My Hot Alpha

Chpater 180

He hadn't posted anything in weeks.

Curiosity got the better of me and I clicked on his photos. As I was scrolling my heart tightened as I noticed he had a picture of me in there.

It was the night he took me to the beach shack for the very first time. I was sat with a big goofy grin on my face holding a burger. Reading the caption a lump appeared in the back of my throat.

Lucky!

Oh god here we go again with the tears.

"Did you manage to get a hold of the girls?". My gran asked as she took her seat.

Masking my tears with a smile I locked my phone placing it to the side. "Yeah Alanna is coming over for 7".

"Some girl time will do you the world of good".

Reign brought over our drinks letting us know our food wouldn't be long.

"Have you decided what you're going to do after you finish school?".

The Yale question again.

A month ago I was so set on going. I accepted my offer out of rage and now, now I wasn't so sure. I kept changing my mind.

"No idea". I took a sip of my coke. "I accepted my offer but now I'm not so sure I want to go".

"Because of Jake?". She asked as Reign placed our food on the table.

"Can I get you anything else?". She smiled.

"No thanks honey".

Jake". I sighed.

be back trust me on

sure?". I took the top off my burger and started eating my pickles. "It's been a month already and I've heard

"Fine".

bet if you were to reach out he would come back in a

doing that". I wanted too, had wrote the message out so many time

Again with the stubbornness.

like your mom was". She smiled.

I'm fine". I

if you say

bag and left for George's as soon as we got home. She

came here. Tying my hair into a messing bun I

She was out picking up some goodies for tonight. If I knew her like I thought I did I knew

night I had planned but right now I would take it. It had been

the couch music playing on the

to see if I could get his attention, anything. But I wasn't even sure if he was checking it. Scrolling until I found the picture he posted of me my heart fluttered. Lucky. Was he lucky? Sighing I closed the app and clicked

a face before locking my phone and setting it aside. A picture wasn't going to get his attention and if wanted to reach out he

my living room grinning like a Cheshire Cat. "I got us a little something". She pulled a bottle of rosé and a bottle of shots from

got your cast

two glasses. "Take it

the wine into the glasses before handing

"For now?". I frowned.

were staying

"Aren't we?".

meeting us at

couch. "I don't think I'm in the mood

down beside me. "When was the

don't think I want to remember that night". The last time we were out I caught Jake

drinks, some dancing and maybe take

could I argue with