Strings of Fate

63- Security and suggestions

Megan wakes several more times throughout the night, each time jolting awake in tears. In the morning when I wake up she is curled up against my side hugging my left arm tightly against her chest like it’s a prized teddy bear. I remain in bed, swapping between dozing and staring at the crack of light visible through her curtains contemplating what time it might be and what I need to get done today. I probably need to clean my house, I’ve been quite slack with it lately while I’ve been moping. I need to make my bed properly, actually I should probably wash everything since it’s been on the floor and dragged around my home to make a fort. Oh and I definitely need to do some shopping, there is zero food in my house and it’s now highly likely that I’ll actually have guests again. I also owe Maggie a cup of tea at some point, if she saw the state if my home she would be horrified and probably start cleaning it for me which would only make me feel worse. Yep, definitely due for a deep clean today. Shopping first though, I’m out of basically everything, including cleaning supplies. Plan made, I settle in to wait for Megan to wake up. I doubt it will take that long. She usually gets up early, she might sleep a bit later since her sleep was so disturbed but sleeping habits are hard to break. I’m fairly sure the only reason I’ve woken so early is that im in an unfamiliar bed. and I slept so much the night before.

As I expected, Megan starts to stir only about twenty minutes after I wake up. She almost immediately rolls out of bed and gets to her feet. She gives me a weak smile.

“Breakfast?” She suggests. How is she so awake so quickly? Ugh, freakish morning person. From her smile I predict this will be another day of pretending that everything is fine. I still don’t know if this is a good or a bad coping mechanism, but I suppose there’s nothing to do about it other than try to support her as much as possible. I drag myself out of the warm blankets and follow Megan downstairs. I grab my phone on the way past. It’s about eight thirty in the morning. Okay, so early but not as bad as I thought. We reach the kitchen and I’m surprised to find Bellamy up and making pancakes. Megan raises an eyebrow at him.

“You’re up early. And you’re cooking?” She asks incredulously. A slight blush runs over Bellamy’s face and he runs a hand through his hair awkwardly.

“Well, you’ve had a hard couple of days and I just thought I would-” Megan cuts him off.

“Yeah yeah, I know you feel all bad. But don’t even try to pretend you’re doing this for me.” She nudges me with her elbow before guiding me to take a seat on one of the stools at the

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bench. She drops into the seat next to me.

“I will however take advantage of your sudden domestic streak. I’m starving.”

A couple minutes later Megan and I are happily eating pancakes with lemon and sugar while Bellamy leans on the other side of the bench watching us with a contented smile. Megan

wanders off to go get herself showered and dressed for the day and I stay where I am.

you?” I ask and he shrugs at me with a slight

having a tough time recently. But mostly I

thundering back down the stairs, she’s clutching an armful of books and a bag that’s hanging open. Her hair is wet

I can still make my first class. Sorry to

I guess that I don’t need to include Megan

“I

off.

me on

into the rack next to the sink. He steps away as I grab the towel and wipe off my hands, giving me

a ride home if you or someone else can take me, then I have grocery shopping and

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63- Security and suggestions

door and sighs.

to do so I can’t take you myself, but just give me a few minutes and I’ll arrange a guard for you today. Aaron should be available. I’ll

has happened since that one time and they were after you not me anyway. I’m sure there are better ways those guys could be spending their time than watching me clean my

well, keeping you safe is

about guarding me. It’s just a waste of their time and it makes me uncomfortable. I mean you have people waiting around while I’m sleeping!” I complain,

in fact it makes you less

doesn’t have to have someone stay while she’s sleeping.” I blurt out.

she doesn’t need another guard.” A slight “You are more than welcome to stay here if you don’t want to have smile crosses his

Megan wouldn’t mind if you moved in.” I take two

trip over one

lecture him. He shrugs, I’m fairly sure he didn’t actually