My Hockey Alpha by Eve Above Story PDF

Chapter 0477

Nina

The three minutes that we had to wait for the test results felt like an eternity, each second somehow stretching longer than the last one. The air in the bathroom seemed to grow heavier with the weight of my thoughts as my mind whirled with possibilities.

This tiny stick on the bathroom counter had the potential to change our lives in an instant, to rewrite all the plans we had or didn't have. If I was pregnant, would we keep the baby, or would it be best to get an abortion? And if we did somehow decide to keep the baby after all, what would become of our dreams? What would happen to Enzo's coaching career? What would happen to medical school for me?

As I waited, my heartbeat thudded in my ears like a distant drum, and my fingers fidgeted restlessly with the hem of my shirt.

Enzo stood beside me, his hand as warm and steady as ever on my shoulder. I could feel the tension radiating off him, too, but his eyes held a certain calm when they met mine. A calm I sorely needed but couldn't find within myself.

Finally, the timer on my phone chirped, pulling me out of my spiraling thoughts. I took a deep, shaky breath before leaning over to read the results on the test.

Negative.

A wave of relief washed over me, so strong it nearly knocked me off balance. I felt Enzo's grip on my shoulder tighten for a moment before he relaxed, clearly sharing in my sense of relief.

*Negative," he whispered, pulling me into a hug.

chest. My body felt at ease now, and yet, at

sensing my emotions, shot me a glance. "You okay,

nodded at the same time, a gesture of uncertainty. "... I think so," I murmured, although I couldn't quite deny the fact that there was

gave me a soft smile and ran his thumb along my cheek. "Don't worry, Nina. We'll get to have

his arms encircled me, I felt safe. Secure. Loved. Relieved. And yet, a small but significant part of me couldn't ignore that faint feeling

inside, even though I hadn't admitted it even to myself, I had let myself believe that I was pregnant, let myself imagine what it might be like to be a mother, to create a family with

my voice filled with an emotion that even I couldn't quite place as I hugged him back. But was he right? Were we okay? Were we making the right choices? Questions filled my mind, each unanswered, leaving a void that was

and I looked up into his eyes. As always, they were open and loving, but I could see his

a willingness to jump into the deep end, even if we had no idea how to swim. And maybe that was what both thrilled and terrified

so I could surreptitiously blink away the tears that were threatening to come." I can't believe

about it too much, Nina," he said gently. "We'll have a family someday, as big or small as you want. It's just not meant to be right now. And

right; it wasn't meant to be. Not right now, at least. And it was likely for the best, not only because of the fact

yet. Something that came to me in the form of shadowy figures, beckoning for me to

and pulled both of us back to reality. He glanced at it and

said,

his brow furrowing slightly before he typed