My Bestfriend Slipped Inside Me (An Alpha’s Secret) by Demiah13

Xade’s pov

I know I screwed up again. But I couldn’t resist. Not that I tried to fight it anyway.

I let out a staggering breath, gently pinching her soft silky hair between my fingers. She’s snoring on my chest, the cute sounds making me want to pull her even closer.

I missed this. I miss her.

I drop her hair and run that hand down my face, groaning low. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. So much for having shit under control. Clearly I don’t.

If Xaden knows….he would talk my ear off.

I needed to leave before I really lose my control. I gently peel her off, my heart slamming hard when she lets out a soft little moan in her sleep. She buried her head in the pillow and her arm reach for me.

Fuck.

Every fiber in my body tells me to stay, to hold her, to never let her go. To be with her. But I know that could t happen. Not if I didn’t want to lose control. I could t afford to. She was too dear to me. She was everything to me.

I slowly got out of the bed, making sure to not stir her awake as best as I could. I looked at her dresser, the clock reads ten eleven. I needed to leave now.

I stared at her again, watching how her pretty pouty lips are parted as she snores. I smiled. I bet she was drooling. She looks so fucking beautiful. My heart aches.

This isn’t fair.

this have to happen

things would have been different. We would

clenched my hands into fists at my sides, fighting the urge to go back to the bed and cuddle her like I want to. To never let

Xade. Fucking leave before you

my feet toward the door. Each fucking step felt like my heart was weighing down into my stomach. The pain was unbearable. But despite the tormenting pain, I opened the door, slipping out of the room and

I heard her giggle. Melissa. She’s coming up the staircase with another girl

if she wasn’t sure if it was really me standing in front of

nod in acknowledgment and continue my path down the stairs but she stops me. “You were with her weren’t

around. The girl who had her arm linked with hers dart her eyes between the two of us in

does she have that I don’t?” She whispered, her voice cracking. “I’ve been trying

everything.” I looked at her unblinking. “You won’t understand because you’ve

coating

never date you Melissa. If there’s one girl I’d date

stop me, but this time

you know

“And soon you will grow

smirked. “Trust me,” I stepped down, my hands going in my pockets. “That’s

Avery’s pov

comforting warmth is missing. I reach across, searching for that warmth but instead my fingers

open to see the spot is empty. There was no Xade in my bed. My gut twisted and I groaned, turning around to lie on