My Bully’s Love by Stacy Rush

Chapter 43

 

CHAPTER 43: PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY

When Jace left this morning, I had a niggling feeling that things just weren’t right, but I couldn’t possibly tell him to stay so we could talk. Elise made things really awkward when she barged into my room. She’s another one that was acting strange this morning, almost as if she was being smug, which is so not my sister. So, after Jace left, I asked my sister if she would like to go get breakfast with me, down at the coffee shop; have a little sister bonding time. Instead of getting excited about it, though, all she did was shrug and agreed to go. I’m really hoping that it’s only Elise feeling abandoned because I left home, because that I know I can try and fix, but if it’s anything else, I’m not so sure.”

Once we have our breakfast Sandwiches and coffee, we find a table by the front window and take our seats. The silence is a bit awkward at first, but then I just say screw it, and be the first to speak.

“Is everything okay, Elise? You seem to be quieter than usual.”

“I’m fine.” She takes a bite of her sausage and egg breakfast sandwich.

Her answer alone annoys me, and I’m not going to just let it go, “Oh really? Then what was with the attitude this morning when you came into my room without knocking?”

“I didn’t have an attitude, Ella, Jesus!”

Oh, hell no! She did not just use the Lord’s name in vain with me! Islam my coffee down, spilling the hot liquid on my hand, but I don’t care at the moment, “The fact that you just said what you said, tells me that something is going on, and I want to know what it is! Is it because I moved away, or what?”

“What, you think that just because you graduated early and moved across the country that you are some hot shit now?” She crosses her arms, “News flash, sister, the world doesn’t revolve around you!”

“I never said it did, and I don’t deserve to be disrespected just because I want to know what is troubling my baby sister!” I scold.

Elise brings her fist down on the table, “I am not a baby, Ella! I wish people would see that and stop treating me like one!”

I cock a brow at her like ‘really’, as she throws the little tantrum. I take a few minutes to calm myself down and think about my next words as I take a bite of my own sandwich. I stare at her the whole time I chew, making her squirm in her seat until I finally swallow, and wash it down with some coffee.

“Do you have a boyfriend, Elise?”

Her back goes ramrod straight, “Why would you think I had a boyfriend?”

“Do you?”

“Why would I tell you if I did? It’s obvious that you didn’t think I was important enough for you to tell me about you and Jace being together.”

“Maybe if you had spent any time at home while I’ve been here, you would have found out when mom and dad found out. You’re the one that has been MIA all week.”

“Well…”

I cut her off, “You know what, I’m not going to sit here and pressure you into telling me anything. Like you said, you’re a big girl now, and besides, I shouldn’t have to pry anything out of you. We used to be so close, and now, we barely even talk.”

“I can’t help it if I have friends, and a life, unlike you.” My sister says this as if it’s my fault that I don’t have a life, and yet, she has a look that tells me she knows all about my unfortunate past.

“Yeah, well, we can’t all be as outgoing as you, Elise.” I try really hard not to let the hurt I’m feeling from my own sister be heard when I talk

I watch as she just picks at the rest of her sandwich, but she must get tired of having me scrutinizing her that she tosses it down, “Are we done here? I have somewhere that I need to be.”

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I look at my watch, “You have somewhere to be at nine thirty on a Saturday morning?’

“Yes.”

“Fine, go. You can take an Uber then.” I shrug.

right now?” My sister’s face turns red with her anger, “You

can either wait for me to finish, and stop being such a bitch to me,

what crawled up

been home! I haven’t done anything, I’ve been dealing with my own shit!” Now I’m really pissed! I

Jace to do to you!” Elise’s eyes go round once her words are out and she’s realized what she just said. I’m stunned beyond belief, “i’m sorry, Ella. I didn’t mean

Now!” | pronounce each word clearly for her to

pleads for

and just walk out the door, leaving her sitting at the table. When she realizes that I’m leaving, she chases after me, calling out my name. People along the street are beginning to stare, but I don’t care. When she calls my name one more time, swing around, fisting my hands, and scream

THE FUCK AWAY

looks around as more people turn our way, “Ella, get

people think anymore, Elise?” I scoff,”Open your fucking eyes, Elise! I’ve spent two years worrying about what people thought, and now, my give a damn is broke. I do things my way now, and not how others want me to.” I unlock my car and then turn back to my sister, “I can’t

but I know I’ve missed a few phone calls because I ignored each one of them. It’s probably Elise or my parents after I left my sister stranded by the road, but I can’t bring myself to care. I need time to myself, for what, I do not know, because I haven’t had

don’t want to think about anything at all if I’m being completely honest with myself. One word pops into my mind; well, actually, a name. Jace. Looking to make sure no cars are coming, I pull onto the road and head towards home, only when I get there, I don’t pull into our

to my car. We gaze at one another through my closed window. I make no move to open it or to get out, I just sit here staring up at him. His brows furrow as he begins to worry. Opening the driver’s side door, he squats down, so he’s more eye-level

baby?” He

I try to be as honest as I can,

want you to always come to me for anything.” He says softly while brushing

you don’t understand.

okay, I understand. You need

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take

licks his

my mouth with his tongue. My fingers curl, capturing the overgrown hairs at the back of

you need me to take away for you?” His eyes are closed as he asks me this, but then they spring open, knowledge of

I whisper, “I need you to take away

briefly before

just take it

over.

but I do as he says and climb over the center to the passenger seat. He jogs back to his house and isn’t even gone long before he comes back out carrying a manilla envelope. Once he has the driver’s seat to the position that he wants

through that and check off what it tells you

when I pull out a small packet

going to do this, I need to know

 

don’t care what you need to do, just take the pain away.” My voice

that won’t be happening. It’s not the way it goes, and not the way I do things, now fill out the packet, Precious, and no

“Yes, Sir I’m sorry.”

says, “That’s much better. I understand that you are hurting and not thinking straight, but that

sort of happened. Elise has me all out of sorts with my feelings, and now I need something that is going to

animal..nope, definitely not. The list goes on, and even though there are quite a few that are hard limits, there is a large amount listed that are soft, because they seem very interesting. By the time we reach our destination, I have completed the list and look up. The Training Center looms in front

have something

from his hand and open it. A gasp bursts free when I see the black leather collar, with a soft inner lining of red faux fur for comfort. There are small loops around it so he can attach me to whatever he wants. Another heart dangles in the front, only it doesn’t have a lock on

silver chain collar, he lifts my chin with his forefinger, “You remember that we are

“Yes, Sir.”

girl,” He caresses my cheek,

what I need to do as soon as we step into the room. I strip down, fold my clothes and place them on the

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