Chapter 7: Hesitation

~~~When you love someone, you'll do anything. You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain. You'll shoot the moon, put out the sun. When you love someone, you'll deny the truth. Believe a lie. There'll be times that you believe that you really fly. But your lonely nights have just begun, when you love someone~~~ -Bryan Adams-

"Then fuck the possible consequences because I'll never let you ruin my relationship! I'll mary my girlfriend no matter what happens!" He stepped forward again and occupied the little space left between us. "I know what you want. You want to trap me and wrap me in your fingers, but I'm sorry, I will never let that happen. So I'm warning you, Samantha, never drag my name into your mess or else...."

A few seconds have passed and I have waited for his next words, but he has already stopped there. I just noticed his balled fist before it hit the wooden door behind me.

"Get out."

I started to panic again.

"L-Luke, please, let me explain it further," I beg, trying to reach his arm, but he just swatted my hands.

"I don't want to hear anything from you, so you'd better go now and leave before I decide to call your parents."

"No!" I exclaimed loudly. "No, please don't tell them even with Dale. I-I promise to stop chasing you, stop bothering you, but please don't tell them?"

"Get out!"

"Luke---"

"Don't you hear me?"

"B-But---"

"I said fucking get out, Samantha!"

"Y-Yeah, I'm going." I nodded, lowering my head.

Taking a deep breath, I picked up the bag I had dropped when he called me. And after composing myself, I opened the door and left that room without even trying to look behind.

I ran across the employees who are cleaning the floor while struggling to suppress the loud sobs that wanted to escape my throat. I can still hear his words and it feels like a million knives that stab my heart slowly and deeply.

I admit it was a huge mistake. I trusted my plan to a stranger and didn't realize that what I trusted was my future. Because I didn't know that when I came out of that small room, my life would begin to change and also my future.

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"Where have you been, Samantha?"

That's the first question my brother asked me the moment I entered the living room. I think he had just come out of his room on the second floor as I watched him taking the last steps of the stairs.

"Don't you know that I nearly lost my mind trying to call you? I haven't got asleep since last night because I'm waiting for you!"

I just took a deep breath but decided to ignore his question.

"You haven't even tried to send a message just to let us of where you are."

second floor as if I am expecting one of them to come out and go

they haven't arrived yet, but don't worry, I promise to tell them your stubbornness and

bit my lip and once again, chose to stay quiet as

Stubbornness and crazy things.

can hide the truth or when can I hide it

from your friend's house and then I found

sigh of relief, but he immediately covered

where were you last

"Uhm..."

did you

running towards the stairs but he immediately grabbed my

can't tell me---what the heck is

go of my hand, Dale, I'm

You're tired? How come a spoiled brat and stubborn little girl

my head and I couldn't do anything. I couldn't tell him to shut up because deep inside, I know it's all true. And every time I imagine how Luke's angry eyes stare

did you do last night?" He asked me again, but it's more serious this

swallowing the lump inside my throat. "...I'm sorry if I lied if I didn't send you a message last night and for making you worry. And I'm

are you talking

always make you embarrassed in front of your friends and playmates and I always make you mad. I'm sorry because it's me, a sister and not a brother that you wished from mom 17 years ago. And I'm sorry for not being a perfect sister." I tried to blink the tears that formed around my eyes, but I failed. So I had to

"Wait! Samantha!"

I

a few hours or maybe minutes from now, there's someone who would call and would tell you everything and I'm sorry. I

next word. I immediately run upstairs and to my room, ignoring

the bed and let those tears flow freely

And if I did, would they believe me or like Luke, they will

----

the botanical garden of

"Sam."

the two students of my same age laughing

"Sam?"

and sipping their favorite juice drink. So common and simple,

"Samantha!"

I was pulled back from my thoughts when she flipped her fingers

of answering me, she

and you suddenly came

those two lovebirds. They seemed so happy." I pointed to the couple

at the two before leaning back against her

"Are you okay?"

but

I am. What kind of question

to answer with a simple yes or no. So answer

answered your question, Jack, and I've already said yes," I

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