My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

I know I screwed up again. But I couldn’t resist. Not that I tried to fight it anyway.

I let out a staggering breath, gently pinching her soft silky hair between my fingers. She’s snoring on my chest, the cute sounds making me want to pull her even closer.

I missed this. I miss her.

I drop her hair and run that hand down my face, groaning low. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. So much for having shit under control. Clearly I don’t.

If Xaden knows….he would talk my ear off.

I needed to leave before I really lose my control. I gently peel her off, my heart slamming hard when she lets out a soft little moan in her sleep. She buried her head in the pillow and her arm reach for me.

Fuck.

Every fiber in my body tells me to stay, to hold her, to never let her go. To be with her. But I know that could t happen. Not if I didn’t want to lose control. I could t afford to. She was too dear to me. She was everything to me.

I slowly got out of the bed, making sure to not stir her awake as best as I could. I looked at her dresser, the clock reads ten eleven. I needed to leave now.

I stared at her again, watching how her pretty pouty lips are parted as she snores. I smiled. I bet she was drooling. She looks so fucking beautiful. My heart aches.

This isn’t fair.

this have to

been a normal human, things would have been different. We would have been

at my sides, fighting the urge to go back to the bed and cuddle her like I want to.

Fucking leave before

Each fucking step felt like my heart was weighing down into my stomach.

She’s coming up the staircase with another girl clinging to her. As her eyes lift, she caught sight of me

She gasped in disbelief, blinking as if she wasn’t sure if

path down the stairs but she stops me. “You were with her

with hers dart her

don’t?” She whispered, her voice cracking. “I’ve been trying to get your attention

you’ve never felt the

coating her cheeks.

say we have a date.” I cut in sharply. “I’d never date you Melissa. If there’s one girl I’d date it would

but her words again stop me, but this time I don’t turn to

you know

“And soon you will grow

smirked. “Trust me,” I stepped down, my hands going in my pockets. “That’s not

Avery’s pov

reach across, searching for that warmth but instead

spot is empty. There was no Xade in my bed. My gut twisted