Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 252

Chapter 252

And then there was you. You with your eyes so full of sadness it felt like looking into a mirror. You scared the shit out of me, Alina.

Because I knew that it would never be fucking with you.

It would always be making love to you.

If I let myself have even a taste, I would never be able to walk away. If you only wanted me for a little while, for a way to escape whatever haunted you, it would have destroyed me.

That's why I waited, why I needed you to say it first. Because I couldn't survive giving another piece of myself to someone who didn't want to keep it, who didn't deserve it, who I didn't want to give it to.

I haven't been with anyone, not like I've been with you, since the hospital. I didn't think I ever would be again.

But everything in my head, all the control I have over my heart and my actions, falls apart in the face of you.

You're it for me. I don't want anyone else. I don't even want to think about another life, another body, another soul against mine that isn't yours.

You made me feel wanted, not because I was broken, but

of my life

More than you'll ever

00

Zaid

set down the letter and give myself a second to breathe through it.

of coffee on the table and looks

"Everything okay?"

ask me that every time I

"They always

been struggling with some

voice before I speak. "I don't know if I

I look at her incredulously.

she sees my face. "You can't be

"I am."

relationships wouldn't last very long. Maybe right now, he's the anchor, the deserving one, but that might change

her, nodding along, though I don't truly grasp the meaning