My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

I know I screwed up again. But I couldn’t resist. Not that I tried to fight it anyway.

I let out a staggering breath, gently pinching her soft silky hair between my fingers. She’s snoring on my chest, the cute sounds making me want to pull her even closer.

I missed this. I miss her.

I drop her hair and run that hand down my face, groaning low. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. So much for having shit under control. Clearly I don’t.

If Xaden knows….he would talk my ear off.

I needed to leave before I really lose my control. I gently peel her off, my heart slamming hard when she lets out a soft little moan in her sleep. She buried her head in the pillow and her arm reach for me.

Fuck.

Every fiber in my body tells me to stay, to hold her, to never let her go. To be with her. But I know that could t happen. Not if I didn’t want to lose control. I could t afford to. She was too dear to me. She was everything to me.

I slowly got out of the bed, making sure to not stir her awake as best as I could. I looked at her dresser, the clock reads ten eleven. I needed to leave now.

I stared at her again, watching how her pretty pouty lips are parted as she snores. I smiled. I bet she was drooling. She looks so fucking beautiful. My heart aches.

This isn’t fair.

did this have to

normal human, things would have been different. We would

my hands into fists at my sides, fighting the urge to go back to the bed

before

last lingering look, I drag my feet toward the door. Each fucking step felt like my heart was weighing down into my stomach.

I heard her giggle. Melissa. She’s coming up the staircase with another girl clinging to her. As her eyes lift, she caught sight of me and

if she wasn’t sure if it was really me standing in

acknowledgment and continue my path down the stairs but she stops me. “You

with hers dart her eyes

voice cracking. “I’ve been

won’t understand because you’ve never felt the kind of

coating her cheeks.

sharply. “I’d never date you Melissa. If there’s one girl I’d date it would be the

but her words again stop me, but this time

you

soon you will grow

I stepped down, my hands

Avery’s pov

comforting warmth is missing. I reach across, searching for that

no Xade