Shadows In Durango

Chapter 123

*****Vincent's POV*****

The silence in the car was killing me.

I kept my eyes locked on the road, gripping the steering wheel so hard that my knuckles pulsed around the leather.

The tension between us was thick, almost suffocating, and I figured that it wouldn't have been so severe since we had both spent some time apart...

But boy was I wrong!

I could feel her growing antsy beside me, fidgeting, probably lost in her own worried thoughts, and all I could think about was how badly I'd screwed this all up from start to finish.

I knew that I couldn't avoid this conversation any longer, but damn, I still wasn't as ready for it as I thought I would be.

Not even close.

There was a million things to say and to talk through, yet all I could give her right now was thickening silence...

She had every right to be angry, every right to hate me for how I had handled things. The way I'd kept her in the dark. The way I'd gone behind her back.

But what the hell was I supposed to do?

Did she expect me to just sit back and watch her get pulled into even more danger? Watch her father finally catch up with her? Watch her get hurt because of me?

I only thought I was helping...

I glanced over at her, just for a second, and saw the tension in her face, her hands twisting nervously in her lap below.

She was hurting like I was over this, probably more.

And I hated it.

the one who'd

the silence anymore. I

Anything.

not daring to look at her. My eyes stayed glued to

corner of my eye her head snapping toward me, and I could feel her gaze burning into the side of my face. "What? I mean, how?" Her voice was shaking, and I could hear the confusion in it, the

a hand back through my hair, trying to figure out how to explain myself. "I don't blame you for what

for Daryl getting shot at all, but I knew it probably seemed that way with how I had acted

monster here, and yet why could I see the guilt all over her face as though

then, almost like she couldn't stop herself, she whispered, "I feel that I'm responsible for all of this. If I hadn't come into your life at all, none of this would've happened to any of you."

a curse, or some kind of bad luck, hearing it

tell her she was wrong, but I didn't. I had no right to snap at her, not after everything that she's already been

do with you. But..." I hesitated, knowing what I was about to say wasn't going to be easy for her to hear. "What was to do with you, was not telling me sooner that you knew he was here, in town." I could feel her shift in the seat

but I couldn't pretend like it didn't bother me. She should have told me. I needed her to tell me. To trust me

to

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finally spoke, her voice was so small, I

on edge that at the time, I didn't want to selfishly add another problem on top of that... but what I didn't know was that your stress

hard next, pausing any and all thoughts racing

I say to

nothing else comes after that, I was truly at a loss for words as I stared ahead and waited

didn't you just tell me?!" She demands to know, her emotions taking their toll now since this very matter

driveway, I put the car in to park and took a second to think... allowing my head to bury in to my hands, the weight of

in my head a thousand times, thinking through all the things I would say when we found her, but now that we were actually here, it was like every

this heavy talk was

her an explanation for why I had chose to reach out to the one person she feared most

majorly, I knew that, but I was now fucking terrified of what might happen once everything

head, forcing myself to face her on this. She was staring out the window, tears glistening

hurt many times before, now hurting because of

to keep you safe, I didn't know he was going to manipulate the situation like he did, and the whole arranged marriage thing wasn't mine or my fathers idea, it was all him - believe me!" I begin to spill out, hoping that I could provide enough context on how things had unravelled that day in order for her

intentionally, but the same fact still remained - I should have discussed it with her from the