Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

189. Rueben - Hidden desires II

The Diseased Cunt always had this look of innocence and she dressed modestly, like a freaking nun and I got hard for her a few times. So what? It doesn't mean shit. "I saw how you and Ansel looked at her each time she came to visit Camila," remind him. I rub my forehead. "This is so messed up."

"The fact that you wanted to get into her pants or that she was Camila's hot friend."

"She was not hot, she was practically a nun,” I huff. “Until she wasn't. And why the fuck are we even having this discussion?"

"Making macaroni and cheese reminds me of... those times. I was the one in charge of snacks while you and Ansel played Call of Duty with the bitch and Camila,” Tyson replies.

I finish the grilled cheese sandwiches and put them on a plate. “You know what I remember? That video of the Diseased Cunt in which she was sucking some guys. Or how she killed my sister. Or how my parents ended their lives." "You think I don't know that?" Tyson asks. "But what do you want me to do?"

"Get her out of your fucking system!" I sneer at him.

"You better apply that advice for yourself."

I narrow my eyes. "What do you mean by that?"

"You are still obsessed with her."

I laugh. “I fucking hate her with all I have and you think I am obsessed with her?”

"Yeah? Then why haven't you killed her already?"

I look at him like he is stupid. "Because you all convinced me to keep her around until we take out her father."

Tyson shakes his head. “Stop lying to yourself. That's not it and you know it.”

I cross my arms across my chest. "Then illuminate me."

Tyson grins. "I know about the panties." I keep my facial expression neutral. “And you spiking her drink." My arms drop to my sides. My mouth turns dry. “And about you kissing her without her consent because she was drugged." How the fuck does he know I kissed her?

"I didn't spik her drink. She was drunk. And I was tipsy and then she sat in my lap and it fucking happened."

drunk," Tyson points out. I don't try to deny it because that's what I did. It's her fault for tempting me with her nun dresses. “I should have beat

going

excuse, but in the end, I say, "Yeah. But what does it matter? She

don't need a reminder.

So do I.

just as I finish breakfast. Tyson puts the macaroni and cheese

will go and see if the

be awake, so I'll

my coat and open the backdoor.

I think of Alma. I could have let her stay, but even thinking of her angers me. No Lord will put up with her bullshit. She needs a man who will spank that attitude out of her. At least the Diseased Cunt doesn't

it out of my pocket and look at the screen. Reyes. Wasn't he on his honeymoon or some shit like that? I swipe to the right and

Reyes replies. "And cut short all the fun I have with my sweet wife? Nah, I was just wondering if you and your blood-brothers found Carlos already? I am a bit thirsty for blood." And people think I am the crazy

other line. "Some shit came up but I

If that motherfucker thinks he will get away with what he did to

women. Reyes' woman was lucky she didn't end up like

his blood-brothers. Giggles and more shouts come from Reyes' side of the call before he says, "On your fucking knees and open wide." A

says, "Run Nena, but

is going on?" I

she can outsmart me, so I need to

and light it. "You're good." Looking at the shed, I say, "About Carlos,

found

puff from

"She's already pregnant."

more important things to worry about than

heading to the barn, and I whistle. “Come here, precious." Diva quickly comes to me

the terrariums are turned on, and Jason watches the snakes. The shed is warm, as Tyson won't let his pets freeze to death, but I don't want Jason to think he

the snakes, Jason says, "You and your

from the cigar. "Yeah? And what's going to

at me. "Trust me, you don't want my

does your father. But I'm not here to talk about him but about your