Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 138

Feel Wanted

I push the door to Jake's room open, expecting to find him waiting. Standing by the door, or even by his bed.

But the room is empty. Frowning, I step inside and look around, wondering where he's gone. I hear the sound of running water and make my way toward the master bathroom.

My feet are soft against the floor and anticipation lights my body at the thought of showering with Jake.

Of touching him.

of finally not letting my mind run like crazy.

As I step inside the bathroom, I see Jake standing beside the tub, filling it with water. My stomach coils. He's shirtless, wearing only a pair of sweatpants that fit him so perfectly.

He runs his hand beneath the water, checking the temperature.

He doesn't see me yet, so I take advantage, leaning against the doorframe to watch for a moment. My heart flutters at the sight of him.

He makes me feel like this is home. It's so domestic, like the sight of him making

me

breakfast.

The way he moves, the muscles in his back shifting as he works, makes me way too aware of the fact that I haven't had sex in days.

He must hear my soft breathing because he turns, offering me a smile that makes my insides tighten with heat and want.

"I thought I'd help you relax," he says, his voice low.

I nod, swallowing because this is doing everything except making me relax. "After everything that's happened. You've had a lot to deal with these past days." His words are reminders, and I have to breathe slowly, reminding myself that it's okay. That I want to live in the moment and not the past that haunts me day in and day out.

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smile, stepping closer to him. "I'll only relax if

twinkling with amusement.

was just

lips, and the tension

hem of my shirt and pulls it over my head. His eyes take in my skin and I light up with hunger. He helps me out of my bra and my bottoms, and only when I'm

breath comes out broken, his erection hard

to the tub. Right, this

water, feeling the heat immediately soothe

my waist to lift me so that I straddle his lap as I sit. I moan when

flare, and he watches me. "I'm trying to keep my hands to

and I nod, wanting to respect his

down and he studies me, his legs stretched out beneath the water. The steam from the tub envelops us, and I close my eyes for a moment, just letting the warmth wash over me, my body sinking into the comfort of

fingers run up and down my spine, making

whisper. "You should feel like

his nipple. I know

safe. But there's something about Zaid that makes me

know, but Zaid understands me more. Especially when it comes to the

up, staring instead

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doesn't push me further. Instead, I feel his hands lower to my legs, fingers grazing the skin just above my knee. His touch is gentle at first,

lips brushing my ear, his

deserve to

the world around us seems to fade away. There's no past, no future, just the warmth of the water, the heat of his

turns heavy, the need inside me coiling. I

I am so

just let him fuck