Chapter 146 Ava: Without His Knowledge...

Lucas watches me with concern and care, but all I can say is, "Oh."

Some part of me had expected Mom to stay in a coma forever. Or die.

I didn't think about her much. Ignoring her existence is easier than dealing with—well, everything.

"I would have to return to Blackwood in order to question her." Every word is careful and measured, as though he's not sure how I'm going to respond.

He doesn't invite me to go. I'm not sure I want to. He probably realizes that.

Selene glances toward us, her ears flicking as she listens.

"I don't think that's the best idea. Your pack needs you here. They need to see their alpha." I'm hesitant to speak up, but Selene's watchful gaze gives me a little confidence. "Alpha Clayton is still there, isn't he? I think he should lead the interrogation."

It's our first time saying his name between us, and I can feel Lucas' muscles tense.

Trying to give him a little comfort, I grab his hand, threading our fingers together. A silent message that I'm still here. That I've already made my choice.

My heart hurts when I realize how little I've really thought about the damage I've done to this man.

He relaxes, drawing me closer, his thumb rubbing against the back of my hand. "You're right. I'll call him."

It's amazing how warm my heart feels, knowing that I've given Lucas a little peace of mind, with a hint of my heart.

I've wasted so much time worrying about his intentions. Worrying about being trapped in a gilded cage.

Being brave is easier than I thought it would be.

He brings our joined hands to his lips, pressing a gentle kiss against them. "I have to meet with Kellan and discuss everything, but I'll keep you updated. I promise."

* * *

The front door closes with a soft click, and Lucas' warmth disappears with him.

floor, my arms wrapped around my middle, hugging myself as

Mom's awake.

Lisa's gone.

Vampires attacked.

get in

hiding

lot to think

her show. Why don't you summon Sister Miriam and see if you can get some answers? That might

mid-step, thinking about Lucas. About the baby steps

"I can't."

what you

I don't know." I rake a hand through my

Because of Lucas.

question. Selene's too perceptive for

onto the couch. "I don't want to lose his trust by going behind his back. But I can't risk Lisa's life

So, tell him everything.

looks at me differently? What if he

quiet for a long moment. Then she nudges my leg with her nose, her fur soft against my skin. He could have given up on

and I laugh a little.

everything. He's nothing like my parents.

want you to be happy. Selene's words are simple, but

call him my

bond based

tip of my tongue to say fate, of course. But then

together, it isn't the reason I want to connect with

It's just Lucas.

me. How he's been there, no matter

deep in my heart. Our fated bond drives us together, but it's

he is your chosen mate, even more than he's

"But what if—"

lies. But it's your choice. I will be here,

a betrayal to put my bond with Lucas over

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