Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

286. Olivia - Opening up I

Tyson presses his lips to my jaw. "It's probably nothing."

I'm sure I heard something coming from outside, but I drop the issue, not wanting to get Tyson angry since he wants some pussy. This is why I'm here: to open my legs whenever one of the guys wants some release. And pop out babies for them. Thank fuck, that will never happen.

Tyson's hand slides inside my pants, his fingers brushing against my skin. My body ignites. I bite my bottom lip. I resist the urge to spread my legs for him, but all the training from the Celestial Heaven rushes to my mind, and my body takes

over.

"That's it, Little Rabbit." His finger slips between my folds. "Look how wet you are," he murmurs. "This is going to be our first time."

He's killing me with how loving he is right now. I hate how my body wants him despite everything he did to me. I bite the inside of my cheek, trying to clear my head. He can fuck me since there's no way of me stopping him, but I refuse to enjoy this. I refuse to give him even more power over me.

lips trail down

up his head. I yank his hand away from my pussy. "You already fucked me. It hurt, just like any other time

hurt, but I wanted him. And how I wanted him. I loved him with every fiber of my body. I destroyed myself to keep him safe. All the years that I suffered, he was living his best life, not giving a shit about

because it resulted in me getting pregnant. Spencer might not

Spencer. I might have just found out about him, but you don't know how much it hurts to learn that I'll never get to hold him. To be his dad. Leo and Sean mocked me, one moment claiming he was dead, the other that he was alive. I

came from me, a slut without morals? That's how all men see me damaged goods. Unworthy of their time and affection. Tyson doesn't have to pretend to

an orgasm. He was the first to make love to me.

while here because of you and Rueben. You hurt me. You broke my toes. Remember? You tortured me. If you want to fuck me, go ahead, but no, Tyson, this is not our first time."

talk over him. "Nothing is going to be the same. Not us, not our relationship. I was raped for years while you bounced from woman to woman. The bond between us means nothing. I don't want it to mean anything." I know I shouldn't say this, but even so, the words come out. "If you would have truly loved me, Spencer would still be here. I can

my *body*, and you thought I betrayed our love. You are the one who broke us." Tears run down Tyson's cheeks. I hope he's

out of my mouth, sharper than daggers,

farm not for you but for Ansel, Jasper, and Mose. They might have hurt me in some way or another, but never with bad intentions. Rueben and you changed after Ansel showed you the videos. I'm scared of you. Each action, each word I might say, could