Reclaiming My Broken Luna by Selene Souchon

Chapter 273: Silent Wish

Killian's POV

The chandeliers above casted a warm golden glow over the dining hall, but it did nothing to thaw the ice in my chest.

The room was filled with laughter, clinking glasses, and the hum of easy conversation, but all I could hear was Astrid's soft voice. And him.

Drystan

Sitting there next to her, smiling like he belonged.

I gripped my wine glass tightly as I watched him. They sat close, whispering softly to each other between bites, completely at ease.

The way Drystan leaned towards her, his eyes lighting up everytime she spoke it made my jaw tightened.

"Alpha Killian," Damien's voice broke through my thoughts. The Crimsonbane Pack's Alpha raised his glass in a toast, "To new alliances and old friendships. It's good to have everyone gathered here tonight."

I noticed how Damien's eyes flicked between me and Drystan as if he sensed the shift in the air.

I averted my gaze, my jaw clenched as I forced myself to smile and raised my glass as well. "To alliances," I echoed, but the words tasted bitter. I downed the wine quickly, hoping it would drown the burning jealousy twisting inside me.

My eyes drifted back to Astrid and Drystan. The way she looked at him, her expression soft, trusting - it made something snap inside me.

Drystan had always been close to Astrid because of the relationship he used to have with her as Astrid's teacher. He used to be just Astrid's mentor, someone who used to stand on the sidelines.

she turned to, the one she trusted. He is the one who

both wanted to tear Drystan away from her, to take back what was ours.

I couldn't shake the gnawing fear that maybe I

every time her gaze lingered on him a second too log,

growing by the second and I

one that she is close to. I wish I could even sit beside her right one and be the one who could make her laugh. But as I watched them, something darker crept in a fear that twisted tight around my heart. What if she had already moved on completely from

of panic through me. What if there was no going

I never slept with Giselle at all, even if Astrid managed to forgive me for the things that happened in the past. Would she still accept me back if Drystan had already won her heart? It's been three long years of them

I have lost her completely to

arm, delicate and light, but her touch felt distant,

she had to sit right beside me. I wish Astrid is the person sitting right beside me instead. "Excuse me,"

room quieted, all eyes turning to me, but I only had one person in my

as if he didn't notice - or didn't care

I announced, trying to keep my voice steady. "It's good to have my uncle back... after all

banned from the Pack. He was unwelcomed to enter because

and it made me question if Astrid had always

they've been having an affair. Drystan is my uncle and Astrid was my wife and Luna. Such a serious crime,

cut off from our

in strengthening our military defenses for possible rogue attacks, I had to

met my

through my head. "It's good to be back, Kittian," he replied

inside me, wanting to rip him away from her, but