Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

Chapter 251

Chapter 251

TW: More details about SA. Please skip this chapter if that topic triggers you.

My love,

I don't know if it's because I've written you 19 letters already and the 20th one has me feeling vulnerable, but there's something I've been wanting to tell you.

Something I need to tell you about me, about my past, about my struggles.

I know this is something I should have talked to you a long time ago, but every time I tried, the words got stuck in my throat. I still have trouble talking about it,

even now.

they are words on paper. I can write them down and let them go. Because I won't have to watch your face fall apart, or watch

talk about it,

answers.

me, even the broken ones I'd rather keep hidden. Maybe it will make you understand

wasn't because I didn't want you. It wasn't because I didn't feel like it needed to happen between us. You have no idea how hard it was for me

you loved me before I gave you the last parts of myself

down her name.

Since the hospital.

was a nurse, someone I trusted. She was the one in charge of my care for multiple shifts. I was stuck in that bed, burned and bandaged, drugged to the point where I couldn't

fight back. I'm kind of surprised

1. it.