Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

219. Olivia - Panic III

Rueben is right. So is Jason. I'm so stupid I can't follow one simple order. Don't cum. So simple. "I'm s-sorry," I whimper.

Tyson growls. "I'm not going to ask again. Because if I do, you'll be choking on your teeth."

"Tyson, let us make this right," Jasper says.

"Don't fight me over this because I fucking swear I'll cut all your hands before you can touch her again," Tyson grits his teeth. "Just give her to me!"

Reluctantly, Ansel hands me over to Tyson. I cling to him and bury my face in the crock of his neck, my tears wetting his skin.

"I'm going to take care of you," Tyson says as he walks out of the kitchen and takes me to his office and locks the door behind us. He sits on a sofa and puts a blanket around us. "You did well."

I shake my head. More tears escape my eyes, landing on Tyson's neck. He rubs my back while letting me cry, rocking me gently back and forth, helping me calm down.

"I screwed up everything like I always do. Mose prepared a lovely dinner and what did I do? Cum when I was specifically told not to do it. I'm so fucking stupid."

Tyson has me look at him. He frowns before cleaning my face with a corner of the blanket. "You're not stupid. Also, Jasper, Mose, and Ansel didn't spank you because they were angry at you." "But they punished me. Surely, they must be angry at me. What is wrong with me?"

Tyson grabs my face between his palms. "There's nothing wrong with you."

"There must be because I keep getting punished even when it's not my fault. I didn't want to cum but I couldn't... I couldn't..."

I choke on my words and Tyson pulls me back into his chest.

"It's alright to cum and to enjoy yourself during sex."

I shake my head. More tears swirl in my eyes. "No, it's wrong. I learned my lesson. It was better when my body never reacted to what men did to me. It was better when I was fucked until blood ran down my legs." "Look at me!"

come from the

I

much and failed to realize you were having a panic attack. They

being punished? They

chin. "They didn't mean it like that. You see, Mose...has some kinks. Spanking is one of them. It can be used as an

be erotic?

let me show you," he

stop him,

his lips descend to my neck. He bites

good?" I nod. "But does it hurt?" Another nod. "Even if I'm causing you pain, I'm also making you feel

not the same to me, but it's best to stop talking

palms cup my

you cleaned. You still have traces of food all

"I'll leave then. Probably, the others are waiting for me to apologize for

certainly, you won't apologize for reliving some trauma. Besides, you are staying with me tonight. I

"You warned me about stepping inside your

And I want you with me because

that you won't hurt me. Also, you didn't give a shit about me all these years. Neither did Rueben or Ansel. Suddenly you do. Right. After what you did to me in the shed, I'm more scared of you than I am of Ansel, Jasper, or Mose." Tyson is quiet. Probably because I'm right. "You hate me. And

something snaps inside me and I

camera so that you and your blood-brothers can take down my father with the help of my pussy. I'm not delusional to think that I paid for my sins and I'm finally

doesn't fool me. "I mean, that was the

"And what am I

"You already know."

"No, Tyson, I don't."

on the door interrupts