Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

218. Olivia - Panic II

Another hand squeezes my right buttcheek. "Time to turn this one the same red color as the other one," Jasper says. If he is the one who is punishing me now, the fingers inside me must be those of Ansel. "Don't forget to count, Little Love," Jasper tells me before spanking me.

His palm is heavier than that of Mose.

My eyes fill with tears. I bite the inside of my cheek.

Another blow. It starts to feel like my ass is catching fire. My back arches before I fall back into the initial position.

Ansel continues to fuck me with his fingers. My body might react to his touch and my pissy is dripping wet but my mind is a thousand miles away. His touch makes me feel dirty. I'm so broken, my body mistakes the punishment with kindness. No wonder I'm being punished.

"Two, Master."

Jasper must be so disappointed with me.

Smack.

I'm disappointed with myself, too. More than that. I fucking hate myself so much. I want to die so badly.

"Three, Master."

I claw the back of the chair and a splinter enters the pad of one of my fingers.

Another smack.

"Four, Master." My voice quivers.

"One more time," Jasper says.

to hurt really bad. For a few seconds, I can't even breathe. The

Master," I somehow manage to

why they call me good when it's clear I'm not. Stupid whore is what Jasper really means. That's what

on the pleasure produced by his touch. I hate how weak I am. I hate how the bond forces my body into

is worse than being punished

pain I feel from the vibrator turns into pure

"One, Master."

me again, harder than Jasper. "I'm

The word feels like ash. Like a lie. I never wanted to bond with

his fingers harder, faster. Is he trying to make me cum again so that they can punish me even more? Why is he so cruel to me? My heart throbs painfully. What is wrong with me that Ansel wants to punish me even more? His palm

"Two, my Bonded."

my whimpers. Nor do I think I can. But Ansel doesn't seem to care that I'm hurting, that my soul feels like it's being

my Bonded," I

Ansel's fingers inside me. He is not only inside me but around me as well. The bond lets me know he enjoys what he's doing to me. What is wrong with

Another spank.

start to tremble. More tears escape

wrong with me, I don't think it

last spank lands on my ass just as I come and I

sorry," I sob. "I didn't mean to come. I swear," I cry out in fear. My body keeps cumming and I don't know how to stop it. "I'm so fucking stupid. I deserve to be punished

"Little Love?"

pussy. The vibrator

me, I cry even harder, tears streaming down my

but I keep my gaze on the floor, not wanting to

need to take her to the bedroom and take care

me," Ansel orders