My Bully’s Love by Stacy Rush

Chapter 43

 

CHAPTER 43: PLEASE TAKE IT AWAY

When Jace left this morning, I had a niggling feeling that things just weren’t right, but I couldn’t possibly tell him to stay so we could talk. Elise made things really awkward when she barged into my room. She’s another one that was acting strange this morning, almost as if she was being smug, which is so not my sister. So, after Jace left, I asked my sister if she would like to go get breakfast with me, down at the coffee shop; have a little sister bonding time. Instead of getting excited about it, though, all she did was shrug and agreed to go. I’m really hoping that it’s only Elise feeling abandoned because I left home, because that I know I can try and fix, but if it’s anything else, I’m not so sure.”

Once we have our breakfast Sandwiches and coffee, we find a table by the front window and take our seats. The silence is a bit awkward at first, but then I just say screw it, and be the first to speak.

“Is everything okay, Elise? You seem to be quieter than usual.”

“I’m fine.” She takes a bite of her sausage and egg breakfast sandwich.

Her answer alone annoys me, and I’m not going to just let it go, “Oh really? Then what was with the attitude this morning when you came into my room without knocking?”

“I didn’t have an attitude, Ella, Jesus!”

Oh, hell no! She did not just use the Lord’s name in vain with me! Islam my coffee down, spilling the hot liquid on my hand, but I don’t care at the moment, “The fact that you just said what you said, tells me that something is going on, and I want to know what it is! Is it because I moved away, or what?”

“What, you think that just because you graduated early and moved across the country that you are some hot shit now?” She crosses her arms, “News flash, sister, the world doesn’t revolve around you!”

“I never said it did, and I don’t deserve to be disrespected just because I want to know what is troubling my baby sister!” I scold.

Elise brings her fist down on the table, “I am not a baby, Ella! I wish people would see that and stop treating me like one!”

I cock a brow at her like ‘really’, as she throws the little tantrum. I take a few minutes to calm myself down and think about my next words as I take a bite of my own sandwich. I stare at her the whole time I chew, making her squirm in her seat until I finally swallow, and wash it down with some coffee.

“Do you have a boyfriend, Elise?”

Her back goes ramrod straight, “Why would you think I had a boyfriend?”

“Do you?”

“Why would I tell you if I did? It’s obvious that you didn’t think I was important enough for you to tell me about you and Jace being together.”

“Maybe if you had spent any time at home while I’ve been here, you would have found out when mom and dad found out. You’re the one that has been MIA all week.”

“Well…”

I cut her off, “You know what, I’m not going to sit here and pressure you into telling me anything. Like you said, you’re a big girl now, and besides, I shouldn’t have to pry anything out of you. We used to be so close, and now, we barely even talk.”

“I can’t help it if I have friends, and a life, unlike you.” My sister says this as if it’s my fault that I don’t have a life, and yet, she has a look that tells me she knows all about my unfortunate past.

“Yeah, well, we can’t all be as outgoing as you, Elise.” I try really hard not to let the hurt I’m feeling from my own sister be heard when I talk

I watch as she just picks at the rest of her sandwich, but she must get tired of having me scrutinizing her that she tosses it down, “Are we done here? I have somewhere that I need to be.”

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I look at my watch, “You have somewhere to be at nine thirty on a Saturday morning?’

“Yes.”

“Fine, go. You can take an Uber then.” I shrug.

her anger, “You drive me here and expect me to

I’m not done with my breakfast, so you can either wait for me to finish, and stop being such a bitch to me, or you can find your own

up your ass?” she

since I’ve been home! I haven’t done anything, I’ve been dealing with my own shit!” Now I’m really pissed! I don’t

have been too busy accusing people of doing things to you that you already allow Jace to do to you!” Elise’s eyes go round once her words are out and she’s realized what she

each word clearly for her to

Ella!” She pleads for forgiveness, but I see

street are beginning to stare, but I don’t care. When she calls my name one more time, swing around, fisting my hands, and scream at the top of my lungs at my baby

FUCK AWAY FROM

looks around as more people turn

give a damn is broke. I do things my way now, and not how others want me to.” I unlock my car and then turn back to my sister, “I can’t believe I hid being bullied from you just so I could protect you. Maybe if I hadn’t, you wouldn’t be such a bitch.” I get in my car and speed away. When I look in my rearview mirror, Elise is still

by the road, but I can’t bring myself to care. I need time to myself, for what, I do not know, because I haven’t had one single thought run through my head the whole time I’ve been driving. To be totally

few deep breaths. I don’t want to think about that night; I don’t want to think about anything at all if I’m being completely honest with myself. One word pops into my mind; well, actually, a name.

my closed window. I make no move to open it or to get out, I just sit here staring up at him. His brows furrow as he begins to worry. Opening the driver’s side door, he squats down, so he’s more eye-level with me.

baby?”

be as honest as I can, “I was driving around, and I somehow found myself back at the spot.” I stare out the windshield in a daze, “I don’t know how I got there, but then I

come to me for anything.”

you don’t understand.

okay, I understand. You need me to hold

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Please take

licks his lips,

cups both my cheeks and holds my head as he breaches my mouth with his tongue. My fingers curl, capturing the overgrown hairs at the back of his neck,

asks me this, but then they spring open, knowledge of what

pain,” I whisper, “I need you to take away

before nodding, “Are you

please just take

scoot over. I’m going to

isn’t even gone long before he comes back out carrying a manilla envelope. Once he has the driver’s seat to the position that he wants it, he gets in and hands me

and check off

when I pull out a small packet

If we are going to do this, I need to know what

 

take the pain away.” My voice

Better yet, don’t repeat it, because that won’t be happening. It’s not the way it goes, and not the way I do things, now fill out the packet, Precious, and

“Yes, Sir I’m sorry.”

straight, but that doesn’t give you cause

just sort of happened. Elise has me all out of sorts with my feelings,

I automatically scratch out cutting, piercing, and body modification, as well as breath play. As I get deeper into the lists, I also cross off bodily fluids and functions.–like, what the heck? Animal roleplay? I’ve heard of it, but I’m not about to crawl around and act like an animal..nope, definitely not. The list goes on, and even though there are quite a few that are hard limits, there is a large amount listed that are soft, because they seem very interesting. By the time

arm, “One moment, Precious. I have something for you.” He reaches into his back pocket and pulls out a

take it from his hand and open it. A gasp bursts free when I see the black leather collar, with a soft inner lining of red faux fur for comfort. There are small loops around it so he can attach me to whatever he wants. Another heart dangles in the front, only it doesn’t have a lock on it, instead, it

above my silver chain collar, he lifts my chin with his forefinger,

“Yes, Sir.”

He caresses my cheek, “Let’s

same room as last time as he explains that it rarely gets used and that we shouldn’t be bothered here. I don’t need him to tell me what I need to do as soon as we step into the room. I strip down, fold my clothes and place them on the chair by the door. I then go to the center of the room and kneel in the Nadu pose and wait. In the meantime, Jace has taken up the other chair in the room and is sitting back with one leg placed over his other knee as he goes

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