My Hot Alpha

Chpater 180

He hadn't posted anything in weeks.

Curiosity got the better of me and I clicked on his photos. As I was scrolling my heart tightened as I noticed he had a picture of me in there.

It was the night he took me to the beach shack for the very first time. I was sat with a big goofy grin on my face holding a burger. Reading the caption a lump appeared in the back of my throat.

Lucky!

Oh god here we go again with the tears.

"Did you manage to get a hold of the girls?". My gran asked as she took her seat.

Masking my tears with a smile I locked my phone placing it to the side. "Yeah Alanna is coming over for 7".

"Some girl time will do you the world of good".

Reign brought over our drinks letting us know our food wouldn't be long.

"Have you decided what you're going to do after you finish school?".

The Yale question again.

A month ago I was so set on going. I accepted my offer out of rage and now, now I wasn't so sure. I kept changing my mind.

"No idea". I took a sip of my coke. "I accepted my offer but now I'm not so sure I want to go".

"Because of Jake?". She asked as Reign placed our food on the table.

"Can I get you anything else?". She smiled.

"No thanks honey".

Jake". I sighed. "But if he doesn't come

back trust me

you be so sure?". I took the top off my burger and started eating my pickles. "It's been a month already

"Fine".

if you were to reach out he would come back in

that". I wanted too, had wrote the message out so

Again with the stubbornness.

like your mom was". She smiled. "I hate

I'm fine". I

you say

got home. She left me some money for pizza and snacks for the

changed into clean pjs. A cute set I had bought before I came here. Tying my

long. She was out picking up some goodies for tonight. If I knew

night I had planned but right now I would take it. It had been so long since we all

was currently sitting on the couch music playing on the tv and my head buried in

could get his attention, anything. But I wasn't even sure if he was checking it. Scrolling until I found the picture he posted of me my heart fluttered. Lucky.

and setting it aside. A picture wasn't going to get his attention and if

"I got us a little something". She pulled a bottle of rosé and a bottle of shots

got your cast

"Take it it's just me

She poured the wine into the glasses before handing me

"For now?". I frowned.

didn't think we were staying in tonight did

"Aren't we?".

us at

"I don't think I'm in

sat down beside me. "When was the last time we

that night". The last

winced. "Please come out. Some drinks, some dancing and maybe take

could I argue