Chapter 256

Chapter 256

Alina, my love,

I can't believe you're already more than halfway through your trip. In counting

down the days until I get to see you again. Not that

I'm desperate or anything.

I'm fucking desperate. I already know I am.

Wanna make a bet? I'll count how many times I had to jerk myself off while you were gone, and you can guess.

Hint: It'll be a lot more than 365.

You remember that dance we had at the wedding, right? Our first kiss? Before you say anything... No, I am not counting that drunken, angry, messy one I stole at Parker's party. That one doesn't count. Actually, I'm officially declaring it erased from the record.

I'm sorry for that, by the way. I was in a terrible place back then. You were driving me insane, love. I'm not kidding, I had to take cold showers three or four times a day just to get you out of my head. And even that barely worked.

You were so beautiful that day at the wedding. Maybe beautiful isn't enough to cover it. You were sexy, like haunting my fucking mind sexy.

One look at you and I swear something inside me snapped. I completely lost it.

My control was already hanging by a thread, but then we kissed. I thought I was going to die. I swear.

I had to spend the entire time in that terrible boarding school trying to forget about you. I made no friends because I was raging the whole time. Everyone probably called me the boner boy, since the simple thought of you made me hard.

my dad plotted to send me off to that damn boarding school. Maybe they saw it happening, too. Me, falling for

beat up that piece

probably just like, "Yep. Kid's doomed. Ship him off." And Aiden probably didn't fight it. He knew before I

everyone knew. I knew. You were it for me,

were the only one who didn't

such an ass to

for all the ways I screwed it up? Maybe we can just, I

else

to you, all of it. Every single second you

loved you. I'll spend my whole life making

you if you let

can't wait to see

more than that, I'm proud of you, love. Proud that you're chasing your dreams, proud that you're doing things

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to me soon,

Always yours, Zaid

worn edges with my fingers. Fuck, I loved these letters, I breathe for them. Some of them are so creased from me re-

detail. Those are extra creased from how much I reread them. That

a little too much. When wetness pools between my legs and I can't

definitely doing that tonight.

masturbation count. I snort

feeling a soft warmth bloom in

them, I don't have the

how we became friends, and then lovers. Not the messy beginning, not the drunken kiss, not pulling and the pushing. Not the pain and the

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