Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

189. Rueben - Hidden desires II

The Diseased Cunt always had this look of innocence and she dressed modestly, like a freaking nun and I got hard for her a few times. So what? It doesn't mean shit. "I saw how you and Ansel looked at her each time she came to visit Camila," remind him. I rub my forehead. "This is so messed up."

"The fact that you wanted to get into her pants or that she was Camila's hot friend."

"She was not hot, she was practically a nun,” I huff. “Until she wasn't. And why the fuck are we even having this discussion?"

"Making macaroni and cheese reminds me of... those times. I was the one in charge of snacks while you and Ansel played Call of Duty with the bitch and Camila,” Tyson replies.

I finish the grilled cheese sandwiches and put them on a plate. “You know what I remember? That video of the Diseased Cunt in which she was sucking some guys. Or how she killed my sister. Or how my parents ended their lives." "You think I don't know that?" Tyson asks. "But what do you want me to do?"

"Get her out of your fucking system!" I sneer at him.

"You better apply that advice for yourself."

I narrow my eyes. "What do you mean by that?"

"You are still obsessed with her."

I laugh. “I fucking hate her with all I have and you think I am obsessed with her?”

"Yeah? Then why haven't you killed her already?"

I look at him like he is stupid. "Because you all convinced me to keep her around until we take out her father."

Tyson shakes his head. “Stop lying to yourself. That's not it and you know it.”

I cross my arms across my chest. "Then illuminate me."

Tyson grins. "I know about the panties." I keep my facial expression neutral. “And you spiking her drink." My arms drop to my sides. My mouth turns dry. “And about you kissing her without her consent because she was drugged." How the fuck does he know I kissed her?

"I didn't spik her drink. She was drunk. And I was tipsy and then she sat in my lap and it fucking happened."

it happened just like that. You took advantage of her being drunk," Tyson points out. I don't try to deny it because that's what I did. It's her fault for tempting me with her nun dresses. “I should have beat the shit out of you when I found her panties in your drawer. What did you do

he going through

try to come up with some excuse, but in the end, I say, "Yeah. But what does it matter? She

reminder. I still have

So do I.

kitchen just as I finish breakfast. Tyson puts the

if the bitch is better," Tyson

guest must be awake, so I'll

coat and open the backdoor. Diva follows

think of Alma. I could have let her stay, but even thinking of her angers me. No Lord will put up with her bullshit. She needs a man who will

Reyes. Wasn't he on his honeymoon or some shit like that?

wondering if you and your blood-brothers found Carlos already? I am a bit thirsty for blood." And people think I am

other line. "Some shit came up but I am working

If that motherfucker thinks he will get away with

has a history of abusing and killing women. Reyes' woman was lucky she didn't end up like the Diseased Cunt. Shouts come from the

shouts come from Reyes' side of the call before he says, "On your fucking

but when

fuck is going

can outsmart me, so I need to

it. "You're good." Looking at the shed, I say, "About Carlos, I might have a

Well, my blood-brothers found our

from the

"She's already pregnant."

important things to worry about than keeping track of whether Reyes'

call. Diva is heading to the barn, and I whistle. “Come here, precious." Diva quickly comes to me and I pat her head. "Let's

but I don't want Jason to think he is on vacation here. Maybe I should take him to the

off the snakes, Jason says, "You and your blood-brothers made a mistake by

"Yeah? And what's going to happen? Daddy is going to come

at me. "Trust me, you don't want my

does your father. But I'm not here to talk about him but about your sister." "What about