226. Olivia - Embracing II

I usually hate looking at my reflection, but today, I do something I never do. I remove the towel and I take a step back and stare at my body in the mirror. I trace all my scars, remembering how I got them. Most of them bring painful memories, especially the ones on my abdomen. My tubes were taken, and in their place, something evil was put inside me. Maybe it was put inside me because I'm a monster for killing Camila. And if I can't fight it then.....

I trace one more scar on my body.

The time to embrace the darkness has come.

It spreads inside me, filling each and every atom of my being, but it doesn't turn me into something evil, as I always thought since two bonds stand between me and that darkness, but it makes me not feel so alone anymore. It makes me feel like I have a choice. That I can stand up for myself.

I don't know if I can do that, but I can try. In the end, what do I have to lose? My life?

I continue to look in the mirror, getting familiar with the person I am now.

I am Olivia.

I am broken but not defeated.

silenced but I still have

am weak

heart, which caused me so much torment and anguish, is left exposed. The darkness wraps around it like a barrier so no one will ever hurt

look through Jasper's cabinet until I find a small pair of scissors and remove the stitches from the cut on my arm. It healed so

their friends, who have been on the farm for a few days now. They all look at me like I'm a ghost. "Thank fuck," Ansel

want to know as I extract

he adds, "Olivia, you have been in the bathroom the entire night. We tried to open the fucking door, but it was impossible. Same with the window. We

logical. But then Ansel says something even crazier. "So you finally embraced

What am I?

and the

you alright?" Levi

than hungry. After days

before them. I still want to do that, but the darkness inside me forces me to stay still. It's not easy, and

do you want me to make for you?"

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