My Hot Alpha

Chpater 180

He hadn't posted anything in weeks.

Curiosity got the better of me and I clicked on his photos. As I was scrolling my heart tightened as I noticed he had a picture of me in there.

It was the night he took me to the beach shack for the very first time. I was sat with a big goofy grin on my face holding a burger. Reading the caption a lump appeared in the back of my throat.

Lucky!

Oh god here we go again with the tears.

"Did you manage to get a hold of the girls?". My gran asked as she took her seat.

Masking my tears with a smile I locked my phone placing it to the side. "Yeah Alanna is coming over for 7".

"Some girl time will do you the world of good".

Reign brought over our drinks letting us know our food wouldn't be long.

"Have you decided what you're going to do after you finish school?".

The Yale question again.

A month ago I was so set on going. I accepted my offer out of rage and now, now I wasn't so sure. I kept changing my mind.

"No idea". I took a sip of my coke. "I accepted my offer but now I'm not so sure I want to go".

"Because of Jake?". She asked as Reign placed our food on the table.

"Can I get you anything else?". She smiled.

"No thanks honey".

I sighed. "But if

trust

you be so sure?". I took the top off my burger and started eating my pickles. "It's been a month

"Fine".

bet if you were to reach out he would

the message out so many time but I couldn't bring myself

Again with the stubbornness.

was". She smiled. "I hate to

I'm fine".

if you say

as soon as we got home. She left me some money for pizza

had bought before I came here. Tying my hair into a

saying she wouldn't be long. She was out picking up some goodies for tonight. If I knew her like I thought

I would take it. It had been so long since we all got

currently sitting on the couch music playing on

I checked Facebook clicking on his name and scrolling. I wanted to post something. I wanted to see if I could get his attention, anything. But I wasn't even sure if he was checking it. Scrolling until I found the picture he posted of me my

face before locking my phone and setting it aside. A picture wasn't going to get

Cheshire Cat. "I got us a little something". She pulled a bottle of rosé and a bottle of shots from her bag. Rolling my eyes I got

got your

did". I grinned grabbing two glasses. "Take

wine into the glasses before handing

"For now?". I frowned.

we were

"Aren't we?".

at the

I groaned sitting back down on the couch. "I don't think I'm in

beside me. "When

think I want to remember that night". The last time we

"Please come out. Some drinks, some dancing

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