Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

286. Olivia - Opening up I

Tyson presses his lips to my jaw. "It's probably nothing."

I'm sure I heard something coming from outside, but I drop the issue, not wanting to get Tyson angry since he wants some pussy. This is why I'm here: to open my legs whenever one of the guys wants some release. And pop out babies for them. Thank fuck, that will never happen.

Tyson's hand slides inside my pants, his fingers brushing against my skin. My body ignites. I bite my bottom lip. I resist the urge to spread my legs for him, but all the training from the Celestial Heaven rushes to my mind, and my body takes

over.

"That's it, Little Rabbit." His finger slips between my folds. "Look how wet you are," he murmurs. "This is going to be our first time."

He's killing me with how loving he is right now. I hate how my body wants him despite everything he did to me. I bite the inside of my cheek, trying to clear my head. He can fuck me since there's no way of me stopping him, but I refuse to enjoy this. I refuse to give him even more power over me.

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pretend this is our first time fucking," I say. Tyson jerks up his head. I yank his hand away from my pussy. "You already fucked me. It hurt, just like any other time I

of my body. I destroyed myself to keep him safe. All the years that I suffered, he

the pain, my first time was special because it resulted in me getting pregnant. Spencer might not mean anything to you, but he was everything to

registers on Tyson's face. "I love Spencer. I might have just found out about him, but you don't know how much it hurts to learn that I'll never get to hold him. To be his dad. Leo and Sean mocked me,

don't believe Tyson. How could he possibly love Spencer when he came from me, a slut without morals? That's how all men see me damaged goods.

Ansel was the first to give me an orgasm. He was the first to make love to me. Jasper was the first to show me my kindness when I was brought here. He saw me. He saw my pain. If not for him, I would be dead right now," and I see pain in his eyes,

take my life several times while here because of you and Rueben. You hurt me. You broke my toes.

want it to mean anything." I know I shouldn't say this, but even so, the words come out. "If you would have truly loved me, Spencer would still be here. I can never trust another man with my heart because of you. You are the reason why I don't want to have more children. You have no idea how much it hurts because I wanted to be Spencer's mom so

have my heart, my soul, my *body*, and you thought I betrayed our love. You are the one who broke us." Tears run down Tyson's cheeks.

coming out of my mouth, sharper than daggers, cutting

hurt me in some way or another, but never with bad intentions. Rueben and you changed after Ansel showed you the videos. I'm scared of you. Each action, each word I might say, could be a trigger for you or Rueben. I dread that