Chapter-90. Falling in fears(18+)

[Xanthea]

"I'm sorry," Ezra said, caressing my fingers as he applied an ointment that lowered the redness in my fingers around the ring almost instantly. "You are hurt because of me." '... Good luck protecting her. I hope you're not too late this time.'

Ever since Raven said those words, Ezra had been lost somewhere. He appeared calm and composed on the outside, but I could sense the restlessness gnawing at him from within. He was talking to me, but he was thinking about someone else. Perhaps it was someone he couldn't protect.

I could see it in his eyes.

The pain.

The emptiness.

It reminded me of-

'We'll make it...'

'I was too late. My only regret is I was too late to realize how desperately, madly, I needed this power, this strength.'

Ezra's words echoed in my head. I had always been curious about his past, but now that curiosity was more than ever. Yet a part of me resisted, terrified of the truth.

What if I failed to bear the weight of what I might uncover?

What if I hurt him more?

What if I lose all the warmth and the fragile connection that had built between us?

What if things go back to how they were in the beginning, or... get even worse?

We were in Ezra's condo in the Glass palace, sitting on the couch in the living area. The walls, ceiling, and even the furniture were composed of glass, seamlessly blended with soft, glowing lights that created a futuristic ambience. And I feared that, much like this house of glass, my one wrong question would shatter everything.

When I saw Raven kiss Nyssa in the parking lot while his eyes were on me, I realized something. A man can be with a woman and not be with her at the same time.

I didn't know Ezra's story, his past or his pain, so I had no right to come to conclusions, but I couldn't stop thinking.

I looked at Ezra, who was still tending to my hand.

Who do you see when you look at me, Ezra?

Do you see me? Or are your eyes searching for someone else in me? Perhaps someone you lost?

My throat closed up as I blinked back the tears that threatened to show.

My own thoughts twisted my heart in ways it hurt like never before.

a deep breath, taking my hand back

I'm better

me, and then quickly lowered

into this mess. It had

I'm sorry..." I whispered, lowering my gaze. "For not

presence had them on edge." Ezra said, lifting my chin to meet his gaze. He tucked my hair behind my ear and planted a gentle kiss on

There's nothing I wouldn't do to protect you. What I fear is... if it will be enough in

Future comes with uncertainties, serendipities and

mother's diary as it flashed

them to myself a million times, and a million

as though he were apologizing

but it's not as

council. There was a moment..." he said, taking a deep

it," I said, stroking the ring

did you say yes?"

I shrugged.

just say I wanted some power. You offered it. I took

looked at me, taken

catch every twist

frowned at him. "Why?

then looked into my eyes

not a

his knees before an Omega in the presence of a council filled with elders, ranks

had a soft smile on his face as he

knew it was something

took a quick gulp and

be played with, humiliated or even punished, but instead... you honored me... you empowered me." My voice cracked. "I am not afraid, Alpha. I'm grateful. And after everything you've done for

out a soft,

that was your way of

can I ever repay you?" I said in

the unspoken thoughts, unanswered questions, and unprocessed emotions grew

translucent piece of fabric on your face, you created a boundary that even demon

watching the dark clouds shift and change shapes in the night

remember it wasn't me who set these boundaries,

drop these boundaries? Just for tonight." He leaned in, his deep voice resonating

I hesitated, my heart pounding with a mix of dread and desire. But before he could go

was awkward and tense. We drove here in silence as well, which was broken only by

stay in the present with one another, but with everything that happened today, our minds

into Raven, and before I knew it, they all spiraled

all I felt was a tangled mess of so many emotions, none of which I could decipher properly. There was a constant visceral jitter

grabbed my wrist, closing the distance between us until my

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