Chapter 89 Ava: A Mild Overreaction

I glance away from Lucas, unable to hold his intense gaze. My heart sinks like a stone, the weight of the secrets I've kept pressing down on me.

It isn't even like I've been keeping them on purpose, but I feel like a she-wolf caught cheating on her mate.

And yet no matter how innocent it was at the time—no matter what state our mate connection was in—these are the types of secrets that can bury our relationship before it ever starts. Honesty is the best policy. Better to get it all out in the open, even if he rejects me again.

Even if he formally rejects me.

Last time, the rejection was implied; this time…

I shudder at the thought and take a deep, steadying breath, trying to psych myself up.

I have to talk about my stay with the Aspen pack. About Clayton. I'll have to explain about my heat, too.

As soon as I gather an ounce of courage, Lucas' phone rings again. I groan audibly, the sound ripping from my throat before I can stop it. "Are you serious?" It's the middle of the night! Who the hell calls someone in the middle of the night?!

Lucas' brows furrow in apology, clearly thinking I'm upset that he's taking calls during our conversation. "I'm sorry, it will only be a moment."

"No, no," I rush to assure him, waving a hand. "That's not it at all. I'm just..." I trail off, unsure of how to explain.

He leans forward to kiss my forehead. Apparently this is something he's going to do often.

I don't mind it, but it doesn't quite feel like we're at that point yet.

I really need to talk to him.

"I'm sorry, Ava. This is another alpha. I'll be right back."

"Go, go." I wave him off. It isn't like I don't understand the weight of such a call.

But then he utters words that make my blood run cold. "Hey, Clayton, is everything okay?"

I'm frozen.

on the hospital bed, staring at the back of my fated mate as he walks out the door,

My what?

My lover?

had sex, yes. Lots of

I might

am. Because wouldn't they

to somehow

not discreet. I need to tell Lucas, now,

is Clayton calling

he know who I

wanting

Shit.

my throat as anxiety grabs me by the neck, squeezing as hard as

closed behind Lucas. He's already in the hall, talking to the man who

took the virginity that

Oh, fuck.

and thoughts dashing through my

on earth could they be talking about for so long? Why isn't Lucas

it isn't

not my

some

it so many times in a row. Maybe

Hah.

Wouldn't that be nice?

to think

Breathe, Ava.

and prepare

give you a chance

in

my lungs as best as I can. In through my nose, out through my mouth. Slow and steady. I close my eyes, trying to focus

is loud in my ears, almost headache-inducing, the pulsing whoosh so strong that I can feel it echoing through my entire body. The anxious thoughts continue. Clayton. Lucas. What they could be discussing. What Lucas will say or do

Magicians and Lycans. Selene.

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