My Bully’s Love by Stacy Rush

 CHAPTER 44: SUBSPACE

WARNING: VERY EXPLICIT SCENE!!!

Had someone told me that one day I’d be on my knees begging to suck a guy off or pleading with them to cause me delicious pain, I would have called the looney bin on them. I would like to think that reading all those dark romance novels is what turned me into a submissive masochist, but that would be wrong. I was intrigued from the very first book that I picked up in that genre. If I didn’t have this side to me beforehand, would I have enjoyed every one of the orgasms I gave myself while reading the erotic scenes?

That being said, I have to thank the guy in front of me, who has me restrained to the St. Andrews Cross, a big wooden X with wrist and ankle cuffs, for helping me to explore this darker side of me. I never saw Jace as dominant while we were growing up, but he was always there, taking care of me, maybe there is a such thing as fate or soulmates, because he has always been my other half. Even for the two years of bullying, I wasn’t really the bullied unless he was the bully, himself. Kaylee was just a bitch, and it did start changing towards the end with Toby, Mason, and Brandon, but until then, it has always been me and Jace.

Only Jace could and can bring out the darker side of me, and the sweet torture that he bestows upon me is nothing that I can ever put into words. I need Jace Palmer in my life, as my bully, my Dom, or tormentor, it doesn’t matter, as long as he gives me what I need.

“I am going to start off light, Precious; get this perfect skin all warmed up,” He caresses my stomach with the back of his hand, *First the front, and then the back.”

“Okay, Sir…” I breathe softly.

“Are you sure that you are ready to do this? The only way to help with the pain you are feeling now is to give you another type of pain. I plan on torturing this sweet body until you escape into subspace, and the only thing that will stop me is your safe word, Precious. Would you like to move forward?”

“Yes, Master Jace. I need this please!” I whisper loudly.

Placing his finger under my chin, Jace looks me straight in the eye where I can see his transformation from boyfriend to Dom take place. He takes my lips softly, keeping his eyes on me the whole time. I open up for him and he doesn’t hesitate, sliding his tongue in to tangle with mine. The kiss turns hard for a brief moment before he rips his mouth away and his grips my chin harder.

“Let’s begin.”

The glide of the flogger across my skin isn’t painful, but it delivers a nice little sting. Over and over, Jace moves his arm in a figure eight kind of motion as he brings the falls/tresses of the flogger down over my skin. The concentration on his face with each strike tells me that he’s in the right headspace and I needn’t worry. Keeping to my chest and the top of my thighs, my skin has turned a nice shade of pink. Just before he moves on, though, he strikes between my legs a few times causing me to gasp out

loud.

“Oh, you like that do you?” He smirks, tossing the flogger on a nearby table and steps closer to me. His hand slides over my lower lips as his own lips press against my neck, leaving a little kiss behind, “Oh, so wet, Precious.”

My breathing is becoming harder with my adrenaline starting to increase. I can feel the wetness that he talks about dripping from my core. A whimper slips out when he pulls back his hand and leaves me momentarily to grab a new implement, or so I thought. Instead, he comes back with nipple clamps that have a wire attaching them to each other.

“You are going to love these, Precious.” He leans down, taking one nipple into his mouth before popping off it and doing the same to the other. They are both at hard peaks making it easier to apply them. He hovers over the first one, making sure he has it where it needs to be and then his eyes move to my face as he releases it. His grin at my reaction tells me that he’s enjoying inflicting this pain on me. He does the same with the other nipple and I keep my eyes closed, savoring the intensity of the pain level. My eyes pop open when a vibration starts stimulating both nips at the same time, and Jace chuckles, “Told you that you would love these.”

I’m released from the cuffs only to be spun around and restrained again, so he can now give my backside attention. He doesn’t hesitate to start up with some spanking with his hand. After so many he rubs the area roughly before continuing. I have to bite my

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lip, so I don’t moan yet because I don’t want him knowing how turned-on I am already, and he’s barely begun. Then again, I want to hear him call me names, and I know he will as soon as he knows that I’m greedy for more.

When he reaches between my legs, it’s not to use his fingers to rub or insert, no, he delivers a sting that has me going up on my toes instead. Between the sting of his hand and the nipple clamps, I’m ready to come undone, but I hold off a bit longer before asking permission. Jace doesn’t do much talking when he’s in his Dom mode and that leaves me to actually feel every mark that he leaves on me with no interruption, pushing me towards the headspace in which I want to be in.

Pausing briefly, he chooses a different flogger for my backside, one that has a bit more sting than the first one. His first strike slices through me, leaving behind a burn that reaches my core, and I moan. He proceeds with alternating his strikes on each side of my spine for a while before he starts on my butt and the backs of my thighs. My moans get louder with every flick of his wrist as the flogging continues. Just when I think I’m going to come, the strikes stop, and I hear a thump as he tosses the implement down.

