My Hot Alpha

Chpater 180

He hadn't posted anything in weeks.

Curiosity got the better of me and I clicked on his photos. As I was scrolling my heart tightened as I noticed he had a picture of me in there.

It was the night he took me to the beach shack for the very first time. I was sat with a big goofy grin on my face holding a burger. Reading the caption a lump appeared in the back of my throat.

Lucky!

Oh god here we go again with the tears.

"Did you manage to get a hold of the girls?". My gran asked as she took her seat.

Masking my tears with a smile I locked my phone placing it to the side. "Yeah Alanna is coming over for 7".

"Some girl time will do you the world of good".

Reign brought over our drinks letting us know our food wouldn't be long.

"Have you decided what you're going to do after you finish school?".

The Yale question again.

A month ago I was so set on going. I accepted my offer out of rage and now, now I wasn't so sure. I kept changing my mind.

"No idea". I took a sip of my coke. "I accepted my offer but now I'm not so sure I want to go".

"Because of Jake?". She asked as Reign placed our food on the table.

"Can I get you anything else?". She smiled.

"No thanks honey".

I sighed. "But if he

trust me on

top off my burger and started eating my

"Fine".

bet if you were to reach out he would come back in

out so many time but I couldn't bring myself to send

Again with the stubbornness.

was". She smiled. "I hate

fine". I

you say

packed an overnight bag and left for George's as soon as we got home. She left me some money for pizza and snacks for the girls

and changed into clean pjs. A cute set I had bought before I came here. Tying my hair into a messing bun I put on

tonight. If I knew

I would take it. It had been so long since we all

was currently sitting on the couch music playing on

could get his attention, anything. But I wasn't even sure if he was checking it. Scrolling until I found the picture he posted of me my heart fluttered. Lucky. Was he lucky? Sighing I closed the app and

it aside. A picture wasn't going to get his attention and if wanted to

us a little something". She pulled a bottle of rosé and a

your

glasses. "Take it it's

poured the wine into the glasses before

"For now?". I frowned.

were staying in tonight

"Aren't we?".

us at the club".

the couch. "I don't think

sat down beside me. "When

think I want to remember that night". The last time we were out I caught

Some drinks, some dancing and maybe take your mind

could I