Nobody said anything for a while.

Jerald put the letter to the side, and Shang summoned it back into his inner world.

"Are you telling the truth?" Jerald asked. "Will you do your best to stop the Abominations?"

Shang nodded. "The reason why Lucius failed is the God. The two of them have battled each other, and the God won."

"I don't plan to lose against the God."

"Lucius didn't know what he was up against, but I do."

Then, Shang looked towards the ceiling. "And maybe that is one of the reasons why the God has sent me here."

"There hasn't been another God in a long while, and the God probably wants someone he can fight with. He certainly didn't try to dissuade me from hating him."

"I don't know the origins of the Abominations, but I'm sure that the God knows of their origins. Yet, he didn't tell anybody, and he didn't do anything to stop them."

"In fact, he even gave me this Affinity, knowing fully well that the Abominations will become more powerful."

"Nevertheless, I want to kill the God and get rid of the Abominations. That's my goal."

Jerald didn't answer for a while.

"What if stopping the Abominations requires sacrificing your life?" Jerald asked.

"I don't know," Shang said after a couple of seconds. "When I have killed the God, I would have already reached the peak of power. By that point, there would be no more way to grow more powerful."

"I don't know what I would do then. Would my life be empty? Would I feel fulfilled?"

"One thing is clear. I am not someone that survives just because I want to survive. If there is nothing but emptiness and aimlessness in my life, I might be okay with sacrificing my life for the world."

"But first, I want to achieve my goals, and I won't entertain any thoughts for after I have reached my goals."

Jerald remained quiet for several seconds as he struggled with himself.

"How can I trust your words?" he asked.

"Jerald," Shang started, "you said that I am cold, selfish, and apathetic."

Jerald didn't answer.

"Then, tell me…"

"Why did I not flee towards the outside world during the civil war?"

"You wanted to kill the Council no matter what. You wanted revenge for Mattheo and George."

"Yet, you know very well that I view my own goals with the highest priority. Staying in the Skythunder Kingdom to fight the Council was an unnecessary risk."

"I could have simply gone towards the south, past the Storm Eagle Zone, jump down the Abyss, and enter the outside world."

"But I didn't."

"Why?" Shang asked.

Jerald looked at Shang.

his hostility had vanished, replaced by concern

of me," Jerald answered

my only friend in the world die. I didn't want to see you lose your life

against you, Jerald.

can see their actions, and

knowing my secret change the

my life for

Silence.

only looked to the ground with a worried

for a long

to hear your side of the story first,"

Child of Calamity. For several days, I couldn't think straight. The one friend that had been by my side the longest is the enemy of everything

time, I couldn't understand how you can value your

dead and empty? You might as well be the weakest human at that point, and

tool, not a goal. It is a

couldn't fathom what kind of

would be dead within minutes, and

answer as to why you were choosing

anything, I wanted to hear your

to hear your justification before

I was afraid

couldn't think of a good justification, and I was afraid

I would need

ground with eyes filled with regret and

want

"So, I simply waited."

you came out of training, I

you just

I didn't want to contact you. For, if I contacted you, I would need to

eventually, I even blocked out

you would

on

"I remarried."

"I had children."

"I led a Kingdom."

dark days of dreading another encounter with you passed, and I was

then, my Communication Crystal activated

have become a

I dreaded ultimately arrived, and I couldn't run

day where I would kill you

Shang didn't react.

Jerald sighed.

CRACK!

a previously invisible Mana Shield around Jerald appeared, and it

never intending to

made myself appear weak to

eye, a

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