My Heart only Beats for You

She waved her hand at Lothar, "Don't mention him anymore, Lothar. I don't want to talk about him right now. Let's talk about something else."

"Okay," Lothar replied, "Then, where are you planning to go later?"

Selina looked down, fixing her gaze on her shoes, "I don't know where to go. I dare not tell my family about this. I'm worried that they might handle it worse than me if they know about this."

Lothar couldn't help but to bring back the topic to Matthew, "Isn't your family powerful too? You should just tell your family, and let them avenge you!"

She just let out a bitter laugh at this, "My family does has a powerful background, but do you think that Matthew is a pushover? Moreover, after all that had happened, do you think I'm still in the mood for revenge?"

Pointing at her heart, she explained, "What I want right now is not to let my heart hurt too much. I don't want anything else."

Lothar sighed heavily and said, "Since things have already gotten this bad, then it would be better for you to just put this all behind you."

Selina licked her lips and then directed her attention back to the ward, "By the way, I have something to tell you."

"Sure, go ahead."

"I'm going to transfer Yesseca to a different hospital. It will be a private one. She will be placed in a VIP ward and have personal nurses and doctors to attend to her."

Lothar immediately refused, "There is no need for that!"

Selina replied him in an exasperated tone, "I'm doing this for Yesseca's health."

Lothar explained, "Selina, you've already given me a hundred thousand dollars. I can't possibly ask you for more help. As her older brother, I will deal with her matter myself. You don't need to concern yourself with such affairs."

"Since Yesseca treats me as her big sister, then I shall be her big sister. Therefore, I should help!"

However, Lothar maintained a firm stance, "The public hospital may have a slightly lacking environment but that is the only poor aspect of it. Besides, Yesseca has made friends with others here after staying here for a long time. Letting her reside in a private hospital will be unfamiliar to her. As long as we are able to care for ourselves, we don't need others to attend to us."

At this point, Selina really didn't know how to persuade Lothar anymore.

"Take some time to consider it," she simply said.

"I don't need to."

She then added, "I will also help Yesseca find a suitable kidney donor. Give me her information and I'll search for one."

Lothar's breath halted for a moment,

He didn't desire for her help. After all, he already owed her far too much, but the temptation of her offer right now was far too great for him.

As long as she could find a compatible kidney donor, then Yesseca wouldn't have to be shut in the hospital all day.

shoulder forcefully, "Don't contemplate this matter any longer. Don't you want Yesseca to

am indebted to you, Selina. I'll repay you back for this in the future. I'll do whatever you ask me to do.

had just said

because only he knew

this so-called destiny that he shared with

out to her for his own

again, he would no longer do as

this in this future, he still

to

still be friends

felt guilt and pain

Selina cooped herself up in

was such a laughable situation. Previously, she had told herself that running away was not a solution and she

a result of that, she had gone to find

hide in

sat with her on the bench outside the

lunchtime, so Lothar asked

did not

she wished to remain seated where she

was left with

eat then. I will bring back some food

not

had left, Selina's phone

picked up the phone without looking at

heard Caroline's voice that she

and remember to hang

time, Caroline was calling her behind Reid's

to check on how

Matthew's woman? How are you feeling right now?"

will still learn about it some other way. You must be in so much pain right now. You must be thinking that you're better

almost screamed at her,

sore spot? Selina, every word I'm going to say now is going to be like

Caroline's voice

had hung up

white face was full

sudden,

she was about to smash her own phone, she abruptly caught sight of