Tangled in Moonlight: Unshifted (Ava and Lucas)

Chapter 289 Ava: Who He Is

The way Lucas watches me is terrifying.

Terrifying, because there's finally interest in his gaze.

I don't want to hold hope, because every time I have even the glimmer of it, he says something that crushes my heart. The way he doesn't even recognize our fated bond kills me. It's yearning, aching in my chest, wanting me to go to him. To claim him. To shake and scream until he remembers all the pain and all the joy between us.

Instead, I sit there, scratching more vigorously at my arms, and the string inside of me tugs harder, as if trying to get my attention. I ignore it.

"Your scent."

Glancing at Lucas, who stops talking mid-sentence, I sniff discreetly in the direction of my armpits. Did I forget to scrub? He keeps talking about my smell.

"Do I stink that bad?"

"It's getting stronger," he confirms, his voice husky.

Maybe this is his way of getting me to leave again. "Do you want me to go?"

"No."

Oh. Never mind, then.

My heart dances at that denial, though, raising hope high on a flag pole and waving it at the walls I've tried desperately to construct around my heart.

his eyes never leave me. They're golden and intense, different from the way he looked at me

finally

That would be great.

senses, and I'm transported back to Cedarwood. Back to when

wanted nothing to do with you, but you stuck around anyway. You were determined, and I was just afraid you'd leave me again. Change your mind at any time. But you

remember those early days. "You'd break into my apartment while I was at work. Spread your scent around. It should have been

brow furrows slightly, but

be so sweet sometimes," I continue, my voice barely above a whisper. "And awkward too. It's endearing, really. The way you

as I recall darker times. "You saved me from my family, Lucas. You're

me, everything he's been through because of me, settles heavy on my

my voice cracking slightly. "I can't even begin to understand how you can be

golden gaze never leaves

not my Lucas, but at least he isn't staring at me like I'm a complete stranger. He's starting to see me, even if he doesn't see his fated mate. It's a

like life is forcing me to repay a debt," I say, the words tumbling out before I can stop them. "You were always there, waiting for me to turn to you. And now... now the tables have turned. It's my turn

a low sound that reverberates

* * *

"How'd it go?"

soon as I walk through the door, her eyes shining with optimism

memory of his eyes burning into me. "I don't know. Every so often,

of chips. I raise an

hungry," she admits, shrugging. "Wasn't sure when you'd come

a punch to the gut. Is this really home now? It feels temporary, but our home isn't ours any longer. What does

the meager remains of my lunch, my appetite suddenly gone. "It's fine. I'm not