364. Olivia - Fear I

*You are pregnant.*

My pulse roars in my ears.

*You are pregnant.*

My stomach turns to knots.

*You. Are. Pregnant.*

My head spins.

The doctor makes no sense. How can I be pregnant? "You have to be mistaken," I say when he doesn't answer my initial question.

I only came to the hospital because the guys forced me. I tried to explain that it's only a stupid cold and I'd stop coughing once I get better, but they refused to listen. Jasper even insisted I was having another case of pneumonia. When my chest started hurting, Jasper was even more convinced he was right.

When I mentioned to the doctor that not only my chest bothered me, but also my stomach, he decided to perform an ultrasound. It was then that I asked if my men could be present because if something was seriously wrong with me, I wanted them to be with me to support me.

My men stand close to the bed I'm on, looking just as confused as I am except Mose. He looks composed, with a subtle hint of happiness.

"Look at the monitor," the doctor says. "Judging from the size of the fetus, I would say you are about three months long."

I only do as he asks because I know it's impossible for me to have a baby. My gaze falls on the tiny shape on the monitor. There's no doubt that a new life is growing inside me. Tears prickle my eyes. How is this possible? What am I going to do when my body rejects the baby? When I hold his tiny body in my arms and watch him slowly die, I will die at the same time as him.

ears. I refuse to live the

no matter how many times men used me, I never got pregnant, clear evidence that the Bitch did remove my tubes. A few

but is too small for me to feel him. My stomach is flat, the only sign of my pregnancy is

stomach each time he moved. What a joyous time that was, not

Not only my chest but my

am pregnant. But I don't want the

start to cough

gel from my abdomen. He ignores the scars on my body-thank fuck, because I don't have the energy to make up some lie about what happened to me. At least the word whore carved on my abdomen by my father has mostly faded away, due to my darkness. "We will get the other test results soon, and then we will know why you are coughing

to snap out

glances at him. "Are

is Mose

did Mose do to me? How was he able to get me

of my eyes once more. All the anguish, all the desperation, all the sorrow I felt back then returns in full force, burying me under a mountain of grief. "Please. I can't." The bonds

anyone hurt you again." But it is them who are hurting

Mose tries to soothe my fear but I don't want to see

out!" I yell before I start coughing again. Mose tries to offer me

doctor calls out

to get out of

and Jasper would never hurt a baby, especially an unborn one. While Rueben has a bad temper, I don't think he would help me either. I rip off

about this when

you all then! I don't need permission from anyone to leave the hospital or to get an

Deymar-" the doctor calls me, and I give

that," I

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