Shackled (The Lord Series) by Amy T

Chapter 350

364. Olivia - Fear I

*You are pregnant.*

My pulse roars in my ears.

*You are pregnant.*

My stomach turns to knots.

*You. Are. Pregnant.*

My head spins.

The doctor makes no sense. How can I be pregnant? "You have to be mistaken," I say when he doesn't answer my initial question.

I only came to the hospital because the guys forced me. I tried to explain that it's only a stupid cold and I'd stop coughing once I get better, but they refused to listen. Jasper even insisted I was having another case of pneumonia. When my chest started hurting, Jasper was even more convinced he was right.

When I mentioned to the doctor that not only my chest bothered me, but also my stomach, he decided to perform an ultrasound. It was then that I asked if my men could be present because if something was seriously wrong with me, I wanted them to be with me to support me.

My men stand close to the bed I'm on, looking just as confused as I am except Mose. He looks composed, with a subtle hint of happiness.

"Look at the monitor," the doctor says. "Judging from the size of the fetus, I would say you are about three months long."

I only do as he asks because I know it's impossible for me to have a baby. My gaze falls on the tiny shape on the monitor. There's no doubt that a new life is growing inside me. Tears prickle my eyes. How is this possible? What am I going to do when my body rejects the baby? When I hold his tiny body in my arms and watch him slowly die, I will die at the same time as him.

I refuse to live the

to mind, no matter how hard I try to think. For years, no matter how many times men used me, I

staring at the little blob already shaped like a baby. He moves but is too small for me to feel him. My stomach is flat, the only sign of my pregnancy is my heavy

time

chest hurts. Not only my chest

don't want the baby. I

to

on my body-thank fuck, because I don't have the energy to make up some lie about what happened to me. At least the word

to snap out of the initial shock. "Is the

glances at him. "Are you

Mose

like vomiting, screaming, crying, and killing someone at the same time. What did Mose do to me? How was he able to get me pregnant? Did he do it on

"Take it out." Everyone looks at me. The bond with Mose vibrates with pain. "I want an abortion. I can't..." I choke on my words. Spencer's little body appears in front of my eyes once more. All the anguish, all the desperation, all the sorrow I felt back then returns in full force, burying me under a mountain of grief. "Please. I can't." The bonds between all of us hurt. They can't possibly want this baby knowing what I went through, knowing

alright," Tyson tries to reassure me, but no one can. Not while my father and Jason are out there. Not when Azael is my mortal enemy. "We'll never let anyone hurt you again." But it is them who are hurting me by wanting this baby. My darkness tries to calm me down, but I can't,

soothe my fear but I

yell before I start coughing again. Mose tries to offer me a water bottle, but I knock it out

calls out for

need to get out

unborn one. While Rueben has a bad temper, I don't think he would help me either. I rip off the hospital bracelet and get out of bed. "Ansel,

when you calm down," Ansel

don't need permission from anyone to leave

me, and I give

me that," I

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