Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 138

Feel Wanted

I push the door to Jake's room open, expecting to find him waiting. Standing by the door, or even by his bed.

But the room is empty. Frowning, I step inside and look around, wondering where he's gone. I hear the sound of running water and make my way toward the master bathroom.

My feet are soft against the floor and anticipation lights my body at the thought of showering with Jake.

Of touching him.

of finally not letting my mind run like crazy.

As I step inside the bathroom, I see Jake standing beside the tub, filling it with water. My stomach coils. He's shirtless, wearing only a pair of sweatpants that fit him so perfectly.

He runs his hand beneath the water, checking the temperature.

He doesn't see me yet, so I take advantage, leaning against the doorframe to watch for a moment. My heart flutters at the sight of him.

He makes me feel like this is home. It's so domestic, like the sight of him making

me

breakfast.

The way he moves, the muscles in his back shifting as he works, makes me way too aware of the fact that I haven't had sex in days.

He must hear my soft breathing because he turns, offering me a smile that makes my insides tighten with heat and want.

"I thought I'd help you relax," he says, his voice low.

I nod, swallowing because this is doing everything except making me relax. "After everything that's happened. You've had a lot to deal with these past days." His words are reminders, and I have to breathe slowly, reminding myself that it's okay. That I want to live in the moment and not the past that haunts me day in and day out.

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"I'll only relax

twinkling with amusement. He wraps an arm

me close. "I was just waiting for you

and the tension in my

eyes take in my skin and I light up with hunger. He helps me out of my bra and my bottoms, and only when I'm standing

out broken, his erection hard and ready

the tub. Right, this is about relaxing,

climb in, settling into the warm water, feeling the heat immediately

that I straddle his lap as I sit. I moan

"I'm trying to keep

is heavy and I nod,

tub envelops us, and I close my eyes for a moment, just letting the warmth wash over me, my body

and down my spine, making me moan

his voice a whisper. "You should feel like you can open up to any

the edge of his nipple. I know he's right. I know

make me feel safe. But there's something about Zaid that makes me feel more understood, more connected to him in a way I

but Zaid understands me more. Especially when

up, staring instead at the way his

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to my legs, fingers grazing the skin just above my knee. His touch is gentle at first, then more persistent, sending a tingle

brushing my ear, his voice deep and slow. "You deserve to feel

You deserve

pressing against mine with a hunger I didn't expect. His hands move, sliding along my sides, and the world around us seems to

inside me coiling. I

I am so

to just let