Chapter-90. Falling in fears(18+)

[Xanthea]

"I'm sorry," Ezra said, caressing my fingers as he applied an ointment that lowered the redness in my fingers around the ring almost instantly. "You are hurt because of me." '... Good luck protecting her. I hope you're not too late this time.'

Ever since Raven said those words, Ezra had been lost somewhere. He appeared calm and composed on the outside, but I could sense the restlessness gnawing at him from within. He was talking to me, but he was thinking about someone else. Perhaps it was someone he couldn't protect.

I could see it in his eyes.

The pain.

The emptiness.

It reminded me of-

'We'll make it...'

'I was too late. My only regret is I was too late to realize how desperately, madly, I needed this power, this strength.'

Ezra's words echoed in my head. I had always been curious about his past, but now that curiosity was more than ever. Yet a part of me resisted, terrified of the truth.

What if I failed to bear the weight of what I might uncover?

What if I hurt him more?

What if I lose all the warmth and the fragile connection that had built between us?

What if things go back to how they were in the beginning, or... get even worse?

We were in Ezra's condo in the Glass palace, sitting on the couch in the living area. The walls, ceiling, and even the furniture were composed of glass, seamlessly blended with soft, glowing lights that created a futuristic ambience. And I feared that, much like this house of glass, my one wrong question would shatter everything.

When I saw Raven kiss Nyssa in the parking lot while his eyes were on me, I realized something. A man can be with a woman and not be with her at the same time.

I didn't know Ezra's story, his past or his pain, so I had no right to come to conclusions, but I couldn't stop thinking.

I looked at Ezra, who was still tending to my hand.

Who do you see when you look at me, Ezra?

Do you see me? Or are your eyes searching for someone else in me? Perhaps someone you lost?

My throat closed up as I blinked back the tears that threatened to show.

My own thoughts twisted my heart in ways it hurt like never before.

deep breath, taking my hand back from

I'm better

glanced at me, and then quickly lowered

have brought you into this mess. It had nothing to do with

choice. I'm sorry..." I whispered, lowering my gaze.

needles. Your very presence had them on edge." Ezra said, lifting my chin to meet his gaze. He tucked my

not your strength that I question. It's mine. I'm the problem here. There's nothing I wouldn't do to

to fall today. Future comes with uncertainties, serendipities and unexpected

reciting lines from my mother's diary as it flashed in my mind. Ezra contemplated me and I let out a

repeated them to myself a million times, and a million more ever since

lowered his head almost as though he were apologizing for everything he did in

this realm might be, it has treated me well. Better than I could have expected when I married you. I can't say I'm having the best life, but it's not as bad as I thought it

moment..." he said, taking a deep breath "... I

say I didn't consider it," I said, stroking

you say yes?"

I shrugged.

just say I wanted some power. You offered

looked at me, taken aback, and then

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him. "Why? You don't

then looked into my

is not a political arena. You don't

before an Omega in the presence of a council filled with elders, ranks in power, and influential people. If that's not a political setting, I

soft smile on his face as he peered into

"I knew," I murmured. "I knew it was something important

took a quick gulp and

you empowered me." My voice cracked. "I am not afraid, Alpha. I'm grateful. And after everything you've done for me, I

let out a

was your way of

ever repay you?" I said

unspoken

piece of fabric on your

the dark clouds

me who set

tonight." He leaned in, his deep voice resonating

mix of dread and desire. But before

was awkward and tense. We drove here in silence as well, which was

the present with one another, but with everything

Raven, and before I knew it, they

of so many emotions, none of which I could decipher properly. There was a constant visceral jitter inside me, mixing with anxiety

closing the distance between us

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