MY Possessive Mafia Men

MY Possessive Mafia Men Chapter 151: I Will Fight For You Chapter 151: I Will Fight For You Kingston

"I don't know what you have been through that made you think words don't matter and I won't ask. That is something you will have to decide on your own if you ever want to share it with me. I won't pry, I just...I appreciate you making an effort."

Looking at Angelia was as if I was seeing her in a whole new light, I couldn't help the warmth spreading across my chest at her understanding. Most people were curious beings but she was holding back for me. Frankly, right now, she could have demanded every ***ing thing from me and I would have given it to her. Fair, was fair. We had known information about her that she hadn't freely given, it was only fair if she demanded the same in return. "Listen, Angelia...what we did to you and not telling you about it, I am so sorry for that. We betrayed your trust and I don't know how we could ever make up for that." let out a sad sigh. "I believe you guys are sorry, it's just...I don't know how or even if, I will be able to forgive you guys. I have opened myself up to you in a way I had never done before, I have been vulnerable with you while I discovered this whole new lifestyle. I literally gave you all of me, my body and and my mind. And in return, you kept something so monumental from me. That was a huge break of trust and I just don't know if I would ever be able to be that vulnerable with you again." "It will never happen again." I insisted.

"I

"Seeing how much we have hurt you broke something in all of us. In the beginning, we didn't know how much you would you mean to us but as time moved on, we were scared that if we came clean, we would lose you. It turned out, we lost you anyway." The last words were barely a whisper

and I didn't know if she had even heard me.

I

Physical pain was something I could take but the emotional pain of knowing we hurt her was unbearable. She had every reason to leave us and if she did decide on it, I would let her go no

matter how hard it would be. But until then, just like my friends, I would fight for her and show

her just how much we cared about her and about what we had together.

"I don't know if I can let myself believe that even if I wanted to. You didn't see me when I found out, Kingston," She said.

"I can't go through that again." She blinked away tears.

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do to make you believe us when we say you won't ever go through that again? Because you won't, my little one. We

you can do, it is something I need to figure out for myself but it helps that I

course, we do. You have become the single most important person in

them but I wasn't holding

haven't stopped, it probably would have made this a whole lot easier if I didn't but I do. But sometimes, you have to listen to your head instead of your heart and I am just trying to figure out if this is one of those times." She looked to the table beside side us where the couple was holding hands and laughing. She seemed I carefree, the complete opposite of us and I wanted that ease between us again. "I have to protect myself." She continued. "But I don't know if protecting myself means letting you go or taking you back. The way I felt being with guys these

are

a kind.

reached for her hand. It was supposed to be a quick squeeze to comfort her but as soon as I touched her, I couldn't let her go. I had never been one to initiate intimacy but with her, I couldn't seem to help myself especially now when

ruined us too." I

as special as you and

and a

will fight for you, Angelia. I will fight for us and

her and I couldn't stop myself from

into my arms.

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whispered soothingly as

cry, I didn't mean to make you

Shake at t

when I narrowed my eyes at them. She didn't need the attention while she was so

am still going to meet Riccardo

of desperation in

will hear from him soon." She sounded pretty

I will drive you home." I got up from

dark out and it is not safe." With a reluctant nod, she gave

heart felt both lighter and heavier, I just hoped that our talk helped

hurt a

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