Chapter 251

Chapter 251

TW: More details about SA. Please skip this chapter if that topic triggers you.

My love,

I don't know if it's because I've written you 19 letters already and the 20th one has me feeling vulnerable, but there's something I've been wanting to tell you.

Something I need to tell you about me, about my past, about my struggles.

I know this is something I should have talked to you a long time ago, but every time I tried, the words got stuck in my throat. I still have trouble talking about it,

even now.

think I'm only able to tell you this now because they are words on paper. I can write them down and let them go. Because I won't have to watch your

me to talk about it, that you never pushed

answers.

deserve to know. You deserve every piece of me, even the broken ones I'd rather keep hidden. Maybe it will make you understand me more, or let you in on why I have made you feel less than on

you and I couldn't, it wasn't because I didn't want you. It wasn't because I didn't feel like it needed to happen between us. You have no idea how hard it was for me to not make love to you right from

I had to know you loved me before I gave you the last parts of myself I hadn't let

down her name.

Since the hospital.

of my care for multiple shifts. I was stuck in that bed, burned and bandaged, drugged to

back. I'm kind of surprised I remember

1. it.

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