Chapter 146 Ava: Without His Knowledge...

Lucas watches me with concern and care, but all I can say is, "Oh."

Some part of me had expected Mom to stay in a coma forever. Or die.

I didn't think about her much. Ignoring her existence is easier than dealing with—well, everything.

"I would have to return to Blackwood in order to question her." Every word is careful and measured, as though he's not sure how I'm going to respond.

He doesn't invite me to go. I'm not sure I want to. He probably realizes that.

Selene glances toward us, her ears flicking as she listens.

"I don't think that's the best idea. Your pack needs you here. They need to see their alpha." I'm hesitant to speak up, but Selene's watchful gaze gives me a little confidence. "Alpha Clayton is still there, isn't he? I think he should lead the interrogation."

It's our first time saying his name between us, and I can feel Lucas' muscles tense.

Trying to give him a little comfort, I grab his hand, threading our fingers together. A silent message that I'm still here. That I've already made my choice.

My heart hurts when I realize how little I've really thought about the damage I've done to this man.

He relaxes, drawing me closer, his thumb rubbing against the back of my hand. "You're right. I'll call him."

It's amazing how warm my heart feels, knowing that I've given Lucas a little peace of mind, with a hint of my heart.

I've wasted so much time worrying about his intentions. Worrying about being trapped in a gilded cage.

Being brave is easier than I thought it would be.

He brings our joined hands to his lips, pressing a gentle kiss against them. "I have to meet with Kellan and discuss everything, but I'll keep you updated. I promise."

* * *

The front door closes with a soft click, and Lucas' warmth disappears with him.

my middle, hugging myself as if that'll hold all the broken pieces inside

Mom's awake.

Lisa's gone.

Vampires attacked.

trying to get

father might be hiding

a lot to think through.

wear a hole through the floor. She watches me pace, her attention distracted from her show. Why don't

About the

"I can't."

not? Isn't that what you wanted

I don't know." I rake a hand through my hair, frustration bubbling up

Because of Lucas.

not a question. Selene's too perceptive for

groan, sinking back onto the couch. "I don't want to lose his trust by going behind his back. But

So, tell him everything.

at me differently? What

her nose, her fur

and

everything. He's

you happy. I want you to be happy. Selene's

always call him my

your mate bond based

tongue to say fate, of course. But then I think

bond insistently tugging us together, it isn't the

It's just Lucas.

been there, no matter how

bond drives us together, but it's not why I want to

chosen mate, even more

"But what if—"

a relationship on secrets and lies. But it's your choice. I will be here,

it feels like a betrayal to put my bond with Lucas over Lisa's

The Novel will be updated daily. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!

Comments ()

0/255