Sword God in a World of Magic

Right now, Shang wasn't sure what he should think or feel.

He wanted to say that he was hurt and that he was shocked that Jerald would think that Shang would kill him.

Yet, Jerald's concerns were actually correct.

Why hadn't Shang told him?

Because Shang was afraid.

Not afraid of what Jerald would think of him, but afraid of Jerald killing him.

Shang wanted to tell Jerald, but he wanted to become powerful enough to resist Jerald first.

"I never wanted you to find out," Shang said slowly.

"Well, now I know," Jerald answered with furrowed brows.

After a while, Shang looked to the side. "You are the only friend I have left in this world, and I didn't want everything to break down between us."

"You are willing to do some bad things for your own power, Jerald, but you still have morals, and you care about the greater picture," Shang said. "I was afraid that if you knew about the reality of my Affinity, you would tell the world. I was afraid that you would sacrifice me for the world."

"Is that such a bad trade?" Jerald asked with a deadpan voice.

"Of course it's not a bad trade," Shang said. "Nearly everyone would choose to make that trade. Why would you want to doom millions, if not billions of people, to die early just so a friend of yours can continue on the path to power?"

"And that's why I couldn't tell you. You would do what's right, but what's right is not what I want," Shang said.

Jerald snorted. "Power? For power, you are willing to sacrifice the entire world," he said with some disdain. "You don't even need to die. You could just sit back, create a family, and live your life out in peace."

anything you want. The only thing you can't do is to become

not even willing

you

earlier, I was still uncertain about the image I had of

worry, I only saw hostility and hatred in your eye. You looked at me like you

a

while, Shang didn't

Affinity?" Shang asked. "Working

and I can't control every single Abomination that appears in this world. As I become stronger, everyone I care about will be under more

if they actually stand beside me, I need to fear for my own life. The more people spend time with me, the more likely they are to find

you didn't have a choice!" Jerald shouted. "Your choice was not the world or your goal. Your choice was actually your life or your

but what point is

there to power when you feel nothing but grey emptiness all

living for a long time when the long time you have is wasted on so much

the horse, Shang! We don't live to become powerful.

only save millions, if not billions, of people but also allow you to live

train, you don't need to be

is no point to your training except for

a narrowed eye. "Everyone else can become powerful, but I'm the only one that's not allowed to?! Do I not have a right to become

breath. "No, you don't," he said slowly. "Not when it

the point of becoming powerful when everything

looked at each

a greater purpose to my training?"

Jerald's eyes narrowed.

SHING!

Shang threw

purpose," Shang said

brows as he looked at the long letter Shang had just thrown