Chapter-89. Allowed control
[Raven]
TW: Readers' discretion advised.
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'No potion was potent enough to heal his heart, so he drank poison and kept drinking it everyday ever since. Not to kill the pain, but to suffer an illusion and call it a cure that just made him sicker.
And he found solace in that sickness, his lantern heart flickering with flames of pride, but a drizzle of blood was enough to douse it off.'
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I started the car; the engine growling. My fingers rested loosely on the steering wheel as I shifted gears. Just as I was about to drive out of the parking lot, I saw Asher standing in my way near the exit. My fingers tightened around the steering wheel.
Instead of slowing down, I shifted into high gear. My foot slammed on the accelerator, and the car surged forward with a deafening roar.
Nyssa panicked. "Raven! What are you doing? Stop the car!" She grabbed my arm as her eyes darted frantically between Asher and me.
I could hear Nyssa's voice distantly, but her words dissolved into the roar of the engine and the fury pounding in my head.
The car charged straight at Asher. The distance between us closing in a heartbeat. The rush of adrenaline blurred everything but the sight of him standing challengingly in my path.
Something like this wouldn't do much damage to him, but it would shatter the cloak of invincibility he always wore, especially when his bones break and his body crack apart.
My heart thundered in my chest and the rush had left me lightheaded.
Asher didn't flinch. He didn't even blink.
In fact, the defiance in his impassive gaze stood like a dare. He could easily evade the crash, even at the last moment. I'd like to see him try!
My rage had become my thoughts to the point I wasn't really thinking.
"You're gonna hit him! Stop the car! We'll get into trouble! RAVEN! NO-"
My muscles twitched, fighting the urge to hit the brakes.
I pressed the accelerator harder; the engine screaming against the howling air resistance, until I slammed the brakes, hard-
SCREECH!
The force hurled me forward against the seatbelt; the air knocked from my lungs. The car came to a brutal halt, tires burning in a harsh drag. The ugly screech overpowered by the sickening thud of Asher's body crashing onto the hood, blood splattering across the windshield.
A ringing silence swallowed the parking lot, broken only by the haunting echo of his body hitting and rolling across the ground.
Nyssa shot out of the passenger seat, barely breathing as she rushed toward him.
The sharp scent of blood mingled with the gasoline fumes filled my lungs like toxins. It took a few seconds for the nauseating rush in my body to settle down.
I slammed my hands over the steering wheel.
That fucker!
In the last moment, right before the car was about to stop inches away from him, Asher had closed that distance by taking a deliberate step right towards my car. Unfastening the seatbelt, I stepped out of the car, just to see Asher lying facedown on the floor. His limbs were twisted at weird angles as blood pooled around him.
Clenching my jaws, I rolled my eyes, slamming the door hard enough to rattle the entire car.
I could still hear the faint echo of the crash ringing in my ears as I leaned against the car, peering at him.
His body remained motionless for a few seconds.
"Raven! Don't just stand there! Come here! Help him!" Nyssa yelled.
"No need," I said coldly.
and regeneration abilities were no joke.
in place, he pushed himself onto his back. He took in a few gasps, choking as he spurted and coughed out blood from his mouth
like she wanted to help, but was too scared to approach his dark aura that pushed
a cough, he forced himself to sit up. Blood streamed down from his
him regenerate such severe wounds in mere seconds. This was probably the
bones snapped back into
snapping his bones through his torn flesh and ruptured blood vessels.
unlike
standing as though he was never hit
skin. With the speed he was regenerating, it
wiped off the blood from
over one arm, he calmly strode towards
happy." His composed voice sent a disturbing ripple through me. "Do my wounds no longer satisfy
front of me, face-to-face, as our eyes locked in a
ego. All these years, since childhood, I have allowed you to hurt me because that made you happy, gave you a sense of accomplishment and control. But I won't allow you to do the
at him
Al-allowed?
What rubbish!
that even
me
against me, I felt my ribs shatter. It felt as though a haze that had densely cobwebbed my
allowed
bitter twisted in my
Not possible!
no way anyone could have that kind of control over another person. This
tension in my
me all you want, Raven, because I am only a reflection of everything you hate about yourself. So, it doesn't matter what you do to me. But don't you dare lay a
me, the faint
me, he had merely placed his hand on my shoulder, but it felt as though I was being crushed beneath a mountain. His aura towered over me, pressing upon me
hand slid down my arm, holding my
to not yield to him
enjoyment. The next chapter
them. What do you think
my fingers, and I braced myself, but
break the one who's already broken?"
aching to rip his throat out. But all I could do was stand there, my
ear, his voice
second. Because if there is... I
took a tight gulp as my throat closed up, and I
suppress your rage, then channelize it somewhere better. You have done it before, you can do it again. Because if you don't, then I'll
from me and turned around to leave, but
quivered as I smirked, forcing
halted, but he didn't turn around to
think I don't know how fucked up I am?" I said, staring at his back. "I am a mess, Asher! I am a fucking loser!
breathing heavily. My voice reverberated through the parking lot.
you! You took away everything that was precious to me! You ruined me! And that's why I want everything that's precious to you! One day you'll be abandoned too, Asher, by the
licking my dry lips as I swallowed hard. But my stomach kept getting heavier, as
agony. And I know the day is not far... because the person you need the most, the person who can hurt you the most, has already
glanced at me
who I am, unfiltered. But you - who the hell are you!? I have spent twenty-nine years with you, but you still remain a stranger to me. I don't understand you, and honestly, I
churned in my stomach, rising to
who you truly are, she'll fucking hate you. Sooner or later, Xanthea will get pregnant. What will you do then?
hit his hurting nerve, although there was nothing soothing
words, but he remained
said in an impassive tone, as if he didn't hear
me,
the
Asher!" I roared. "Don't run away, you coward! Turn around and face
draw in breaths, but a strange numbness took over my body and I
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