My Hot Alpha

Chpater 179

Days turned into weeks....

1 month today since I last saw him....

1 month since that horrible night. He broke my heart all over again.

We didn't mate, our bond wasn't complete. He left town and no one's heard from him since. I wasn't convinced, I knew they knew his whereabouts.

He was Alpha, he wasn't just going to abandon his pack and not tell his Beta where he was going.

"You ready for this?". My gran started the car pulling out the drive.

"Eh yes". I grinned looking down at my hand. Today was the day I got my cast removed. "I've been ready for weeks". I couldn't wait to get a good scratch at my arm. "We won't be doing that again anytime soon will we?". She asked.

"Absolutely not". Although if I had half the chance I would do more than punch him.

"Heard anything yet?". She asked.

"No".

"And how do you feel about that?".

I shrugged. "I'm fine". She didn't need to know that I cried myself to sleep most nights. I felt empty inside. It was like part of me was missing.

"Our walls aren't that thick sweetheart". She signalled into the hospital car park. "But if you say you're fine I won't argue".

"How could he just leave and not tell me?".

"It'll all work out I promise. Now let's go get your hand taken care of".

That was always the thought

before you graduate then you go to Yale and you get on with your

complete chapters for free. "Everyday I think about him,

broke down. But I didn't think it

wasn't suppose to be like this". I blinked away my tears. I was embarrassed at the way

did this

sweetheart". She whispered taking a hold of my hand in hers. "It'll all

being away from him but I couldn't. Our relationship wasn't the best but it wasn't all bad. "How could he

wanted to I couldn't. I was too stubborn for my

you ask the girls to come round tonight. I'll stay with

checking up on me, always messaging and calling. I still hadn't faced his parents yet. I felt so

a girls night in ages and

hand seen to and then I'll take

"Okay".

...

it feel?".

car on our way to the coffee shop. It wasn't late but we didn't want to go all the way

failing to closed my hand into a

take a few weeks until it feels normal again. Don't over do it". She scalded as she caught me trying to clench

want you ending up with another

happen". I unclipped my seatbelt and waited for the traffic to pass before I opened my door. As we

headed for a window seat at the back of the shop. Away from prying eyes but just enough so I could see who was coming and

nosey shoot

come I haven't met her yet?". She asked as we took our

the menu already knowing what I was

"Rocco's sister right?".

at her from over the menu she winked at me. "I know enough to keep myself in the loop. I'm guessing them being asked to stay didn't sit