Tangled in Moonlight: Unshifted (Ava and Lucas)

Chapter 289 Ava: Who He Is

The way Lucas watches me is terrifying.

Terrifying, because there's finally interest in his gaze.

I don't want to hold hope, because every time I have even the glimmer of it, he says something that crushes my heart. The way he doesn't even recognize our fated bond kills me. It's yearning, aching in my chest, wanting me to go to him. To claim him. To shake and scream until he remembers all the pain and all the joy between us.

Instead, I sit there, scratching more vigorously at my arms, and the string inside of me tugs harder, as if trying to get my attention. I ignore it.

"Your scent."

Glancing at Lucas, who stops talking mid-sentence, I sniff discreetly in the direction of my armpits. Did I forget to scrub? He keeps talking about my smell.

"Do I stink that bad?"

"It's getting stronger," he confirms, his voice husky.

Maybe this is his way of getting me to leave again. "Do you want me to go?"

"No."

Oh. Never mind, then.

My heart dances at that denial, though, raising hope high on a flag pole and waving it at the walls I've tried desperately to construct around my heart.

says, shifting his weight as his eyes never leave me. They're golden and intense, different from the way he looked at me when I first

finally recognizing

That would be great.

campfire smoke, fills my senses, and I'm transported back to Cedarwood. Back to when he'd found me, after I'd run away from everything I'd ever

say softly, my eyes meeting his. "After the Gala. I wanted nothing to do with you, but you stuck around anyway. You were determined, and I was just afraid you'd leave me again. Change your mind at any time. But you never once

tugs at my lips as I remember those early days. "You'd break into my apartment while

but he

my voice barely above a whisper. "And awkward too. It's endearing, really. The way you bend over backwards to keep me happy, to keep me

saved me from my family, Lucas. You're

he's been through because of me, settles heavy on

I admit, my voice cracking slightly. "I can't even begin to understand how you can be so strong, so secure in your love, especially after... after all the times I pushed you

gaze never

least he isn't staring at me like I'm a complete stranger. He's starting to see

words tumbling out before I can stop them. "You were always there, waiting for me to turn to you. And now... now the tables

my heart pounding in my chest. Lucas grunts, a low sound

* * *

"How'd it go?"

I walk through the door, her eyes shining with optimism and the belief that fated

Every so often, I think he's getting a hint of the bond. Then he says something so casual that just destroys every last hope

a tuna sandwich and a pitiful handful of chips. I

admits, shrugging. "Wasn't sure when you'd come

a punch to the gut. Is this really home now? It feels temporary, but our home isn't ours any longer. What

my appetite suddenly gone. "It's fine. I'm not that