He steps up behind me and leans in close,”Is my little whore wanting to come out to play?” He reaches around and rubs my clit, edging me before saying anything else, “I’m going to paddle this ass next and get it all nice and sore before I get it ready for me to fuck.”

My breath hitches, and I try looking at him, but he grabs my hair and keeps my head forward, so I can’t see him. I love it when he gets aggressive like this, it really does make me feel like nothing but a dirty whore for him. I try to turn in his grip, just to feel the pain of his grip on my hair, and he doesn’t disappoint.

“Don’t look at me unless I tell you to,” his words send a rush through me and I shiver as he grabs my chin and brings his mouth to my ear, “You want me to treat you like my dirty little whore, don’t you?”

“Yes, Sir…”

“That can definitely be arranged, Precious,” he licks from my jaw, all the way up to my eye, “Don’t be afraid to safe word if I go too far, promise?”

I nod, his grip still tight in my hair, “I promise, Sir.”

“That’s my good girl.”

from me and soon, he begins paddling me. He doesn’t have me count because this isn’t a punishment, but I count in my head anyway. I lose count after twenty-three though, because the burn has me burning with the

Sir, may

plenty in just a little

ten more times, Stepping back up behind me, he squeezes my reddened cheeks, “Damn, Precious, these paddle marks are definitely going to leave

use his name. it’s not

does my little whore want to

please!” I

and only when I give you my load will you

“Yes, Sir…”

hear rustling and then in one hard thrust, he’s deep inside of me. I cry out from the intrusion, but he doesn’t let up as he pulls out and thrusts up again and again. Both his hands come around front and start pinching my already clamped nipples, sending more pain and pleasure through them as they vibrate. I

growls and slams into me even harder, “What’s the matter, don’t you like

“I do, Sir!”

“You do what?”

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it when you fuck me like this,

like this,

I’m your little whore and

a big load that you’re going to be dripping for days!” He begins to rub my clit as he thrusts into me faster, “Come on

washes over me, my body tense, and then it happens; I squirt all over Jace’s shaft as he finishes his own. We are both left sweaty and panting once we are done. When he finally pulls himself from me, he slaps my already sore ass, but that’s the least of it, because he soon takes

mark, “I told you to come on my cock, not squirt,” Jace says with humor in his voice, “I’m soaked

make on the last one when

pauses, “Please what,

I need

you need

Give me

sure what I said, but he drops the can and uncuffs me. Keeping a hold on me so I don’t drop because my limbs are like jelly, he tosses me over his shoulder, slapping my butt in the process, “No more implements for you, not like this. I will

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this kind of perfection again. Ella’s natural submissive state is the perfect ingredient in which I needed to be able to bring her to the state she’s in today. She has accepted the darkness that’s

oblige. By doing so, I’d be helping to feed into the kind of darkness that nobody wants to have. I think of it like being addicted to drugs; you have a bit of darkness that wants to try s drug, let’s say weed, and maybe use it in social gatherings, but if you don’t keep a handle on it, the darkness

need to take care of them physically, emotionally, and mentally; to making sure that they are taking care of themselves as well. I’ve already hurt Ella by bullying her, and I’ll be damned if I ever do it again. She is mine to dominate, yes, but also to love, care for, and adore…

I will give her what she wants, but in a more pleasurable way for both of us. I carry her over to the bed like a sack of potatoes, and then toss her down. I give her a warning with my eyes, telling her not to move while I go over and grab what I need for this last part. I say last, because I know that once I’m through using her sweet body, she’s going

around to come back to the bed, I notice that she’s trying her hardest to not sit on her sore ass by moving around,

once on each cheek, making my girl groan in pain, but at the same time, her pussy leaks, I chuckle and then flip her again before straddling

“Oh God, please!”

just squirted all over me and now you want to come again, fucking

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roll back into her head. I chuckle, and then repeat it

touch that I give you, whether it be with my hands, tongue, or cock. I want you to feel the way I stretch your little ass hole and then fill it full of my cock. After I claim this ass, Precious, you are

her breathing quickens and her skin breaks out in goosebumps; “Do

“N-No, Sir.”

doesn’t sound too sure,

you to claim me

good thing that she’s blindfolded because I don’t want her seeing the shocked look that I have on my face right now. My cock grows even harder from what she said, but I get my composure

holder for the wand that I brought over, and then place the vibrator right over her clit before securing it. “Your pussy

move her to the foot of the bed and place her on her hands and knees where there is a stockade built into the footboard. Sliding the top up, I guide her head and wrists, so they are in place when I slide the top back

“Sir..?”

being. Running my hands all over her, rubbing here, and rubbing there, using my tongue between her legs to get her worked