Chapter 313 Ava: What Do You Think I Should Do?

Grimoire's presence inside of me is unfazed after his revelations from the morning. I swear his book form even looks cheerful, sitting there on the table.

You seem worried, Selene says, sounding distracted.

"I am. I still don't agree with Grimoire."

About the summoning?

"Yes. Wouldn't you know if you were summoned?"

I suppose. Selene goes quiet for a bit, before asking, How does Lucas feel about it?

Lucas.

He's standing by the window, watching the light rain drizzle across our world. The soft patter of droplets on glass is the only sound outside of my voice. Sister Miriam and Vester left a while ago, leaving us to contemplate our next move. Lucas hasn't spoken since they departed, his thoughts as opaque as the cloudy sky outside.

"I don't know."

He seems ambivalent to the idea of summoning his wolf, but I can't blame him.

After dropping the bomb of Selene's alleged summoning—though she denies it—he did mention the possible negatives.

While Lucas would not lose his sense of self, he might lose his wolf. Like me, he would exist as a human. But unlike me, he wouldn't have magic to bridge that supernatural gap.

No healing. No strength. What would happen if he were challenged then?

Is it any better than now?

His wolf would be strong, but can an Alpha survive without his internal wolf? Would the pack accept that?

arms around his waist, pressing my cheek against the broad expanse of his back.

in

stomach. His touch is warm, familiar, and yet so new. We stand like this as the rain

scent fills my lungs,

low and rumbling. I

are all shit, covered in more shit, until it

for the state of the

it weren't for

have

wouldn't be

so many times, life isn't

know," I admit softly. "There's so much

slightly over mine.

weight of

sense of self… I worry that you would

it feels

Selene has changed my world, but it's still different from the bond any normal shifter has with their wolf. Distance can create emptiness within our bond.

she can die, and I'll

voice wavers slightly. "And I worry about what that would mean for you as Alpha. Would the

but I can sense him listening

him. "And selfishly, I miss you. The you

turns in my arms, his golden eyes searching my face. "I feel that connection with you," he says softly. "Even without the memories, there's something right about being with you. It's here." He

feel it too,"

this isn't just

nod, leaning into his

are not one body? Selene asks, still

can't imagine not being

is the same for

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