My Hot Alpha

Chpater 180

He hadn't posted anything in weeks.

Curiosity got the better of me and I clicked on his photos. As I was scrolling my heart tightened as I noticed he had a picture of me in there.

It was the night he took me to the beach shack for the very first time. I was sat with a big goofy grin on my face holding a burger. Reading the caption a lump appeared in the back of my throat.

Lucky!

Oh god here we go again with the tears.

"Did you manage to get a hold of the girls?". My gran asked as she took her seat.

Masking my tears with a smile I locked my phone placing it to the side. "Yeah Alanna is coming over for 7".

"Some girl time will do you the world of good".

Reign brought over our drinks letting us know our food wouldn't be long.

"Have you decided what you're going to do after you finish school?".

The Yale question again.

A month ago I was so set on going. I accepted my offer out of rage and now, now I wasn't so sure. I kept changing my mind.

"No idea". I took a sip of my coke. "I accepted my offer but now I'm not so sure I want to go".

"Because of Jake?". She asked as Reign placed our food on the table.

"Can I get you anything else?". She smiled.

"No thanks honey".

sighed. "But if he doesn't come

be back trust me on

so sure?". I took the top off my burger and started eating my pickles. "It's been a month already

"Fine".

to reach out

that". I wanted too, had wrote the message out so many time but I couldn't bring myself to

Again with the stubbornness.

mom was". She smiled. "I hate

fine". I

if you

as soon as we got home. She left me some money for pizza and snacks for the girls coming

and changed into clean pjs. A cute set I had bought before I came here. Tying my hair into a messing bun I put on my

saying she wouldn't be long. She was out picking up some goodies for tonight. If I knew

now I would take it. It had been so long

on the couch music playing on the tv and my head buried in my

checked Facebook clicking on his name and scrolling. I wanted to post something. I wanted to see if I could get his attention, anything. But I wasn't even sure if he was checking it. Scrolling until I found the picture he posted

locking my phone and setting it aside.

bounced into my living room grinning like a Cheshire Cat. "I got us a little something". She pulled a bottle of rosé and a bottle of shots from her bag. Rolling my eyes I got myself

got your cast

I grinned grabbing two glasses. "Take it it's just me and you

poured the wine into the glasses before

"For now?". I frowned.

didn't think we were staying in tonight

"Aren't we?".

at the club".

groaned sitting back down on the couch. "I don't think I'm

She sat down beside me. "When was the last time

remember that night". The last time

dancing and maybe take your mind off

could I