Chapter-90. Falling in fears(18+)

[Xanthea]

"I'm sorry," Ezra said, caressing my fingers as he applied an ointment that lowered the redness in my fingers around the ring almost instantly. "You are hurt because of me." '... Good luck protecting her. I hope you're not too late this time.'

Ever since Raven said those words, Ezra had been lost somewhere. He appeared calm and composed on the outside, but I could sense the restlessness gnawing at him from within. He was talking to me, but he was thinking about someone else. Perhaps it was someone he couldn't protect.

I could see it in his eyes.

The pain.

The emptiness.

It reminded me of-

'We'll make it...'

'I was too late. My only regret is I was too late to realize how desperately, madly, I needed this power, this strength.'

Ezra's words echoed in my head. I had always been curious about his past, but now that curiosity was more than ever. Yet a part of me resisted, terrified of the truth.

What if I failed to bear the weight of what I might uncover?

What if I hurt him more?

What if I lose all the warmth and the fragile connection that had built between us?

What if things go back to how they were in the beginning, or... get even worse?

We were in Ezra's condo in the Glass palace, sitting on the couch in the living area. The walls, ceiling, and even the furniture were composed of glass, seamlessly blended with soft, glowing lights that created a futuristic ambience. And I feared that, much like this house of glass, my one wrong question would shatter everything.

When I saw Raven kiss Nyssa in the parking lot while his eyes were on me, I realized something. A man can be with a woman and not be with her at the same time.

I didn't know Ezra's story, his past or his pain, so I had no right to come to conclusions, but I couldn't stop thinking.

I looked at Ezra, who was still tending to my hand.

Who do you see when you look at me, Ezra?

Do you see me? Or are your eyes searching for someone else in me? Perhaps someone you lost?

My throat closed up as I blinked back the tears that threatened to show.

My own thoughts twisted my heart in ways it hurt like never before.

drew in a deep breath,

I'm better

me, and then quickly

mess. It had nothing

wrong choice. I'm sorry..." I whispered, lowering my gaze. "For not being

had them on edge."

I question. It's mine. I'm the problem here. There's nothing I wouldn't do to protect you. What I fear is... if it will be enough in the

Future comes with uncertainties, serendipities and unexpected turns

diary as it flashed in my mind. Ezra contemplated me and I

a million times, and a million

though he were apologizing for everything he did in

might be, it has treated me well. Better than I could have expected when I married you. I can't say I'm having the best life, but it's not as bad as I thought it would be."

council. There was a moment..." he said, taking

I didn't consider it," I said, stroking the ring on

say yes?" his voice

I shrugged.

wanted some power. You offered it.

at me, taken aback, and

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"Why? You don't believe

and then looked

a lot of danger from you, Xanthea, but this is not a political arena. You don't have to give me diplomatic answers," he

council filled with

He had a soft smile on his face as

"I knew," I murmured. "I knew it was something important for you. That's why I

took a quick

to be played with, humiliated or even punished, but instead... you honored me... you empowered me." My voice cracked. "I am not afraid, Alpha. I'm grateful. And after everything you've done for

let out a soft, almost

was your

ever repay you?" I said in

unspoken thoughts, unanswered

translucent piece of fabric on your face, you created a boundary that even demon lords wouldn't dare cross." Ezra's fingers brushed the edge of my veil as he moved

glass walls, watching the dark clouds shift

wasn't me

leaned in, his deep voice

dread and desire. But

tense. We drove here in silence as

trying to stay in the present with one another, but with everything that

thoughts about Asher blurred into Raven, and before I knew it, they all spiraled

felt was a tangled mess of so many emotions, none of which I could decipher properly. There

walk too far from him, Ezra grabbed my wrist, closing the distance between us until my back was pressed against

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