One More Chance by Jaycelle Rodriguez

Chapter 8: The Symptoms

~~I'd like to give you all that I have, to have you stay with me but you, you don't see me. You don't see me that way, you don't see the way I look at you when you're not looking at me. I wish that I could tell you every single thought I ever had about you and me, but you don't see me that way~~~

-SafetySuit-

But the moment I took the first step, dizziness surged in me and I almost lost my balance if Jack hadn't grabbed my hand.

"Hey, are you okay?" she asked in a worried voice. She also helped me to take a seat. "What's going on with you, Sam?"

"I don't know, I've been like this lately. I have always been dizzy." I sighed closing my eyes as I felt my surrounding's spinning around me.

"But why? Do you miss your meals lately?"

room.

"No. Honestly, I've always been hungry lately and you know what? I think lasagna and meatballs are my favorite food every day." I chuckled slightly as I remembered last night sneaking into the kitchen to get those leftovers meatballs and lasagna and brought them to my "You're craving for lasagna and meatballs?"

"Hmm... and gosh, I hate the smell of Dale's cologne lately. I'm not sure if he changed the one I bought for him, but I swear, I feel like I want to use the bathroom every time I smell it."

I was still busy thinking about some unusual things that have been happening to me lately when I felt her sit next to me.

"Why did you suddenly become quiet---"

"When was your last period?"

I frowned as she interrupted me just to ask such a stupid question, but of course, Jackeline is Jackeline so I'm sure she wouldn't stop unless she got the answer.

"Uhmm... actually, I was supposed to have my period two weeks ago but I don't know why it missed."

I opened my eyes only to be confused with her facial expression. She seemed so shocked so I tried to make a joke.

"Haist. I really admired her for visiting me monthly but I'm confused as to why she forgot to visit me this month."

But I guess I wasn't a good joker as I was just the one who laughed at my own joke.

"Shit!"

She cursed loudly and looked at me with wide eyes.

"Why? What's going on---"

"You were supposed to have your monthly period two weeks ago, right?"

"Yes---"

was exactly one month after the bar incident. After

I frowned.

by my loud curse. I stared at her for a moment, my expression shows that I understand what she means. Holding my breath, my hand unconsciously lifted

month and you have to see a doctor so that we can confirm whether what we have in mind is true or---" "No, Jack, we can't! I mean, I can't go to a doctor. I'm sure Mom and Dad would notice and Dale! He would know it

creep in me that we had forgotten about

pregnancy... if it's true that I'm pregnant. I haven't told them about it and even though Dale had not spoken to me for a week, I still kept my

me as he started ignoring me after that night. Well, I'm kinda used to it but this time is a bit different because I felt guilty every time he looked at me. He didn't tell anyone what happened that night, not even with Dale and that only added to the guilt

what

to her with tears

I going to do,

start

be mad

I'm sure they will, but

I bit my lip.

choice. So when they get mad at you and scream your stupidity in front of you, take it. Take them all because it

could scream at the moment, it would definitely

before, didn't I? What did I tell you? There's a chance that you'll get pregnant if you continue your plan, but you didn't listen, instead, you continued being stupid and spoiled

said lowering my

I guess you should save your sorry for your family, especially for your parents. They trusted you and expected you to do good, but you chose to be that way." "Ouch, Jack, ouch. Are there any hurtful

started it now, we wouldn't be finished until next week, so no. I'll just let your parents decide what to do

"Jack...?"

can't hide your tummy from bulging and I'm sure you wouldn't answer them with your sarcastic lines, 'oh, I just swallowed a ball, don't mind me' or 'I tried

her

you've

they won't believe

will support you. You just have to

half-hearted smile. I hate the truth that

doctor. I'll ask

"But Jack?"

about it. She

"Are you sure?"

can

tell him. Jack and I went to

juice, please?" I kindly asked the waitress who had just passed my table and she nodded at

my wristwatch and it's already 4:45 pm., meaning I've been waiting for him

"Here's your juice, ma'am."

at her when she put the

is waiting for