My Hot Alpha

Chpater 377

I didn't want to get up. I could hear the shower running so I knew Jake was awake. I didn't get to sleep till late because my mind wouldn't shut off. I had all the time in the world to think.

No distractions. Nothing to focus on other than my thoughts. Everything running around in my head over and over again.

Could I have done something different? Was I to blame for the loss of our child?

I woke up sad, I already knew today wasn't going to be a good day. I didn't want to be sad, I wanted to push past this and move on, but I couldn't. I couldn't stop the guilt. The constant reminder that I wasn't pregnant anymore.

"Morning baby. I made you coffee". He nodded towards my bedside drawer.

to be there for me, to look after me and yet every fiber in my body

this on my own was the only way through. But I promised I wouldn't shut him out. I promised myself I'd lean on him whenever I

to do it alone because

"Leah are you okay?".

you away so bad and deal with this on my own

of the bed. "It's okay to feel sad, it's okay to cry, to be angry, to scream through the pain. But I won't sit back and let

with my friends. I wanted today to be the start of something

guess today wasn't

have to happen to me, to us?".

a question I don't have

happen, cruel things that we have no control