MY Possessive Mafia Men

MY Possessive Mafia Men Chapter 151: I Will Fight For You Chapter 151: I Will Fight For You Kingston

"I don't know what you have been through that made you think words don't matter and I won't ask. That is something you will have to decide on your own if you ever want to share it with me. I won't pry, I just...I appreciate you making an effort."

Looking at Angelia was as if I was seeing her in a whole new light, I couldn't help the warmth spreading across my chest at her understanding. Most people were curious beings but she was holding back for me. Frankly, right now, she could have demanded every ***ing thing from me and I would have given it to her. Fair, was fair. We had known information about her that she hadn't freely given, it was only fair if she demanded the same in return. "Listen, Angelia...what we did to you and not telling you about it, I am so sorry for that. We betrayed your trust and I don't know how we could ever make up for that." let out a sad sigh. "I believe you guys are sorry, it's just...I don't know how or even if, I will be able to forgive you guys. I have opened myself up to you in a way I had never done before, I have been vulnerable with you while I discovered this whole new lifestyle. I literally gave you all of me, my body and and my mind. And in return, you kept something so monumental from me. That was a huge break of trust and I just don't know if I would ever be able to be that vulnerable with you again." "It will never happen again." I insisted.

"I

"Seeing how much we have hurt you broke something in all of us. In the beginning, we didn't know how much you would you mean to us but as time moved on, we were scared that if we came clean, we would lose you. It turned out, we lost you anyway." The last words were barely a whisper

and I didn't know if she had even heard me.

I

Physical pain was something I could take but the emotional pain of knowing we hurt her was unbearable. She had every reason to leave us and if she did decide on it, I would let her go no

matter how hard it would be. But until then, just like my friends, I would fight for her and show

her just how much we cared about her and about what we had together.

"I don't know if I can let myself believe that even if I wanted to. You didn't see me when I found out, Kingston," She said.

"I can't go through that again." She blinked away tears.

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that again? Because you won't, my little one. We have learned our lesson and in the end, it hurt

am not sure there is something you can do, it is something I need to figure out for myself but it helps that I know you

course, we do. You have become the

was spinning. Usually, I had just thought about them but I wasn't holding anything back now. She

stopped, it probably would have made this a whole lot easier if I didn't but I do. But sometimes, you have to listen to your head instead of your heart and I am just trying to figure out if this is one of those times." She looked to the table beside side us where the couple was holding hands and laughing. She seemed I carefree, the complete opposite of us and I wanted that ease between us again. "I have to protect myself." She continued. "But I don't know if protecting myself means letting you go or taking you back. The way I felt being with guys these past weeks is something

are

a kind.

let her go. I had never been one to initiate intimacy

us too."

never been no one as special as you and there never

as I talked and a

you, Angelia. I will fight for us and I won't

spilled from her and I couldn't stop myself

into my arms.

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whispered soothingly as

don't cry, I didn't mean to make you

Shake at t

her tears wetted my shirt and I could feel her shoulders: the force of her sobs. The couple next to us turned towards us but averted their gaze when I narrowed my eyes at them. She didn't need the attention while she was so vulnerable. It took several minutes before she calmed down and pulled back, I dried her tears. with my thumbs before reluctantly returning to my

go, I have work tomorrow morning and I am still going to meet Riccardo afterwards." She said when she had

of desperation

soon." She sounded pretty sure of it and gosh, I crossed my

on, I will drive you home." I got up from my

dark out and it is not

lighter and heavier, I just hoped

a little less.

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