My Hockey Alpha by Eve Above Story PDF

Chapter 0487

"You're right, Luke," I said softly, my voice filled with a combination of regret and exhaustion. "I can't believe I was even considering it. I'll wait until Enzo gets back from his weekend trip. We need to discuss this in person."

Luke sighed, his eyes softening as he nodded. "That sounds like the right thing to do, Nina. Whatever you decide, just make sure it's a decision you both can live with,"

I chuckled softly, shaking my head as I looked at Luke. "You know, it's funny you say 'a decision we both can live with. Because I'm not even sure if that would be possible."

Luke tilted his head, his eyes searching mine for an explanation. "What do you mean?"

I sighed, my eyes drifting towards the window. "Where do I even start?" I murmured. "First, the pregnancy might be difficult-the doctor thinks I have endometriosis. And second, on top of a difficult pregnancy, there's the issue of a baby getting in the way of Enzo's dreams."

"And what about you?" Luke prodded gently.

be drowning in textbooks, pulling all-nighters in the library, and attending back-to-back classes. And when I graduate, I'll be a resident at a hospital, which means I'll barely be home.

and comforting. "You and Enzo are two of the most amazing people I know. If anyone could find a way to incorporate a child into your lives without losing sight of your dreams, it would be you two. And it doesn't have to be an extreme, one way or the

he added softly, "not everything has to be a life or

that was how I saw things: black and white, life or death. No in betweens. But maybe this didn't need to be

you, Luke," I murmured. "You always know what to say,

grinning. "I

mind, and seeing Luke only reminded me of it. "Speaking of fear, have

on my

made me feel a little shaky, like there was a cold dread settling in the pit of my stomach. Luke sensed my discomfort

fear, Nina.