Chapter-90. Falling in fears(18+)

[Xanthea]

"I'm sorry," Ezra said, caressing my fingers as he applied an ointment that lowered the redness in my fingers around the ring almost instantly. "You are hurt because of me." '... Good luck protecting her. I hope you're not too late this time.'

Ever since Raven said those words, Ezra had been lost somewhere. He appeared calm and composed on the outside, but I could sense the restlessness gnawing at him from within. He was talking to me, but he was thinking about someone else. Perhaps it was someone he couldn't protect.

I could see it in his eyes.

The pain.

The emptiness.

It reminded me of-

'We'll make it...'

'I was too late. My only regret is I was too late to realize how desperately, madly, I needed this power, this strength.'

Ezra's words echoed in my head. I had always been curious about his past, but now that curiosity was more than ever. Yet a part of me resisted, terrified of the truth.

What if I failed to bear the weight of what I might uncover?

What if I hurt him more?

What if I lose all the warmth and the fragile connection that had built between us?

What if things go back to how they were in the beginning, or... get even worse?

We were in Ezra's condo in the Glass palace, sitting on the couch in the living area. The walls, ceiling, and even the furniture were composed of glass, seamlessly blended with soft, glowing lights that created a futuristic ambience. And I feared that, much like this house of glass, my one wrong question would shatter everything.

When I saw Raven kiss Nyssa in the parking lot while his eyes were on me, I realized something. A man can be with a woman and not be with her at the same time.

I didn't know Ezra's story, his past or his pain, so I had no right to come to conclusions, but I couldn't stop thinking.

I looked at Ezra, who was still tending to my hand.

Who do you see when you look at me, Ezra?

Do you see me? Or are your eyes searching for someone else in me? Perhaps someone you lost?

My throat closed up as I blinked back the tears that threatened to show.

My own thoughts twisted my heart in ways it hurt like never before.

deep breath,

you. I'm better now," I

at me, and then quickly

you into this mess. It had nothing to do with

the wrong choice. I'm sorry..." I whispered, lowering my gaze. "For not being as strong as the other

presence had them on edge."

it's not your strength that I question. It's mine. I'm the problem here. There's nothing I wouldn't do to

to fall today. Future comes with

as it flashed in my mind. Ezra

million times, and a million more ever since I came

were apologizing for everything he did in

married you. I can't say I'm having the best life, but it's not as

there. In the council. There was a moment..." he said, taking a deep breath "... I thought you'd

say I didn't consider it," I said, stroking the ring on

say yes?" his voice faltered by

I shrugged.

Let's just say I wanted some power. You offered it. I took it. Who

at me, taken

of this story? Make sure you're on Ne5s.org to catch every

frowned at him. "Why? You don't believe

then looked

from you, Xanthea, but this is not a political arena. You don't have to give me

in the presence of a council filled with elders, ranks in power, and influential people. If that's not a political

a soft smile on his face

it was something important for you. That's why

took a quick gulp and

played with, humiliated or even punished, but instead... you honored me... you empowered me." My voice cracked. "I am not afraid, Alpha. I'm grateful. And after everything you've done for

a

was your way of

I ever repay you?" I said in

all the unspoken thoughts, unanswered questions, and

piece of fabric on your face, you created a boundary that even demon lords wouldn't dare

watching the dark clouds shift and

it wasn't me who set

you drop these boundaries? Just for tonight." He leaned in, his

hesitated, my heart pounding with a mix of dread and desire. But before he could go any further, I rose from the couch, my breaths cold

awkward and tense. We drove here in silence as

with one another, but with everything that happened today, our minds couldn't

about Asher blurred into Raven, and before I knew it, they all spiraled back to

could decipher properly. There was a constant

too far from him, Ezra grabbed my wrist, closing the

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