My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

I know I screwed up again. But I couldn’t resist. Not that I tried to fight it anyway.

I let out a staggering breath, gently pinching her soft silky hair between my fingers. She’s snoring on my chest, the cute sounds making me want to pull her even closer.

I missed this. I miss her.

I drop her hair and run that hand down my face, groaning low. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. So much for having shit under control. Clearly I don’t.

If Xaden knows….he would talk my ear off.

I needed to leave before I really lose my control. I gently peel her off, my heart slamming hard when she lets out a soft little moan in her sleep. She buried her head in the pillow and her arm reach for me.

Fuck.

Every fiber in my body tells me to stay, to hold her, to never let her go. To be with her. But I know that could t happen. Not if I didn’t want to lose control. I could t afford to. She was too dear to me. She was everything to me.

I slowly got out of the bed, making sure to not stir her awake as best as I could. I looked at her dresser, the clock reads ten eleven. I needed to leave now.

I stared at her again, watching how her pretty pouty lips are parted as she snores. I smiled. I bet she was drooling. She looks so fucking beautiful. My heart aches.

This isn’t fair.

have to happen

things would have been different. We would have been

the urge to go back to the bed and cuddle her like I want to. To never

before you

look, I drag my feet toward the door. Each fucking step felt like my heart was weighing down into my stomach. The pain was unbearable. But despite the tormenting pain, I opened the door, slipping out of the

sneak down the stairs, I heard her giggle. Melissa. She’s coming up the staircase with another girl

She gasped in disbelief, blinking as if she wasn’t sure if it was really me standing in

my path down the stairs but

her arm linked with hers dart her eyes between the two of us in confusion

“What does she have that I don’t?” She whispered, her voice cracking. “I’ve been trying to get your attention and she doesn’t even try and

I answered truthfully. “She’s my everything.” I looked at her unblinking. “You won’t understand because you’ve never felt the kind

flinches, red coating her

lie and say we have a date.” I cut in sharply. “I’d never date you Melissa. If there’s one girl I’d date it

leave but her words again stop me, but this

you

snipes. “And soon you will grow

stepped down, my hands going in my

Avery’s pov

I reach across, searching for that warmth but instead my fingers brush

no Xade in my bed. My gut twisted and I groaned, turning