My Hot Alpha

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"I'm just having a really tough time right now".

"Baby it's only been three days since-....

"Don't say it". I whispered. "Please don't say it". I was trying my hardest not to cry. The lump was already forming in my throat, the tears filling in my eyes. I know I had a miscarriage; I know I was no longer pregnant, but I wasn't ready to hear those words yet. "Okay, okay". Bringing my hands to his mouth he pressed his lips against my fingers. "Whatever you need, whatever you want just let me know".

I showered and changed into something other than pjs. I cried my heart out, broke down but surprisingly I felt better. So much so I wanted to go for breakfast with my friends.

I couldn't keep myself locked away in my room. What good would that do? Isolating myself wasn't going to make anything better. Deep down I knew bottling everything up wasn't the way to deal with this.

or make myself feel better. I slipped my arms into my leather jacket and grabbed

to go for breakfast".

you want me to drive you?". He

"I can catch a ride

I can come pick you up and we can drive to

Enjoying the peace and quiet. Enjoying spending time together but right now I wasn't

because it gave me time to think. It left me alone with my thoughts and my thoughts

was going to happen. Or spending time just us was

myself. Instead of thinking about it so much I should just