One More Chance by Jaycelle Rodriguez

Chapter 8: The Symptoms

~~I'd like to give you all that I have, to have you stay with me but you, you don't see me. You don't see me that way, you don't see the way I look at you when you're not looking at me. I wish that I could tell you every single thought I ever had about you and me, but you don't see me that way~~~

-SafetySuit-

But the moment I took the first step, dizziness surged in me and I almost lost my balance if Jack hadn't grabbed my hand.

"Hey, are you okay?" she asked in a worried voice. She also helped me to take a seat. "What's going on with you, Sam?"

"I don't know, I've been like this lately. I have always been dizzy." I sighed closing my eyes as I felt my surrounding's spinning around me.

"But why? Do you miss your meals lately?"

room.

"No. Honestly, I've always been hungry lately and you know what? I think lasagna and meatballs are my favorite food every day." I chuckled slightly as I remembered last night sneaking into the kitchen to get those leftovers meatballs and lasagna and brought them to my "You're craving for lasagna and meatballs?"

"Hmm... and gosh, I hate the smell of Dale's cologne lately. I'm not sure if he changed the one I bought for him, but I swear, I feel like I want to use the bathroom every time I smell it."

I was still busy thinking about some unusual things that have been happening to me lately when I felt her sit next to me.

"Why did you suddenly become quiet---"

"When was your last period?"

I frowned as she interrupted me just to ask such a stupid question, but of course, Jackeline is Jackeline so I'm sure she wouldn't stop unless she got the answer.

"Uhmm... actually, I was supposed to have my period two weeks ago but I don't know why it missed."

I opened my eyes only to be confused with her facial expression. She seemed so shocked so I tried to make a joke.

"Haist. I really admired her for visiting me monthly but I'm confused as to why she forgot to visit me this month."

But I guess I wasn't a good joker as I was just the one who laughed at my own joke.

"Shit!"

She cursed loudly and looked at me with wide eyes.

"Why? What's going on---"

"You were supposed to have your monthly period two weeks ago, right?"

"Yes---"

month after the bar

I frowned.

loud curse. I stared at her for a moment, my expression shows that I understand what she means. Holding my breath, my hand unconsciously lifted over

have to see a doctor so that we can confirm whether what we have in mind is true or---" "No, Jack, we can't! I mean, I can't go to a doctor. I'm sure Mom and Dad would notice and Dale! He would know it easily, I know him. He'll be mad at

creep in me that we had

the truth, not to mention this pregnancy... if it's true that I'm pregnant. I haven't told them about it and even though Dale

In fact, I don't even know if he would believe me as he started ignoring me after that night. Well, I'm kinda used to it but this time is a bit different because I felt guilty every time he looked at me. He didn't tell anyone what happened that night, not even with Dale and that only

what you're

and then turned to her with tears forming around my

am I going

to start

they'll be mad

mean, I'm sure they

I bit my lip.

you and scream your stupidity in front of you, take

my heart could scream at the moment, it would

didn't I? What did I tell you? There's a chance that you'll get pregnant if you

I said lowering my

harm to me. But I guess you should save your sorry for your family, especially for your parents. They trusted you and expected you to do good, but you chose to be that way." "Ouch, Jack, ouch.

even if I started it now, we wouldn't be finished until next week, so no. I'll just let

"Jack...?"

bulging and I'm sure you wouldn't answer them with your sarcastic lines, 'oh, I just swallowed a ball, don't mind me' or 'I tried

to slap her mouth,

Samantha. I know you're afraid, but you've done it already and you have to tell

if they won't believe

they're your family and they will support

half-hearted smile. I hate the truth that she's right.

come with you to see a doctor. I'll ask

"But Jack?"

about it.

"Are you sure?"

We can

front of their school. I told him we need to talk as I have something important to tell him. Jack and I went to the clinic, recommended yesterday by her. And the result no longer surprised me, 'cause I knew it. I

please?" I kindly asked the waitress who had just passed my table and

meaning I've been waiting for him for an hour since I got here at 3:45

"Here's your juice, ma'am."

when she put

is waiting