My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

I know I screwed up again. But I couldn’t resist. Not that I tried to fight it anyway.

I let out a staggering breath, gently pinching her soft silky hair between my fingers. She’s snoring on my chest, the cute sounds making me want to pull her even closer.

I missed this. I miss her.

I drop her hair and run that hand down my face, groaning low. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. So much for having shit under control. Clearly I don’t.

If Xaden knows….he would talk my ear off.

I needed to leave before I really lose my control. I gently peel her off, my heart slamming hard when she lets out a soft little moan in her sleep. She buried her head in the pillow and her arm reach for me.

Fuck.

Every fiber in my body tells me to stay, to hold her, to never let her go. To be with her. But I know that could t happen. Not if I didn’t want to lose control. I could t afford to. She was too dear to me. She was everything to me.

I slowly got out of the bed, making sure to not stir her awake as best as I could. I looked at her dresser, the clock reads ten eleven. I needed to leave now.

I stared at her again, watching how her pretty pouty lips are parted as she snores. I smiled. I bet she was drooling. She looks so fucking beautiful. My heart aches.

This isn’t fair.

have to happen

normal human, things would have

back to the bed and cuddle her like I want to. To never

Fucking leave before you make shit

door. Each fucking step felt like my heart was weighing down into my stomach. The pain was unbearable. But despite the

stairs, I heard her giggle. Melissa. She’s coming up the staircase with another girl clinging to her. As her eyes lift, she caught

disbelief, blinking as if she wasn’t sure if it was really

my path down the stairs but she stops me. “You were

had her arm linked with hers

She whispered, her voice cracking. “I’ve been trying to get your attention and she doesn’t even try and you

her unblinking. “You won’t understand because you’ve

red coating

date.” I cut in sharply. “I’d never date you Melissa. If there’s one girl I’d date it would be the pretty blonde currently

stop me, but this time I don’t turn to face

you know

soon you will

my hands going in my pockets. “That’s not

Avery’s pov

comforting warmth is missing. I reach across, searching for that

my eyes peeling open to see the spot is empty. There was no Xade in my bed. My gut twisted and I groaned,