My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

I know I screwed up again. But I couldn’t resist. Not that I tried to fight it anyway.

I let out a staggering breath, gently pinching her soft silky hair between my fingers. She’s snoring on my chest, the cute sounds making me want to pull her even closer.

I missed this. I miss her.

I drop her hair and run that hand down my face, groaning low. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. So much for having shit under control. Clearly I don’t.

If Xaden knows….he would talk my ear off.

I needed to leave before I really lose my control. I gently peel her off, my heart slamming hard when she lets out a soft little moan in her sleep. She buried her head in the pillow and her arm reach for me.

Fuck.

Every fiber in my body tells me to stay, to hold her, to never let her go. To be with her. But I know that could t happen. Not if I didn’t want to lose control. I could t afford to. She was too dear to me. She was everything to me.

I slowly got out of the bed, making sure to not stir her awake as best as I could. I looked at her dresser, the clock reads ten eleven. I needed to leave now.

I stared at her again, watching how her pretty pouty lips are parted as she snores. I smiled. I bet she was drooling. She looks so fucking beautiful. My heart aches.

This isn’t fair.

this have to happen

had just been a normal human, things would have been different. We would

fighting the urge to go back to the bed and cuddle her

before you make

my stomach. The pain was unbearable. But despite the tormenting pain, I opened the door, slipping

down the stairs, I heard her giggle. Melissa. She’s coming up the staircase with another girl clinging to her. As her eyes

in disbelief, blinking as if she wasn’t sure if it was really me standing in

path down the stairs

had her arm linked with hers dart her eyes between the two of us

voice cracking. “I’ve been

unblinking. “You won’t understand because you’ve never felt the kind of love

flinches, red coating

in sharply. “I’d never date you Melissa. If there’s one girl I’d date it would be the pretty blonde

but her words again stop me, but this time

you know

snipes. “And soon you

smirked. “Trust me,” I stepped down, my

Avery’s pov

for that warmth but instead my

my eyes peeling open to see the spot is empty. There was no Xade in my bed. My