My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

I know I screwed up again. But I couldn’t resist. Not that I tried to fight it anyway.

I let out a staggering breath, gently pinching her soft silky hair between my fingers. She’s snoring on my chest, the cute sounds making me want to pull her even closer.

I missed this. I miss her.

I drop her hair and run that hand down my face, groaning low. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. So much for having shit under control. Clearly I don’t.

If Xaden knows….he would talk my ear off.

I needed to leave before I really lose my control. I gently peel her off, my heart slamming hard when she lets out a soft little moan in her sleep. She buried her head in the pillow and her arm reach for me.

Fuck.

Every fiber in my body tells me to stay, to hold her, to never let her go. To be with her. But I know that could t happen. Not if I didn’t want to lose control. I could t afford to. She was too dear to me. She was everything to me.

I slowly got out of the bed, making sure to not stir her awake as best as I could. I looked at her dresser, the clock reads ten eleven. I needed to leave now.

I stared at her again, watching how her pretty pouty lips are parted as she snores. I smiled. I bet she was drooling. She looks so fucking beautiful. My heart aches.

This isn’t fair.

did this have to happen

been a normal human, things would have

hands into fists at my sides, fighting the urge to go back to the bed and cuddle her like I want to.

Xade. Fucking leave before you make shit

weighing down into my stomach. The pain was unbearable. But despite the tormenting pain, I opened the door, slipping out of the room

I sneak down the stairs, I heard her giggle. Melissa. She’s coming up the staircase with another girl clinging to her. As her eyes lift, she caught sight

wasn’t sure if

nod in acknowledgment and continue my path down the stairs but she stops me. “You were with

with hers

a line. “What does she have that I don’t?” She whispered, her voice cracking. “I’ve been trying

everything,” I answered truthfully. “She’s my everything.” I looked at her unblinking. “You won’t understand because you’ve never felt

red coating

date you Melissa. If there’s one girl I’d date

me, but this time I

boring you know

“And soon you

“Trust me,” I stepped down, my hands going in

Avery’s pov

I reach across, searching for that warmth but instead my fingers brush against cool

my eyes peeling open to see the spot is empty. There was no Xade in