Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 137

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The next few days pass in exactly the same way.

It's all a haze.

I wake up, go to school, come home and pretend like everything is fine. Even if it's not. February always does this to me. Just the reminder of that day sends me into a mental

and physical spiral.

The weight of it settles deep inside, pressing down on me.

It's been two years. Two years since the accident. Two years since I lost my dad and my brother. And still, no matter how much time passes, no matter how much love I have surrounding me, February drags me down into a place I don't know how to escape from.

Zaid tries to shake me from my mood, but not even his comfort is enough to chase my demons away. Aiden knows something is up, but he never really questions me, even when

we talk.

Jake has been avoiding me completely.

I avoid intimacy, flinching at the thought of letting myself feel too much. But every night,

like clockwork, when the loneliness becomes unbearable, I find myself in Zaid's bed.

He never asks questions. He just holds me.

I make it as far as Tuesday before Jake has had enough

We're all sitting at the dinner table, the quiet sound of forks clinking against plates filling the air. I barely pick at my food, my appetite nonexistent.

Then Jake sets his fork down. The sound is deafening.

"I need to know what's going on," he says, his voice steady.

I tense when I lift my gaze to his. He's not angry, just hurt, and he's looking right at me.

"You've been distant. You get home from school and barely say a word to us. You haven't

been sleeping with me. Is something wrong? Did- Did I do something?"

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neither

I stare at my plate, my

feel Zaid's eyes on me. When I glance at him, his gaze is gentle but urging,

brows furrowing as he glances

on?"

I inhale.

look at Zaid. "What do you know that

barely above a whisper when I finally

can feel their eyes burning

in his chair, running a hand through

when you were talking about Valentine's

trails off, his expression

walks around the table, wrapping his arms around me from behind. His chin rests on my shoulder, and he squeezes me tight. "You should've told us. We would have understood your

I didn't want it to ruin anything. I don't know if I want to do anything on

his head. "You're not ruining anything. We just-" He sighs, rubbing a hand over his jaw. "We want

But how can they

topic. I'm thankful

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we move to the living room, pulling out board games

I get competitive.

So do they.

coffee table when we all suspect Aiden of cheating. He just laughs. "What? Because

a margin,” Jake shakes his head, wrapping an arm

his chest and laugh. "Aiden, come

barks a laugh, taking out a

on the table. "I knew you

We listen as Zaid and Aiden recount stories from when they were younger, about how many times Zaid caught Aiden

draws circles on my waist. His breath fans my

letting myself focus on his warmth.

him

whatever distraction he can offer. I'm done with

I nod.