One More Chance by Jaycelle Rodriguez

Chapter 119: Parting time

~~~I remember the days when you're here with me. Those laughters and tears we shared for years. Mem'ries that we had for so long, it's me and you. Now you're gone away, you left me all alone. Go on, do what you want, but please don't leave me you'll break my heart.

Hey, what should I do, babe I'm missing you? Please don't disappear these are the words that you should hear~~~

-Rockstar-

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I don't know how long I have been crying silently on the terrace until I felt a soft pair of arm embraced me from behind and I don't have to ask who it was. I know it's Jack.

She didn't speak, nor uttered a single word. She just tightened her hug as I started to cry again.

"Haist... when do you plan to stop crying?" She asked after a few minutes hugging me from behind. "My hands are getting numb, you know."

I couldn't help but chuckled as I wiped my tears.

"Finally!" She exclaimed, getting the other chair and sat down across my seat.

I looked at her, trying to smile but it turned out into sobs.

"Sam..." She took my hand that was resting on top of the table.

"Aren't you going to ask me what happened?" I asked her sniffing, but to my surprise, she shook her head.

"Nope, I don't have to because, judging from the amount of tears you shed and just by looking how miserable you are right now, I guess I already knew what happened."

I wiped my cheeks, pouting and fell into silence.

"So, what are your plans now?"

"I don't know." I shrugged. "Honestly, I'm confused and scared at the same time."

"You're confused---well, I kinda get it, but scared? What are you scared of?"

"Have you ever loved two people at the same time? Have you ever had to choose which of them you love more and leave the other? What if you make a wrong choice and in the end, you'll realize that the one you truly love is the one you didn't choose? Will you go back to the one you left or be forced to be happy with the person you chose?"

blinking her eyes. "I'm not sure what to say but---my answer to your first question is no. I haven't fallen in love yet,

serious! I'm having a

at me but then chuckled after a

first, what are you really afraid of, that you'll make a wrong choice? Decision?

know how long

feel right now? Guilty. You're being guilty of the situation and not confused, especially that you had to let go of David because of the feelings you still have for Luke." "Yeah, I guess you're right. I'm guilty

Luke and it's a

really moved on and I feel like I just used David to forget him. And you're right when you

what stopping you

shrugged. "Maybe I'm not

happened to be in that situation, I think I won't choose either one of

as I got

either one of them because this time,

deeper as I lost for words. It seemed that

it's me first who I'll give a chance and priority and not him, not them, not other people but for myself.

head, biting my

huffed, rolling

choose David, you're not going to be fair and true to yourself because you know that your heart truly desires is Luke, but if you choose Luke, you will continue being guilty because you let go of the man who treated you like a queen and loved you more than himself. Plus, if you choose Luke, you can't be sure if the past won't bother you any more, especially that you haven't moved on and haven't forgiven him for what he did and not to mention, you can't even sure if the love

me as she waited for my reaction, but I

you're confused about your feelings and not sure of your decision, why don't you give yourself time? Time

velvet

choose... time to be

for a

to

been

a

think of yourself and not other people. It's also been a long time since you smiled carefreely

'men' in

the word men that made me smile and think

a point. Well, she always has, it's just that I'm always being stubborn. Why don't I give myself this time a chance, a chance to decide and move on? Maybe there's nothing wrong

She asked, raising

returned

what do