Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

313. Olivia - Blood Lodge I

Rueben pinches the bridge of his nose. "I don't think you want to know."

My curiosity destroyed my life, and after all these years, I still haven't learned my lesson. I should get the hint from Rueben and not ask questions unless I'm ready to face the consequences, but Jason's friends made my life a living hell. Whatever Tyson did to them, it's well deserved. It is only fair that I know as well.

"But I need to know," I insist. "Leo and Sean, just like any other Duke who fucked me, took great pleasure in hurting me. If Tyson made them suffer, even a tiny bit, I want to be told all the details."

Rueben sighs before summarizing what he, Tyson, and Ansel did to Sean and Leo. Anyone with a little bit of empathy would feel sorry for them, but not me. They abused me to the point where I am upset Tyson didn't kill them. "What about Mila?" She tried her best to be my friend, but Jason didn't let her. If she was hurt in any way, I am going to be so fucking pissed.

"She is safe," Rueben replies. "The Elders are helping her start a new life under a new name. Do you want me to get her phone number for you?"

I press my palm to Rueben's cheek. "I would like that. Thank you for getting her out of there," I say before kissing him. Before he gets the wrong impression, I quickly add, "The others are waiting for us."

"Where's your coat?"

"In the closet," I reply.

Rueben surprises me when he grabs my coat. He might have stopped hating me only after he learned the truth, but he changed so much in the past few days that it confuses me more than ever. Today, he was nicer than ever, and he didn't scare me that much.

I reach out to take the coat from him, but he holds it for me so I can put it on. I'm not used to men being attentive to me, but I'm starting to like it.

get the daggers and

room and first grab

I haven't seen them since the day I ran away. If it were up to me, I would throw them in the ocean so I could

in the backpack, Rueben interlaces his fingers with mine. It's strange to see the

far?" Rueben asks as we make our

not to rest until you end me. Now, you are just like

is that

none of this is real. "I would be stupid to let my guard down just because you and Tyson

are they?" When I don't

would be best

To love you as you deserve, we need to know what was done

I even say to this? "Moments like these make me less afraid

into my head that I'm always to tell

let me teach your body to want me not

Rueben and Tyson keep love bombing me like they did today, it won't be long

the day when

I love, I

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