Offered to the Triplet Alphas

Chapter-49. The investigation

[Ezra]

~You asked if you wrote it right. And I said all your jumbled words make more sense to me than the verses of classic poems and paintings of famous artists.~

~I wish I had the same ability to comprehend myself as I deciphered you once. Maybe then I'd be able to rest the storm that plagues me.~

~I am soaked in the rain of your memories that I drown at every drizzle and fail to find a way to breathe in this downpour.~

~I knew you had been through storms so I dared not ask the damage, for I thought we'd find a refuge together and I was a fool to believe that would be enough.~

I leafed through the journal, reading whatever random lines my eyes fell on.

I lifted my gaze off the words scribbled on dead pages and peered at the jet area of the Glass palace.

I spun around on the chair and faced the desk in my office again. Placing the journal on the desk, I picked up a pen, turning over to a blank page.

The nib of the pen rested against the blank page and the ink dispersed into the page in an intricate pattern.

"Ugh!"

I reclined back in the chair, facing the ceiling as words rang in my head.

'Let's go home... together... we'll make it...'

Embarrassment crawled up my body.

"Damn it! I'm driving myself nuts!" I grunted, running fingers through my hair in frustration. "Seriously? What took over me that night? Out of all the people, I had to be like that with her! Ah! I am losing it! I am-"

'Yeah. Yeah. Ezra is a fucking moron. Tell me something new. You've been telling this to yourself ever since you returned from the mortal world,' Odeus, my demon wolf, grunted in my head. 'I'm trying to have a moment of peace here. But in your head, there cannot be peace. Damn you, man! Get a life!'

I sprang to my feet, banging my hands beside the journal. The journal jumped a few inches away from the desk before it fell back on it.

'If she is bothering you so much, just do something about her,' Odeus said. "What?" I snapped.

'I don't know! Fuck her, maybe? Because she has been on your fucking mind all the time and I'm starting to miss your otherworldly physics equations and theories and laws and stuff. How about we go back to having stars and galaxies colliding in your mind? Because now they seem more sufferable to me than your idiotic nonsense!'

"She's not on my mind. I am on my own mind. Why did I have to get so worked up? And then I said those stupid things. It boils my blood!" I almost yelled at myself.

Odeus turned silent and I could feel him sigh.

'Then write. Like you did years ago. If she's not the one fucking with your mind, then you shouldn't have a problem writing in that journal. Let your thoughts bleed when they want to. Asher was right when he gave this journal back to you. He knew you'd need it again.'

"I am not sick!" I growled. "I don't need this journal stupidity to get control over myself. I'm perfectly fine."

'Asher is always right. That's all I know. Have a good night and stop thinking about her!'

Odeus snapped before retreating further back into my head.

I glared at my reflection on the computer screen and a fresh memory crashed upon

if you called. In fact, I'd run as far away as I could from you... Because I know...

I clenched my fists.

the files, papers, stationary, and gadgets on the floor. "I'd never choose you. Who do you think you are to even ask that question to me? And who the

was about to hurl

into my fingers. I flopped back into my chair, taking a deep breath, but the suffocation didn't leave my chest. It

gone for the

over my eyes as the image of Xanthea being fucked on my bike flashed in my mind, closely followed by the image of me fucking her on the car

my b-burning pack. Thank you for doing this for me.

churned in my chest.

getting on my nerves." I

difficult for me to accept that she had somehow triggered me and no matter what I

The only problem was I couldn't throw it away. It was still buried inside me like a time capsule ticking slowly, like a time bomb waiting to

addressed the knocking at the door of

in," I said. "What was so urgent it couldn't

mess I had created in my office. She walked closer to my desk and her eyes fell on my hands and then at

my digital desk, she controlled the display of information on the wide screen. "This is all you

at the

was urgent? You could have just sent me the soft copy,"

an outsider?" I asked, looking at

the chair, folding her hands across her

one special, loved gardening, was a florist in the royal palace and had deep knowledge of herbology. The knowledge Xanthea has is from her mother. Freya Plath came from a poor Plath family that lived in the Leo pack. But they were expelled from the Leo pack on account of stealing. They remained rogues for a while until they

forget to visit 000005s.org for the full experience. You won't find the

future by becoming someone's mistress, no less the Alpha of the Virgo pack," I mumbled,

no picture of hers, which meant Nesryn couldn't find

accepted in packs

"Of course not."

accept Freya and her family in his

he fell in

"What rubbish!?"

shit when they are in

Xanthea's mother, and I want to find out what. Also, any

Why did he burn

her father, Valdimir Virgo, who ordered his son

heard the pen crack

"Why?"

would be... mortals tend to bury or burn the memories or belongings of their dead family members." "Xanthea is not dead-" my

belonged to his mistress. So maybe he wanted to close that chapter of his life for good. Maybe those jerks thought Xanthea would never return. At least, not alive," Nesryn said. "I mean, look at what happened with your previous brides. It kind

on my desk that glowed soft blue beneath my fingers and

to secretly investigate Xanthea's house, and

month. So, I have mixed opinions about the Virgo Alpha. But Xanthea never used

and the pack were outright abusive to her. From physical harm to mental torture to bullying and harassing her. Especially

eyes and stopped swiping as Nikolai's profile

in their pack, Virgo palace was harmed