Chapter 418: Lisa: Breaches

LISA

I hate feeling helpless.

Ava's out there being chased down by a freaking monster and I'm stuck in a building, surrounded by wolf shifters with a bad attitude.

Not toward me—but in general. The kind of badassery that makes me feel as safe as I guess I can feel, despite knowing that no one can apparently damage the strange wolf.

Guilt and frustration war inside of me. I was starting to get a little comfortable with the idea that I can defend myself, damn it. It was feeling good. Today's been not only a huge blow to that bit of ego, but it's ramped up all kinds of not-great feelings.

Like, I know a lot of lives were lost today. Even one is too many.

And I know my bodyguards were expecting to be part of that number.

Hell, I did, too.

And now I can't even help Ava. If I could just send my damn guards to her, I would.

"Calm down, child." The Grand Sage glances up from his meditation, acting for all the world like Apocalypse v2.0 isn't happening in our own front yard. "Your agitation is riling them."

My guards' eyes flick toward me for the hundredth time, their shoulders rigid beneath their tactical gear. Heat creeps up my neck. They're always so calm and collected, it never really occurred to me that my agitation might feed theirs.

It makes sense, though.

"Sorry."

my pacing. "Unless you think you're some kind of hero who can save the day by walking

attitude always seems to transcend the events of the moment. She used to intimidate me, but now I know it's just how she is. "I know, I know. I just—" My hands clench into fists. "I hate that I can't help.

"Accept what you

beneath her harsh tone. It's

even with his eyes closed. His meditation

mine. I think he's one of the guys

doesn't respond. Just like the last dozen times I've asked. Just

against my nerves, but I don't bother them. They

least comfortable, if a little crowded. There are seven guards in

brace is warm against my wrist; I swear I'm never going anywhere without it again, even if it makes me look like a poor

sleeve for the hundredth time, the fabric bunching and releasing in a nervous rhythm. The door creaks open and my heart

a quick nod with my guards before making her way to me. "Are you

comes out sharper than intended. "I never even saw the thing

for my wrist anyway, her fingers cool against my

a healer

her way back." Something in

hurt?" The words tumble out. "Did that

steadying me. "Minor injuries from what I hear. Nothing

what's wrong? You sound like

entire compound is on high

my stoic

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