Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

314. Olivia - Blood Lodge II

Tyson stares at me for a moment. "While this is not about me, I want you to know that I live in constant agony and fear that you will never truly forgive me. That you'll never love me again. I am sorry, Olly, for everything."

While his words are sincere, I feel angry. "You should be scared because I'll never let anyone in my heart again. You can fuck me and do whatever you want to me, but I'll never love *any* of you." I turn my attention to Mose. "Maybe I'll make an exception for you."

Mose flashes me a grin before smashing his lips against mine and kissing me roughly.

The bonds with Tyson and Ansel let me know how much my words hurt them, but I can't be as weak and stupid as I once was.

Tyson clears his throat. "Rueben is waiting for us."

Reluctantly, Mose breaks the kiss, and we get out of the car. Mose grabs my hand while Ansel and Tyson walk behind me. Rueben and Jasper are in front of the Blood Lodge. Rueben looks calmer now.

"Where are Rin and Steven?" Tyson asks.

Rueben jerks his head toward the entrance. "Already inside. We shouldn't waste any more time as we are late as it is," he mutters.

suck it up for a

the Celestial Heaven bombard my nose, making my vision tunnel. This has never happened to me before, probably

butter, and I feel like falling. One of the guys grabs me by the waist.

Tyson sounds

Jason let his friends abuse me, maybe Tyson would have believed me. But all these years, I felt as if I had cheated on him. Even now, I feel the same. Maybe if I had fought harder, or been smarter, or

don't look scared or unhappy. Almost all of them have a smile on their lips. Those who are being fucked seem to enjoy it as moans coming from different parts of the room reach my ears. Pornai are well-trained to fool men; faking orgasms is easier than many

reach a table with five empty armchairs around it. The guys sit

flood my mind. Coming here was a bad idea. There's no turning back now. I have to suck it up and deal

his lap. "If you want to leave,

to protect them. They might have tormented me and hurt me initially, but I prefer them over anyone else on this planet. I might not trust them when it comes

They are my tormentors.

Besides, I

had to stay three days down there because he mistreated his

my mind. Just because I could heal them once doesn't mean I can do it again. My darkness is good only because I refused to let it corrupt