially healed. I was clenching my jaw to stop myself from crying

my wrist, stopping me from doing further damage to my arm.

done

so angry at him as I did

I said earlier-”

with you, but to insult me like that to someone else? That, I won’t tolerate.

and

back.” He tossed the gauze on the

room, the door shutting behind him with a snap. I cradled my sore arm, trying my

me… He was cleaning

was also

had his hot and cold moments, but I couldn’t deal

pushed the box he had brought in onto the floor, not caring as its contents spilt across the floor and I glared at it in anger. I hate

myself down on the bed, refusing to cry. I turned on my side, my eyes falling on the coffee that stood on the

For us…

to make sense of the

what I’m doing, I honestly don’t

My Advice

stayed with Charlene when I could, or locked myself away in my room after

as well. Theon would make one of the

saw him watching me, at others I could feel his intense gaze upon me, but I didn’t entertain him. However, even then, the

and one I was consumed with. I knew if he tried, the chances that he would break my

shanty, I refused. Mom said my voice was beautiful, and she always asked

wasn’t that I didn’t enjoy singing, but it reminded me of Mom, and I didn’t want Theon to get all

apart from the occasional moments when she was allowed to come above

was obvious Barbara enjoyed this, she spent a lot more time trying to talk to Theon. He would reply, but by the end of the first day, it was obvious he had grown tired of her and made his

shining and, despite the dark waters beneath us, it felt good to not

of Theon. I did see what she meant, that sometimes he seemed to look at her with

venting all his anger

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