My Hot Alpha

Chpater 377

I didn't want to get up. I could hear the shower running so I knew Jake was awake. I didn't get to sleep till late because my mind wouldn't shut off. I had all the time in the world to think.

No distractions. Nothing to focus on other than my thoughts. Everything running around in my head over and over again.

Could I have done something different? Was I to blame for the loss of our child?

I woke up sad, I already knew today wasn't going to be a good day. I didn't want to be sad, I wanted to push past this and move on, but I couldn't. I couldn't stop the guilt. The constant reminder that I wasn't pregnant anymore.

"Morning baby. I made you coffee". He nodded towards my bedside drawer.

shower, a towel hung around his waist. He only wanted to be there for me, to look after me and yet every

own was the only way through. But I promised I wouldn't shut him out. I promised myself I'd lean on him whenever I needed to. I know deep down I needed him

still wanted to do it alone because

"Leah are you okay?".

away so bad and deal with this on

okay to cry, to be angry, to scream through the pain. But

wake up positive, be productive, go out for breakfast with my friends. I wanted today to be the start of

guess today

it have to happen

don't have

had an answer, things in life happen, cruel things that we have no control over. We just