My Heart only Beats for You

After some time had passed, Lothar returned with his takeaway. It was a simple meal with a meat dish and one vegetable dish.

He then said, "I know you're not used to such food. But please make do with it. If you prefer something else, then I'll go out and get it for you." Selina accepted the lunch box, "There is no need for you to do that. It's like what you just said, let's just make do."

However, after taking two bites of the meal, she put down the lunch box.

"Does it not suit your taste? Let me go buy you something else."

Selina shook her head at this, "It tastes delicious, just that I don't want to eat right now. Besides, I'll have to go home for dinner tonight."

"You're going back home?" Lothar was taken aback by this news.

"My family home."

He hummed in reply, "Are you planning to tell your family then?"

Selina pressed her lips together.

"Lothar, my mind is in a mess right now. It would be better if you just let me calm down for a bit."

Lothar thought for a moment and said, "Why don't you go out and find a quiet cafe to do that? You won't be able to get peace with so many people walking around in the hospital." Selina shook her head and said, "Here is fine, I'll just stay here."

The hospital was filled with smell of disinfectants which made her feel nauseous. But the nausea that she felt helped masked the overwhelming distaste she had for Matthew. Time trickled by slowly.

It was already in the evening when she was ready to go back home.

Before returning home, she went to visit Yesseca.

Yesseca was having her dinner.

It was a very simple meal yet she ate it with much enthusiasm, as if having dinner was the happiest thing one could do in the whole world.

Selina felt hot tears in her eyes at the scene.

She recalled what Yesseca had said to her previously.

She said that Selina was who Yesseca yearned to be like.

Selina also recalled how Yesseca gazed out of the window, with eyes full of longing to step into the outside world.

Selina thought to herself, if she were to be bound to a hospital bed at such a young age due to some illness, she would probably go mad. Selina left the hospital moments later.

She tried hard to put on a smile.

If someone like Yesseca had to fight to live her life healthily, Selina herself had no reason to not appreciate the life she had now.

with Matthew would forever leave a scar in

may hurt very much

villa, Natalie asked Selina

silent for a

answered, "He has something

break the news

said, "Mom wants to have a good

that, Selina simply replied, "There's nothing we

Hayden out again for burgers and Coke. That was why Cecilia chose that night to

news that Matthew was not going to

she felt that some of her

Matthew would have attended the dinner despite how busy he was since Cecilia had personally

of them had separated,

but Selina had

was frustrated with

didn't Matthew come? Is it truly because he is preoccupied with work or did something happen? Could it be that you guys are no longer

ignored the question and

her voice

"Last time, when you

yet to get

Selina, did you throw a tantrum again? Are you fooling around with

grip on the

that Matthew is a good man, so don't mess up this opportunity. Why don't

not tolerate

on the dining

was shocked by Selina's sudden action. They all turned to stare

were starting to turn bloodshot, "Mother, are you going through menopause right now? Can you stop nagging me for once? I'm so sick of

was so angry that her whole face turned red, "Selina, I'm your mother. How dare you speak to me that

up after Selina's outburst, "Selina, you can't talk to Mother

storm was brewing in

guys are the ones who shouldn't speak to me that way! Fine, if you all feel like I am the one at fault then so be it! Matthew will forever be the right one in your eyes while I am

be blamed!"

she continued, "I really shouldn't have come here. I

had she known that

wouldn't say such provoking

Selina turned and left.

immediately chased after

and said, "I'll go after

to be in a bad mood. It would be best if you