226. Olivia - Embracing II

I usually hate looking at my reflection, but today, I do something I never do. I remove the towel and I take a step back and stare at my body in the mirror. I trace all my scars, remembering how I got them. Most of them bring painful memories, especially the ones on my abdomen. My tubes were taken, and in their place, something evil was put inside me. Maybe it was put inside me because I'm a monster for killing Camila. And if I can't fight it then.....

I trace one more scar on my body.

The time to embrace the darkness has come.

It spreads inside me, filling each and every atom of my being, but it doesn't turn me into something evil, as I always thought since two bonds stand between me and that darkness, but it makes me not feel so alone anymore. It makes me feel like I have a choice. That I can stand up for myself.

I don't know if I can do that, but I can try. In the end, what do I have to lose? My life?

I continue to look in the mirror, getting familiar with the person I am now.

I am Olivia.

I am broken but not defeated.

I

weak but not

caused me so much torment and anguish, is

a small pair of scissors and remove the stitches from the cut on my arm. It healed so well the scar is barely

friends, who have been on the farm for a few days now. They all

know

you have been in the bathroom the entire night. We tried to open the fucking door, but it was impossible. Same with the window. We called your name countless times, but we couldn't hear a sound coming from inside. Levi was about to call the Elders when

saying is...not logical. But then Ansel says something even crazier. "So you finally embraced what you are. As did I,

What am I?

am Olivia and the darkness

alright?" Levi

I'm more than hungry. After days of no food,

want to do that, but the darkness inside me forces me to stay still. It's not

me to make for

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