Chapter-89. Allowed control
[Raven]
TW: Readers' discretion advised.
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'No potion was potent enough to heal his heart, so he drank poison and kept drinking it everyday ever since. Not to kill the pain, but to suffer an illusion and call it a cure that just made him sicker.
And he found solace in that sickness, his lantern heart flickering with flames of pride, but a drizzle of blood was enough to douse it off.'
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I started the car; the engine growling. My fingers rested loosely on the steering wheel as I shifted gears. Just as I was about to drive out of the parking lot, I saw Asher standing in my way near the exit. My fingers tightened around the steering wheel.
Instead of slowing down, I shifted into high gear. My foot slammed on the accelerator, and the car surged forward with a deafening roar.
Nyssa panicked. "Raven! What are you doing? Stop the car!" She grabbed my arm as her eyes darted frantically between Asher and me.
I could hear Nyssa's voice distantly, but her words dissolved into the roar of the engine and the fury pounding in my head.
The car charged straight at Asher. The distance between us closing in a heartbeat. The rush of adrenaline blurred everything but the sight of him standing challengingly in my path.
Something like this wouldn't do much damage to him, but it would shatter the cloak of invincibility he always wore, especially when his bones break and his body crack apart.
My heart thundered in my chest and the rush had left me lightheaded.
Asher didn't flinch. He didn't even blink.
In fact, the defiance in his impassive gaze stood like a dare. He could easily evade the crash, even at the last moment. I'd like to see him try!
My rage had become my thoughts to the point I wasn't really thinking.
"You're gonna hit him! Stop the car! We'll get into trouble! RAVEN! NO-"
My muscles twitched, fighting the urge to hit the brakes.
I pressed the accelerator harder; the engine screaming against the howling air resistance, until I slammed the brakes, hard-
SCREECH!
The force hurled me forward against the seatbelt; the air knocked from my lungs. The car came to a brutal halt, tires burning in a harsh drag. The ugly screech overpowered by the sickening thud of Asher's body crashing onto the hood, blood splattering across the windshield.
A ringing silence swallowed the parking lot, broken only by the haunting echo of his body hitting and rolling across the ground.
Nyssa shot out of the passenger seat, barely breathing as she rushed toward him.
The sharp scent of blood mingled with the gasoline fumes filled my lungs like toxins. It took a few seconds for the nauseating rush in my body to settle down.
I slammed my hands over the steering wheel.
That fucker!
In the last moment, right before the car was about to stop inches away from him, Asher had closed that distance by taking a deliberate step right towards my car. Unfastening the seatbelt, I stepped out of the car, just to see Asher lying facedown on the floor. His limbs were twisted at weird angles as blood pooled around him.
Clenching my jaws, I rolled my eyes, slamming the door hard enough to rattle the entire car.
I could still hear the faint echo of the crash ringing in my ears as I leaned against the car, peering at him.
His body remained motionless for a few seconds.
"Raven! Don't just stand there! Come here! Help him!" Nyssa yelled.
"No need," I said coldly.
abilities were no joke. It was sickening how beyond perfect he
onto his back. He took in a few gasps, choking as he spurted and coughed out blood from his
terrified - like she wanted to help, but was too scared to approach his dark aura that pushed
to sit up. Blood streamed down from his messy fringes,
in mere seconds. This was probably
snapped back into place
was no hint of pain on his face even when he was snapping his bones through his torn flesh and ruptured blood vessels. This wasn't normal - not even for
unlike our flesh and skin, our bones didn't
here he was, standing as though he
the speed he was regenerating, it wasn't surprising to see him drenched in sweat. Regeneration used up a lot of energy, so excess
from his
he calmly strode towards me, his
ripple through me. "Do my wounds no longer satisfy your ego?" He asked, and I squinted my eyes, glaring at
of me, face-to-face, as our
to hurt me because that made you happy,
him
Al-allowed?
What rubbish!
that even
allowed me
mere words, but when they crashed against me, I felt my ribs shatter. It felt as though a haze
- allowed -
bitter twisted
Not possible!
kind of control over another person. This was just another one of his
to ease the tension
confused? Don't tell me you haven't noticed. I never dodge your attacks. Be it on a physical or mental level. Hurt me all you want, Raven, because I am only a reflection of everything you hate about yourself. So, it
me, the faint sound
hand on my shoulder, but it felt as though I was being crushed beneath a mountain. His aura towered over me, pressing upon me with a haunting
slid
groan, trying to not yield to
The next
can even think about breaking them. What do you think will
fingers,
I break the one who's already broken?" He said, and my body
throat out. But all I
closer to my ear, his voice dropping to
there isn't a second. Because if
throat closed up, and I
then suppress your rage. If you can't suppress your rage, then channelize it somewhere better. You have done it before, you can do it again. Because if
and turned around to
chin quivered as I smirked, forcing out a
steps halted, but he didn't
I don't know how fucked up I am?" I said, staring at his back. "I am a mess, Asher! I am a fucking loser! People hate me! I know! And it's
voice reverberated through
precious to me! You
licking my dry lips as I swallowed hard. But my stomach kept getting heavier, as
agony. And I know
glanced at me over his
But you - who the hell are you!? I have spent twenty-nine years with you, but you still remain
in my
or later, Xanthea will get pregnant. What will you do then? You can protect her from me, from Nyssa, from Viella and this whole fucking world, but how
hurting nerve, although there was nothing soothing about
at my words, but he remained silent and then
tone, as if
me, damn
gradually walked into the invisibility of thin air,
"Don't run away, you coward! Turn around and face
held my head, struggling to draw in breaths, but a strange numbness took over
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